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Rest of the summer passed by slowly and painfully for Nick. All the Warblers were just fascinated by Oscar. He couldn't lie; Oscar was fun and seemed like a good guy. But Nick hated him. Just because he had something Nick couldn't have. Oscar had the boy Nick loved. Wow, Nick really loved Jeff and he couldn't believe he was stupid enough to don't notice it before. Even though, if Nick had realized it earlier, he probably wouldn't do anything about his feelings, because he was so terrified and stupid. But now he was paying for it, being forced to see them together every day. He was starting to think on never go out with the Warblers again, because Jeff and Oscar would always be there, acting all loving with each other. They were really in love. But summer was ending and Nick told himself he wouldn't miss the fun just because of them.

So it was Friday, the last one of the vacation, Thad had a party at his house to say goodbye to the summer. By the time everyone was leaving, Thad seemed to be a little dizzy.

"Great!" Nick said to Wes, "Thad was supposed to drive me home"

"Dude, unless you want to be drove by drunk Thaddie and die in the road, I don't think that's the best idea" Wes said looking at a Thad who was sitting in the coach laughing at nothing.

"Oh you think?" Nick said sarcastically as he rolled his eyes. "I guess I'll have to spend the night here." He sighed. "My parents won't be so happy"

"Hey, I can take you" said Jeff, who had been standing a few feet from them, hearing the whole thing and holding Oscar's hand.

"Hmm I don't know, Jeff… I don't want to bother you" Nick said, knowing that Oscar would also go with them.

"You won't." Jeff said rolling his eyes. "Oscar lives in the way to your house, we drop him down and then it's not too much driving to your house"

"Are you sure?" Nick asked. He actually wanted to get home in a single piece, which wouldn't happen if Thad drove him.

"Yeah, of course" This time was Oscar who talked. "What kind of best friend would Jeff be if he doesn't save you and Thad from dying?" He said while Jeff looked at him with loving eyes.

Ugh. It's not like he just said the sweetest thing ever.

"Okay, thanks guys. I really owed you!" He said as he turned on the coach "Let me get my jacket and say goodbye to Thad" He said over his shoulder. He got to the couch and shake Thad's shoulder. "Dude, dude! Thaddeus!" Nick finally got Thad to stop laughing.

"What?" He asked, sounding like he had been just woken up.

"Jeff is taking me home. Since you are clearly not controlled enough to do it" He said with a severe tone.

"Oops, sorry Nick. I kinda lost it" Thad said holding a laugh.

"Yeah, you did." Nick said angrily, "See you on Monday!"

"See ya!" Thad said.

"Ok, I'm ready" Nick said when he was back next to Jeff and Oscar.

"Let's go, then" Jeff said dragging Oscar by the hand, leaving Nick behind. Nick sighed. This was not going to be pretty.

The three of them got into Jeff's car. Nick on the backseat and Oscar next to Jeff in the passenger's seat. Jeff and Oscar were holding hands and talking about God knows what, all the way to Oscar's home. Nick just looked out of the window trying to ignore them. He felt awkward and yes, jealous. After 20 painful minutes, they arrived at Oscar's home. Nick felt relieved, until the moment Oscar spoke.

"Thanks hun!" He said leaning down and kissing Jeff. It was a really, really long goodbye kiss. Nick didn't need to see that. He tried looking at the window again but he couldn't help his eyes from moving to the two boys again. It hurt. And it was disgusting, but Jeff looked so happy, and a happy Jeff was the most beautiful thing Nick had ever seen. "I'll call you!" Oscar said undoing his seat belt.

"Ok baby! See ya!" Jeff said as Oscar got out of the car.

"See you later Nick" Oscar said, waving his hand from the other side of the window.

"Bye Oscar." Nick faked a smile that hopefully wouldn't look so obvious from where Oscar was.

Jeff looked Oscar walking to his door and getting into his car. Nick was just waiting for Jeff to move or do something but he seemed hypnotized. Oscar closed the door with a last wave of his hand and Jeff sighed.

"So, Nicky." He said looking at him through the rearview mirror. "Wanna join me?" He added, patting the seat he had beside.

"Sure" Nick said. He got down of the car and opened the passenger's door, getting in again.

Once he was there he turned to Jeff, who was smiling at him.

"Hey" the blond said. Nick chuckled.

"Hi" he answered.

"So," Jeff said, starting the car. "Let's get you home" Nick smiled at him.

"Thank you so much Jeffy. You saved me tonight."

"No problem at all, Nicky" Nick smiled again. He missed Jeff's voice calling him Nicky. Jeff didn't call him like that in front of Oscar.

A silent filled the car. And it was an awkward silence. Great, now it feels awkward to be alone with Jeff. Something he had to thank Oscar. Now he couldn't be around his best friend because it was uncomfortable. So Oscar didn't just take the boy Nick loved, he also took his best friend. Ever since Jeff got back from camp he and Nick didn't have time to talk, just the two of them. And now that they could, he felt awkward?

The worst part was that it wasn't Oscar's fault. It was all his, for not noticing he was so in love with Jeff. Maybe if he had known it before, Oscar would never get Jeff to date him. Nick couldn't stop himself from thinking that he and Jeff could have had a chance. But they never tried it, because of him. After all, he was the one who started this non feeling relationship. He was the one who acted like nothing had happen after the first time they kissed. Everything was his fault, for being so clueless. For being such a coward, for being so stupid.

"So," Jeff finally broke the silence. "Did you guys party too much while I was at camp?" He casually asked like he didn't know the answer already.

"Yeah, you know The Warblers. They just can't take a single calm weekend, especially on summer."

"Yeah, I know. So that's why you were so busy uh?" Jeff asked. Damn it. The awkward question Nick was hoping he'd never get. He couldn't tell the truth.

