AN: I edited this chapter a bit! ^^ Sorry if it's bad.

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Everybody in the guild sat and listens to what Master Makarov said. Someone in the guild has died. The only question was who. It was curious mumble in the guild hall, and that was annoying, really annoying. Gray only sat and listens to the annoying sound. What was really bothering him was that he haven't seen Juvia this day. He was worried about her. Was she on a date with Lyon? The jealousy sneaked up his back. No. Juvia would never do that. When Erza told him about her feelings he would never think that she would do that.

"Listen, brats! We have a loss of Juvia Lockser this day. We think she was murdered."

Gray froze. He dropped his glass on the floor. Was it Juvia? He couldn't believe what his master just said. Just like him, everybody froze. Glass fragments met the floor. Juvia wasn't that popular in the guild, but when a nakama dies it's unforgivable. More if he/she's been killed. Natsu stood up again.

"I'll kill that bitch", he said while he was trying to defeat his other hand.

"Wait, Natsu! That enemy must be really strong. Juvia's body is made of water. She was cut in her throat. You can be in danger", said Levy.

I'll kill that bitch even more … the one killed her should die!

The pain in Gray's body was unbearable. His eyes became dark. The last thing he did before he walked out through the guild was to destroy one of the walls.

It was painful even to walk. She was dead, and he loved her more than everything else. He couldn't even tell. He didn't think she was murdered. She took suicide, but was it his fault? Did she think that he liked Lucy or Erza? Was that even possible?! He couldn't take anymore. Gray started to run through the town all the way to his apartment. He locked the door and collapsed on the door. Why did she do that? Didn't she understand that he liked her too? The ice mage started to shed tears and cry. It was so painful, but he must live on. Pretend that nothing happened. But he just couldn't. Juvia was a big part of his life. But she was gone, forever and ever. Everybody would say that there are other girls. Juvia was a big part of his life. He actually misses her "Gray-Sama" and when she says awkward stuffs about her love to him. It has almost got about three hours and he misses her already, really bad. Her presence was a need to him. Now when it wasn't there he felt like he was the loneliest man in the world. Just only to think about her made his heart to break.

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Juvia was standing in the guild. It was just like everyone was ignoring her.

"Hello? Juvia is standing right here!" she screamed out.

Nobody could hear her. Hasn't she got her life her back? Did that woman lie to her?

"They can't hear you, stupid. You're still dead. I am following with you so I can see if the misses you." she said with a serious voice.

"But what happened to you? Did your family miss you?"

Juvia just had to ask. If she proved they didn't, should she become in the same role as her? She was wondering. It wouldn't be so funny to wait in years just to make someone to come alive.

"They died for ten years ago because of Deliora. Only my son was left".

Gray, she thought. He has told her about how his parents died. It was a sad story. Her parents didn't want her because of the rain she caused. He told her that it was even worse if the parent don't want the child.

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"The rain doesn't bother me at all. Water is ice you know", he said and winked to her.

She nodded and was starting to cry. It was painful to tell about her past, but also just wanted to tell it to someone.

"Hey, don't cry!" he said and dried away the tears from her cheek.

He smiled a warm smiled at her and kept holding her cheek. Juvia started to blush. Gray was nicer to her than before. In the next second he took the hand away and started to walk away.

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After that day he ignored her totally. She didn't do anything wrong. But did he take away the hand and just walked away liked it was the last time they saw each other. It was the last time the saw each other. Juvia started to cry and hide her face in her blue, wavy hair.

"Don't cry about it", Maria said. "You probably would see them again."

Maria was right. She would see them again.

Juvia was annoyed. Everybody in the guild was depressed. Mirajane cried, also Lucy and Levy. Cana drank booze as she would only have one day to live. Erza was stopping Natsu from to run through the door.

"We should wait for clues, Natsu! We don't even know who it was!"

"I don't care! I'm going to kill that bastard! You don't care about your nakama?" Natsu said and dried away a tear.

Erza started to cry. She nodded.

"I just don't want it to happen to someone else in the guild. Understand?" Erza said trying to hold her voice steady.

Natsu looked away.

"I wonder where Gray did go …"

Erza started to cry again.

Has it happened something to Gray? Juvia was about to panic. What if Gray was hurt and she wasn't there for him? She couldn't even image that. But she was dead. It was a decision she took.

"They miss you. They are crying for you."

Juvia looked to the crying Mirajane and Cana who also started to cry. Lucy and Levy was their company. It looked like everyone cried.

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Juvia was lying on the ground with a crying Cana over her.

"Juvia just wanted to make all accept her as a true member of Fairy Tail. Juvia loves you guys …"

"OF COURSE YOU'RE ONE OF US! THERE WAS NEVER ANY QUESTION ABOUT THAT! YOU'RE A BRILLIANT FARIRY TAIL MAGE!" Cana screamed.

It was hurting to say a word. Was she going to die? Cana's words were really heartwarming. She had never felt so accepted before.

"Juvia is glad …" was the last meaning she said before she lost consciousness.

"JUVIAAA!" Cana screamed again.

To hear Cana scream like that was heartbreaking to hear her scream, but for ones, she was really accepted.

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She remembered that day. Cana was supporting her, got hurt for her. She started to cry again. Everything she did was to kill herself. But Juvia betted that it was only Cana and Mirajane misses her. Lucy would think it would be good so she can get Gray. Those though make her get so jealous that she wanted just to strangle her. Juvia looked around. She couldn't see Gray. He was certainly on a party to celebrate her death. She dried away some tears. She must decide. If it was only Cana and Mirajane who misses her, should she come back for their sakes? Then she remembered what Natsu said.

"I don't care! I'll kill that bastard! You don't care about your nakama?"

Erza and Natsu also missed her? But did Gray do that? Her beloved Gray-Sama? He was one of the reasons why she committed suicide. Did he really miss her? She started remember what Natsu said again.

"I'll kill that bastard!"

Did the think she was murdered? Oh no. So they are going to search for her killer now? But it was more important to find Gray to see how he reacted. If he didn't miss her, she would never come back.

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AN: Hi again! Hope you like my edition a bit xD
I hope this is in the story