- Back at Rachels apartment-

Finn's in the kitchen making some breakfast, after all he is a tall man and he needs his food. He drops a pan, he was doing so good of being quiet and not trying to wake up Kurt. Knowing his step brother would be mad at himf or not keeping in touch and just showing up at his apartment after a night with Rachel. Then he hears Kurt behind him say

"Finn, is that you" Finn turns around and sees Kurt almost like he is going to cry at the sight of seeing him.

"Ive been here all night, ill explain it all to you once Rachel is even use to me being here right now" Kurt sends him a look of discust even though that is his brother and completely understands what he did, he just didn't like having to deal with Rachel when she was heart broken, the nights where she wouldn't stop crying, when she woke up in the middle of the night screaming because she missed him so much. Don't get him wrong he loves Rachel after all that is his bestfriend, just not when shes heart broken or upset. Finn Forgot he was even cooking. then Kurt says

"Fine by me, where is she anyway?"

"Shes up in her room, im figuring the doors locked and she has my shirt on" Just then a small beautiful voice says

"WOW, you still know me so well." Finn looks up a small smile on his face

" Ill never forget the things that make you who you are." Rachel then asks

"are you cooking? I haven't even had the chance to cook on it yet." Finn then feels bad but says

" sorry, I was hungry and I really wanted to cook you a nice breakfast"

She then looks down at her feet a sad look upon her face. She realizes hes changed so much, He's cooking, more musular. What is the army doing to him she asks herself. Atleast she knows he hasn't stopped singing, as he is humming a tune that is very recognizable while he is cooking HER breakfast. Part of her is a little upset due to the fact that she doesn't know why he is here, but also because it was suppose to be Kurt, Him and Her that were suppose to move into this apartment 3 months ago. Even though he's right here in front of her She wished it was like this months ago. She snapped out of her thoughts and without thinking she blurted out

"What are you doing here?"

Finn looked back and dropped the spoon he was using to mix the pancake mix. Looked at her and said

"Im here on leave for a little while and I needed to come and see you."

"So you put me on a train, leave me confused and heartbroken to joing the army. Finn I haven't heard from you in3 months. Nobody has. you have us all worried sick. But you can't just show up here thinking everything is okay. That's not how this works."

She had to catch her breath, she couldn't keep it in anymore. She was furious with him. but at the same time all she wanted to do was run up to him wrap her legs around him and kiss him endlessly. But she was still so mad at him, she knows he did what he did to let her pursue what she was born to do, without the distraction of a boy. But she's Rachel Berry she knows she oculd of done it, hell she can do it . He looks at her after all she just said and says

"Im only here for the week, then I gotta go back, I cam here too see if everything with you is okay, because I love You Rach, im sorry for putting you on that train and hurting you. Im sorry I left you to come here alone, Im sorry i haven't called when I know I should have. But you have to understand that I did all of it because I love you and I always will. Rachel yes i was wrong to do what i did in that way! I get it that your mad you have every right t, but i need to come and see you before i leave for deployment"

At that last word Rachel looked straight into his eyes tears pouring down her face

"Your... Deploying?" with tears in his eyes he looked at the beautiful petite brunette and looked into her Hazel brown eyes. Hating himself for doing what he did to her, because he can tell part of her is still hurting over it.

"Yes im deploying, their sending me to Japan for a little while. It part of a requirement to do. All I want to do is spend the time that I have with the one person I love and ill do whatever it takes to prove to you that im truly sorry. You tell me what you want me to do Rachel and ill do it.. anything for i was in Georgia The one person I thought about the whole time was you, I carried your picture in my pocket, and your lucky star scarf in my bag, everytime I was missing you, I smelled it and it felt like home.. Your what got me through the last couple of months."

Rachel then walked over to him took his hand in hers and put it over his heart. Looked into his chocolate brown eyes and said

"You know.. you can kiss me if you want to"

"I want to" Replied Finn.

With that he smiled remind him of his first date with Rachel even though at the time he was dating Quin, but to him it was worth every second of it. When their lips locked Rachel felt a sens of relief, and warmness that she missed. It felt like christmas to her, even though she is jewish. Finn felt happy, hes always felt happy with Rachel, more than happy with her. She grabbed his face wanting more him but she knows its too quick to be doing that, even thought she woke up naked and knew that the night before they had, had sex, but it doesn't matter.

Then he pulled away regretting it after. But he grabbed her face, looked right into her eyes and the biggest smile was on her face. He's missed that smile so much. Whenever she smiled everyone around her smiled too, her smile was so big and bright and beautiful. He loved it, He wanted to kiss smile but he heard her say

"I love you Finn and ive missed you so much, Dont ever leave me again" He could hear her choke back some tears so he said

"Hey, hey DONT CRY! Im here for right now, but you do know I have to deploy for a little while, But after that the army does own me for 4 years, but when that is all over you'll be on Broadway and ill be free from them. And then im NEVER EVER going to leave your side and that I promise to you."

She kissed him quick again soft , sweet, quick kinda like a habit. Like they would be doing it for the rest of their lives. and they both knew they would. Then Rachel looked over to the clock, it was already 8:00 a.m. and she was going to be late for her class. She broke from Finns embrace. and yelled while running up the stairs to her room.

"SHIT IM GOING TO BE LATE"

He doesnt think he has ever seen her run that fast before. Back in her bedroom Rachel closed the door, pressed her back against it. Smiled so bright Mars could see it. She was happy again, it been a while since she smiled like that. She dressed in her favorite baby doll dress even thought her style was a little bit different nowadays she didn't have the time nor the energy to look for something better. Her dress was dark blue with light blue polka dots on it. She grabbed the promise ring finn had given her after they won nationals. She never left the house without it, even though she knew Finn was in the army, that promise was what she kept with her at all times. She let her hair down, her long brown curls falling down. She brushed them quickly, due to them being messy from the night before.. She wore white flats, grabbed her purse off of the dresser, and her iphone was still in her pocket of her jeans. She grabbed it and headed downstairs toward the door. She stopped quickly and smiled when she found Finn at the door

"Ill be back in two hours, ive got to go do my song presentation and im already late. Make yourself at home" Rachel said.

"Break a leg" replied Finn. With that she smiled walking out the door and down the driveway toward the street. She stopped looked back and yelled

"I love you" he smiled, remembering the first time he ever told her that he loved her. And how she still remembers it like it was yesterday.

She was so thankful for her dads being able to find her an awesome apartment so cose to her school. She ran so fast people must have thought she was a cheetah at the rate she was going. All she could think about was how late she is and how she is probably going to get yelled at for it.


THIS CHAPTER IS JUST DETAILS AS TO WHY HE IS EVEN THERE. I PROMISE NEXT CHAPTER WILL HAVE SOME DRAMA IN IT. ALSO IT GUNNA GET A WHOLE LOT BETTER AS TO I HAVE PLANNED SOME AWESOME THINGS FOR IT (: THERES GUNNA BE MORE DETAILS TO COME OF SOME THINGS. SO IF YOUR FEELING LIKE IVE LEFT OUT SOME THINGS THEIR COMING. (: BUT THANK YOU FOR READING. THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL PROBABLY BE UP TONIGHT.

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