"Yeah, that's why. But I did want to talk to you. I mean, you are my best friend. I wanted to know about your awesome summer" He quickly added. And it was actually half true.

"It was not that awesome tho" Jeff mumbled.

"Are you kidding me? You came back with a boyfriend, Jeffy!" Nick managed to make it sound like he was excited about that. Not the case.

"Well that part…" Jeff blushed and a grin appeared on his face.

"I can see you are very happy" Nick smiled at him.

"Yeah, I am. Oscar is… great. I really…"

"Love him?" Nick asked. Why would you ask that Nicholas? The answer is obviously going to hurt you.

"Well I don't know, we've been dating for almost two months now, but I'm not sure if it is too soon for that. Besides, I don't know what love feels like." Jeff said, clearly confused. And for Nick it was a good sign, he suddenly felt relieved, but he would never say it out loud. Instead, he said what a best friend would.

"I understand. Well, I'm so happy for you" He tried and said. The next part tho, he really, really meant it. "Oscar is a very lucky guy. And just so you know, if he ever hurt you or something, I will…"

"I know. Thanks Nicky" Jeff said turning his head to give him a shy smile. "You are really the best friend ever"

"I try" Nick joked. At this time they were turning into Nick's street. "Thanks for tonight by the way"

"No problem. I would have done this even if Thad hadn't got drunk." Jeff said as he stopped the car in front of Nick's house.

"Thanks so much Jeffy" Nick leaned over and hugged Jeff. Oh man! Jeff's body. It felt too god to be ok. He quickly pulled apart. "Well," He said opening the door. "I guess I'll see you on Monday"

"At Dalton" Jeff answered once Nick was out of the car.

"Yeah, at Dalton" Nick said and with one last smile to his friend, he turned around and walked towards his door. They would be back at Dalton in two days. Which meant they'll live together again. But it wouldn't be the same since Jeff now had a boyfriend, and it couldn't be right if they sleep in the same bed like they were used to. But the idea of having Jeff in the same room but don't sleep with him was just painful for Nick... With all this thinking it had taken Nick a little too long to get to his house's door so when he turned back Jeff was gone. Ow. What did he expected? That Jeff stared at him like he did with Oscar? He sighed as he opened the door and got into his house. Glad that in two days he'd leave it to go live in Dalton with his friends again.


It felt so right to be back in Dalton. Sure, Jeff would miss his house and having Oscar around. But this place was his home. Here were his friends, the people he loved the most in this world. He walked through the familiar hallway and opened the door to his dorm. His best friend already there unpacking.

"Hey Nicky!" He said cheerfully.

"Jeffy!" Nick said jumping to hug his friend. It was a quick hug. Nick seemed to don't know how to be around his friend anymore. Well, Jeff had no idea either. He now had a boyfriend. If they'd do the stuff they used to do when they were alone he would be cheating on Oscar right?

His thoughts were shouted when Nick spoke again. "What took you so long? I was waiting for you to go meet the guys in the cafeteria!" He said.

"Ugh. I don't wanna go." Jeff pouted.

"Why not?" Nick asked confused.

"Because after that, classes start again and I do not want Nicky…" he said, sounding like a child.

"Oh, come on Jeff! Let's go get some food, aren't you hungry?" Nick asked raising an eyebrow and with that, Nick had won. Jeff's weakness was food and Nick knew that.

"Ok, but we better have the first class together, Nick. I can't make it without you" Jeff said honestly. It seemed that Dalton relaxed the atmosphere and they could be themselves more easily. But they couldn't deny it was still weird. Maybe Jeff should talk to Nick about how it would work now between them… No! There was nothing to talk about. If they never talked before, there was no reason for doing it now. But one thing was clear: they would never have sex again. Ever.

Ok, it's not the time to think of that…

"Let's go Jeff!" Nick said already on the door's frame.

"Yeah, let's go" He said grabbing his school bag and walking out of the door and closing it behind him.

Jeff was wrong, the atmosphere wasn't any better. They walked to the cafeteria in silence and when they got there, they found the Warblers, all of them with weird expressions on their faces. Sadness, concern, shock…

"What's going on?" Nick echoed Jeff's thoughts.

"Blaine" David said.

"What?" Nick asked sitting in a chair with concerned eyes. Jeff limited to hear.

"He's transferring to McKinley, to be... to be with Kurt." Trent explained, tears starting to stream down his face.

"What?! Are you serious?" Nick near yelled at his friends. Jeff remained in silence but his jaw was dropped.

"Yeah, we're serious. I just found out, I got into my room and there was this new kid saying that he'd be my new roommate. I couldn't believe it, so I went to the principal's and his secretary told me that it was true. He'd be my roommate since 'Mr., Anderson doesn't attend to this school anymore'. " Thad said, his eyes were lost somewhere over the table, he seemed like he was also about to start crying.

"How could Blaine don't tell us?" Nick asked in shock.

"I don't know. I just don't get it. We just called him, he just say he's sorry but that he can't be apart from Kurt" David said.

"Who is this new kid anyway?" Jeff asked, he couldn't tell why, but he was curious about that part.

"Some Smythe jerk. He seems like an insufferable cocky guy." Thad said rolling his eyes.

A voice came from behind Thad and everyone turned their heads to look at this tall guy with golden hair and green eyes.

"Wow, way to welcome your new classmate" He said.

Nick almost fell from his chair when he saw him. He indeed looked like a jerk, but he was the best looking guy he had ever seen. And in that Dalton uniform? It was just the hottest thing ever.


No, it's not what you're thinking about Sebastian… Honestly, I'm not sure of what do I want him to do in this story… anyways, did you like it? Let me know, and by the way, I wanted to thank you guys for the reviews I got. They are so kind and I really appreciate it! Thanks so much for reading!