I'm sorry it took me so long to post this chapter, i had to switch computers and i have been really busy so the chapter just didn't get written. I hope you like it please tell me what you think!
Chapter 5
So many thing to think about.
Dad's voice, as well as his face was emotionless. I decided to play dumb, "What do we need to talk about?" I asked nonchalantly. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, don't play dumb with me!" Dad shouted. "Edward! Do not lose you temper with her, or Jacob. I was just about her age when I got pregnant, and did anyone yell at you?" Mom's sudden out burst shocked us all, and for once dad was speechless for a moment. Even Jasper was to shocked to calm us down.
Dad regained his speech as well as his temper, "Bella, do not protect either of them. You know what they did was wrong, and now he's gone and gotten her pregnant." I could tell this was going to explode at any minute. "I don't think it is so wrong. We did it, they did it, almost ever teenager in the country does it. It's normal Edward. And you got me pregnant, it happens. I am going to support her and be there for her whenever she needs me. And-" Dad cut her off. "You're right." he said softly. "Wait, what did you just say?" Mom's voice was soft but shocked. "You're right Bella" dad whispered softly. "I am? I mean yeah I am" her voice was still shaking. Dad moved toward her slowly taking her into his arms and holding her.
"You're right Bella, and we shouldn't be fighting about this. We have been on the verge of fighting for days and unfortunately we took it out on Renesmee." he turned to me, "I'm sorry Renesmee, and you too Jacob. This was our fight, and we shouldn't have let it out on you!" "It's ok Dad," I said as I walked over to hug him. He took me into his arms and the three of us hugged. "It's ok with me too, as long as I'm not on the chopping block," Jake piped up. I walked back over to Jake and he held me close. It was Alice who interrupted the silence, "Well now that that's over with, I say we talk about this baby. I mean I have a baby shower to plan,and presents to buy, and... What? Why are you all looking at me like that?" We all bust in to laughter, including Alice. After I stopped laughing I spoke up, "Ok we'll talk about the baby, but can we go home first?" Everyone started laughing again. "Yes hunny, we can," mom said between fits of laughter. We all got in the car and started toward home. Jake and I rode with Alice again, much to Jake's distress. Which I don't really understand , he can run inhumanly fast when he's a wolf, but he can't drive with Alice?
When we got home, every one made their way inside and sat down in various places. Alice and Jasper sat on the love seat, Rosalie and Emmett sat in one of the big chairs, Carlisle and Esme shared the other, and Mom, Dad, Jake, and I sat on the couch. You could see the excitement on Alice's face, "Go ahead Alice," I said smiling. "Ok, well first we have to figure out if this is going to be a more human pregnancy or one like Bella's, then, if it's going to be a more human pregnancy, we should find out if it will be a boy or a girl, cause I have to plan the shower and it will be harder if I don't know the gender. And then we have to figure out where this baby is going to live." Every one was staring at Alice when she mentioned the living situation. "What? She can't live with Bella and Edward her whole life, plus she's pregnant for crying out loud, what's the worst thing that could happen?" I love that Alice always says what needs to be said. Everyone was quiet.
It was Carlisle who finally broke the silence, "Edward, why don't you and I do some research about her pregnancy tonight?" Dad looked at mom, then slowly nodded his head. Dad and Carlisle got up and left the room. Emmett looked around the room, "I don't know about you guys but I'm hungry." "I'll go with you," Said Jasper as he got up from the love seat. In mere seconds they were gone. Jake hugged me tightly, "I have to get home. I have to make dinner for my dad before the pack meeting tonight. " "Ok, I love you." "I love you too Nessie." He kissed me softly, then got up and left. Then it was just us girls.
"I'll shield us so we can talk with out Edward "over hearing"." Said mom softly. "So Nessie, what are your plans concerning the baby?" Asked Alice. I'm supposed to have plans? "Well, I don't know really. Jake got a job and he was talking about buying a house, but other then that I really don't know. I haven't had that much time to think about it." "It will take a long time for Jake to buy a house, even if it's a more human pregnancy, I wouldn't think it would be a nine months." Said Esme gently. Esme was like Alice in the way that she usually spoke her mind. "Esme's right sweetie, even with Jake's job it will be a while until he could afford a house." Said Mom quietly. I looked at my feet, "I know." It was quiet for what felt like forever. It was Rosalie who finally spoke, "I wouldn't worry about it Renesmee, you have a month or two at the very least." "Yeah. I'm really tired, I think I'm gonna go read." "Ok, sweetie. I love you." "I love you to mom."
I ran the whole way to the house, then to my bedroom, and threw myself on my bed. I don't know what to do. They're right, they're all right, Mom, Esme, Alice, even Rosalie, Jake won't be able to afford a house, not before I have the baby. I couldn't stop the thoughts that just kept running though my head. I had to talk to Jake, I would go to La Push in the morning. After deciding that, and refusing to think about the baby, or anything concerning the baby, until I talked to Jake, I finally fell asleep.
I woke up at about seven, took a shower, got dressed, and walked into an empty living room. They must have stayed at the house all night. I opened the door and stepped out into the rain, I have come to love the rainy, cloudy days her in Forks . I took off running, I ran as fast as I could until I got to the house. I could see though the glass that every one was in the living room talking. I walked in and every one fell silent. Have you ever walk into a room and everyone was clearly talking about you? Well that's what just happened to me.
"Why don't you come sit down Renesmee." Mom patted the seat beside her as she spoke. I slowly walk over to the couch and sat down. "We have done a lot of research
your pregnancy, but we have found nothing. We called everyone we know and they couldn't tell us anything." Said Carlisle gently. "We even called Nahuel, but as far as he knows none of his sisters have ever had a baby." Said Dad. I could see it had been a long night. "Then we'll just have to wait and see won't we? I have to go talk to Jake, he is the father of this baby." I got up from the couch as I spoke. "Can you be home before bed?" Mom ask softly. "Probably," I answered on my why to the garage.
I drove faster the I usually do, but I really needed to see Jake. I drove in the drive way and ran to the door, it was unlocked. I ran to Jake's room, thankfully Billy wasn't home, but Jake wasn't in his room. He must be in the shower. I ran to the bathroom and knocked on the door, "Yeah," came Jake's muffled voice. "Jake, it's me I really need to talk to you," I called though the door. "Renesmee?" "Yeah" "I'll be out in a minuet Ness." I went back to his room and sat on his bed to wait.
He came in a few minuets later, and he was shirtless. "What's the matter Ness?" he asked as he sat down and pulled me into his lap. "Everyone's been asking me all kinds of questions, like what are your plans for the baby, and where are you going to live, and Jake I just don't know." I buried my face in his shoulder. "Plus we have no clue what my pregnancy will be like." I was crying by this point. "Renesmee please stop crying. I have something to ask you." Jake voice was shaking, like he was nervous. I sat up and wiped away my tears. Jake put me down on the bed and took my hands as he got down on one knee. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, will you marry me?"...
End of Chapter 5
