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Greed

The wind picked up and blew my scarf over my face. Another troublesome trip to the store for Usagi's dinner. If I didn't do this though he'd starve and die. None of his adoring fans would want that. That'd be the last thing I'd want….

Grabbing a basket I made my way to the vegetable section where a boy was putting a massive amount of cabbage into a cart. He was with the principal at the college Miyagi-sensei. My hands kept moving towards things but I'd pull them back. Lately I felt like my cooking wasn't as satisfying. All I wanted was Usagi-san but lately he seemed a little distant.

It didn't really help that I couldn't do what I wanted to without fear of fainting. These past six days though I had been a little daring. Must be a full moon or something.

"Just get something!" A loud voice brought me back from my thoughts where I was holding some sweet potatos and some celery. No one would eat those together. It was the boy with all the cabbage.

"Oh hello Miyagi-sensei." I ignored the rude kid.

"Ah, Takahashi. Don't worry about this angry one here. This is Shinobu." The kid's eyes narrowed. "Takahashi goes to the university Shinobu. Kamijou is always giving this kid some kind of trouble. Poor thing."

"Honestly Shinobu, I'm not sure what to get. I'm not sure what Usagi-san wants. He never complains…but still…" Maybe I should just buy bento or something….or maybe I could make him a bento.

Lately I've been feeling guilty. I haven't wanted Usagi to go anywhere. I just sit here though while he goes to all his functions. I'm never sure what to do. I always miss him when he goes. Not to mention the fact that I have all sorts of…weird dreams.

"Are you okay?" I looked up at Shinobu. He didn't seem so scary anymore.

"Fine." I put down everything and walked out. I didn't feel like cooking today. I stopped at a takeout place and got dinner there. I walked home slowly. For some reason I was dreading getting there.

When I walked in I found a note. Usagi was somewhere else again. Some business dinner. Why did he always have to go somewhere? I wanted him here to myself. Wait what! I wanted him to myself. Well I knew I loved Usagi-san but….I'd never been very jealous with the exception of Aikawa and Isaka. That's because the flaunt everything in my face. They know him better…but I know his feelings better and that's what counts right?

With a sigh I set dinner down on the table. I looked on the counter and saw a bottle of sake. Maybe just a cup….I poured myself a glass to go with dinner and ate alone without bothering to turn the light on. "This sucks…" Before I knew it I filled my cup again and again and again. When the bottle was empty I sat in the middle of the kitchen floor. I had a case of the hiccups bad…

"Stupid Usagi-san! Leaving me here all alone all the time!" I heard the door slam and peaked around the corner to see Usagi and Aikawa.

"Usagi!" I tripped over my shoe I left there when I went to go get more to drink. Aikawa looked at Usagi and then at me. "Why do you keep leaving everywhere to see them all the time when I'm here?" Wait that wasn't what I wanted to say!

"What is he talking about?" Aikawa whispered. She looked over and saw the bottle then pointed it out to Usagi. I was getting a major case of déjà vu…now I remember. Aikawa left all those chocolates and I ate almost all of them. But this situation was a little different….

I got up slowly and bumped into the couch. "Usagi! I ate dinner in the dark!" Another trip. Over Suzuki-san this time. "Why is there so much stuff in this room?" I mumbled. Usagi had an amused smile on his face.

"And what are you doing bringing a girl home when you have me here?" It was starting to get to the point that I couldn't understand myself. And even though I wanted to be quiet more things kept tumbling out of my mouth. Isaka walked in then with Usagi's coat.

"What I'm not enough for you? I like offer myself all the time!" It took about ten tries to get up. Let's make this clear I cannot hold any alcohol even a little. Isaka looked between us.

"What's with chibi-tan?" Isaka asked.

"I think…he's drunk." Aikawa said.

"I am not! I just had some!" I slipped and fell on the couch as Usagi picked up the empty bottle. "Usagi!"

"Why do you keep yelling my name? I'm right here." He probably didn't understand I couldn't control what I was saying.

I slowly made my way over to him although the room was spinning. I fell into him and held on to keep my balance. "I was at the store and I couldn't find anything…" The rest turned into a bunch of mumbling and things I couldn't even understand because I started crying.

Aikawa and Isaka awkwardly stood there. Isaka looked like he might laugh and Aikawa just looked shocked. I wonder what the hell I was saying.

"And you left but I only got stupid takeout! I know that's why you left! Because you didn't want takeout!" I lost my grip on his shirt and to the floor right on my butt. Usagi just looked shocked.

"You want me to read to you?" He just stared at me. I said that?

"What? No! Everyone leave!" I clumsily pushed everyone out. "Usagi-san…I missed you! But you kept going places!" I sat on the couch. He sat down next to me.

"Misaki…"

"Sometimes I need you to Usagi! Stupid!" Now I was just embarrassed. I was a grumbling, falling mess and now I embarrassed Usagi. Great. "Just…come here." I pulled him close and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I never knew I could miss someone who was so close to me. He was sitting right here and yet…I still missed him. I was being selfish and greedy…I knew it. Without his writing Usagi-san would have nowhere to live and I probably wouldn't either.

It was only natural for him to go to dinners and conventions. But every time he left…every single time a little part of me wanted to keep him here. So, him being gone all week took half of me with him. I missed him and I needed him. And though I never wanted to admit it I liked him giving me so much attention. I never got all that attention in my life.

When Takahiro had to work I was left behind and although he took care of me I constantly missed him. But he wasn't like Usagi he didn't make time for me no matter what and even though he worked for me to have a good life…I was always wanting something. And Usagi-san had what I wanted.

"You said I can be selfish with you, so I'm being selfish Usagi-san…" So when Usagi started to ravage my body like he always does I didn't cover my mouth and I didn't fight back. I was selfish and enjoyed every minute of it.

I woke up in the morning with a killer headache. I was still on the couch with Usagi halfway on top of me. I looked at the time. I had over slept. In fact I missed class altogether. But I was happy. Usagi stirred beside me.

"Usagi-san…I slept too much and missed school." He looked at the clock.

"I must've tired you out." I could feel my face turning red. It's funny how you can miss someone so much and want to punch them in the face the next day.

But this week I've been finding out how wrong I've been. The worst thing is I gave myself willing to Usagi-san…again. He might start to get cocky before long….

Author's Note: Animeaddikt93 here! Only one more chapter left to this story! And yes I saved the best for last: dun dun dun LUST. With this one I am going to have to get creative because I've been trying to find ways for Misaki to…ask for it? I guess. Now I need him to be over the top. This one so far I think is my favorite. The idea of Misaki being black out drunk is something no one really expects! But him chasing after Usagi might be even better!

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Another note: Thanks a lot to Junjou-Angel for my idea for the next and last chapter of this story! But if you like my writing style I also wrote Junjou in Wonderland and Goodnight Condo! XD