A/N: I'm very sorry, but I'm going to wait until next week to pick back up on my story. U see I'm REALLY madd at two of my friends right now (which is saying alot... because it takes ALOT to get me upset. I was born without the anger gene or something... but I guess they found it.) and I don't want me being upset to affect the story. Which it will. I'm seriously pissed off and a little hurt. I even tried to finish the chapter I started... it turned into this:

I'm pushed farther toward the edge.

Lies, ugly lies, they finally take off their mask.

It's awful, the truth, this unattractive thing.

I'd much rather live under the haze,

The impression everything's okay.

But what you know,

You can't just forget.

It isn't that simple,

That fact I regret.

Lies, ugly lies, they push me toward the edge.

And to fall, to simply drift away,

The thought is so tempting.

The cliff is so steep,

But to fall would be so easy.

I take a step back,

Feel the rock crumble beneath my feet.

Lies, ugly lies, they stare me in the face.

The truth is even worse,

Then the wondering, thinking,

Of why everyone seemed so strange.

Because of lies, ugly lies,

The truth they wanted hidden.

Lies, ugly lies, I am pushed toward the edge,

I ask myself, why, why don't they listen?

I try to tell them how,

How lies rip us apart,

But they only stare hunger, another victim am I.

These lies, ugly lies, they beg me to see them,

Them and not the truth, the horrid truth I live in.

But what you know,

Is not easy to forget,

And what you see,

Is not easy to rid.

For lies, ugly lies, they unmask themselves,

And I wish once again I lived in their haze.

I was really quite scared when I finished that... I had to stop for a while. Good news is (as I said) it takes alot to get me madd, which means I should get over this soon. But just to make sure I don't like kill everyone in the story or anything I'm going to wait awhile. More good news It's snowing. That means no school monday (our school system is a biggg babby!) which means I'll have plently of time to sit down and think. Even more good news (well at least for u guys) since I'm going to be like brain dead the next few days, feel free to leave any ideas u have, or suggestions. I'm truly sry, but I really don't want to ruin the story!

Love- Katie