Okay, terribly sorry I'm so late. I'm sick and writing hasn't been on my to-do-list. Anyway, I apologize, please enjoy.

Ps. THE WEEK'S ALMOST OVER! Two more days left!

A Good Start to a bad Week (day 5)

Okay, yesterday sucked balls. Embry has ISS (In school suspension) for beating up poor ol' Tucker, I had to ask a vampire for help, and worst of all: I woke up half dressed. Last night must of ended badly…

"Hey, your up." Seth smiles at me, shirtless. Great…

"What the hell happened last night?" I ask him.

"Well you downed three beers after calling Edward and then you… I don't even really know."

"Why aren't you wearing a shirt?" I ask a little scared.

"Oh, late night meeting."

"Why don't I remember any of this?" I ask rubbing my head.

"You were drunk out of your mind." He smiles but it's weary. He passes me two Advil and a cup of water. "You feel okay?" He ask.

"I- you seriously let me get drunk?" I ask him. "Then you let me go to a meetingdrunk?"

"Ya…" He looked at me, "Oh God. You thought we- Oh Kait… I'd never- not without your-"

"Seth… just be quite, please." I can see the hurt on his face but I'm likely to cry if he doesn't quite apologizing. "So that's why I'm half dressed?" I ask after a minute of silence.

He nods. "Ya." He stares off into space for a moment. "I'm not Shaun." He finally decides.

"I know that-"

"You still love him though…"

"No-" I start.

"You probably still have his number in your phone." Seth still wont look at me.

"I-"

"Of coarse you do. I bet his ring tone is something like "That's what you get" by Paramour." He looks at me. "I'm right aren't I?"

"No, it's "The boys you do" by The Summer Set." I say in a small voice.

"Why? Just 'cause you can't forget the monster in your bed doesn't mean have to remind yourself about him." I open my mouth but nothing comes out. He's right. "So why? What are you excepting- or hoping to happen?"

"I used to think he'd come back…" I confess. "I thought that if I… he'd never leave… but he- I. I was wrong…"

"No, he was wrong." Seth's face softens. "I'm sorry. I should have brought that up."

"Your song would be 'Check Yes Juliet' by We the Kings." I tell him only have aware of what I'm saying. I lie down on the bed. "I'm sorry, too. I don't know what's wrong with me."

"God Dang it Kait! Nothing is wrong with you!" Seth yells at me.

"Seth," I start. He looks like he's about to cry and I reach out with my hand to comfort him but he turns and walks out the door. I guess I deserve this.

I lie still for a few minutes. I'm afraid to get up, I'm so hung over…

The door squeaks open, "Look, I'm sorry but- I hate it when you say that. Just because one guy- you don't have to- I- I think your perfect if such a thing exist. I just wish you'd quit cutting yourself down. So one ass hole screwed up, that's his loss." Seth stares at his shoes. "I just want you to know I'd never do anything to hurt you- I don't care if you say it's something I can't control- I'm gonna sure as hell try. I love you more than anything, and I want this to work more then I've ever wanted anything." He's quite for a minute before adding, "You believe me, don't you?"

"Seth, I believe you. I know you love me. I know you'd never hurt me intentionally-"

"Never. I'd never hurt you, intentionally or not."

"I know. But, I'm not ready for a relationship. I doubt I'll ever be. I'm just not that kind of person, Seth."

"Can we at least try?" Seth looks into my eyes. His blue eyes mending my broken heart for those few seconds. "Please?"

"Seth…"

"Kait, please." He moves closer and I stand. "Please…"

Soon he's standing in front of me and he places his hands on my shoulders and searches my eyes. I don't know what he's looking for but after a minute he must have found something because I feel his lips, soft and gentle, against mine. I kiss him back and wrap my arms around his neck. I don't know if it just all the stress or if I'm hoping to find some sort of relief but I press myself close to him and deepen the kiss. Seth response and wraps his arms around my waist. I shuffle backward, caught up in the moment, toward the bed and lean back.

Seth places his hands on either side of my head and pulls away from the kiss, "Kait, are you sure?" He ask. I nod pulling his head back down to mine. He pulls away again, "Kaitlyn, are you positive?" I pull him back toward me. "Kait, I can't." He pushes his self away and leans his head against the wall. "I can't…"

I try and steady my heavy breathing. "Why… why not?" I ask panting.

"Kait… not now. Not with everything going on… your going to regret it. I don't want you to regret me." Seth meets my eyes with longing and pulls his gaze away.

"Seth…" I sit up.

"No… Kait. My self control… I don't think I can…" Seth closes his eyes and takes deep even breaths. "I was this close to not being able to pull away, I can't Kait. Please don't ask me too." He keeps his eyes closed, "I don't want to mess things up with you. Having sex… I, I- I'm a guy Kait… my will power is only so strong. You can't do that and expect me to be able to pull away ever time."

"I wasn't expecting you to pull away." I confess in a small voice. "I- some part of me- wanted- all along- for you to…"

"Kait, I love you too much to risk anything on that chance. Please, just-"

"I believe the world is burning to the ground. Oh, well I guess we're gonna find out. Let's see how far we've come. Let's see how far we've come."

"You should get that, it's Edward." I tell him turning away. "I'm going to get dressed. I'll see you down stairs in a few minutes…" I tell Seth and start rummaging through the draw Seth set aside for me, but there's not really anything in there.

"Here." Seth tosses me one of his t-shirts.

"Thanks, I'm gonna go borrow a pair of Leah's shorts." I walk out as Seth presses talk.

"Ya?" He ask.

"Seth, meeting in two hours, same spot as last time. We've only got two days to prepare." I hear Edward say over the phone.

"Okay, see you then." Seth tells him.

"Wait. Is… Kaitlyn going to be there?" Edward ask in an uncertain tone.

"What are you getting at?" Seth ask.

"Is she coming?" Edward ask.

"Ya, she is. I hope your okay with that."

"I don't think that's such a good-"

"Goodbye Edward." Seth shuts his phone and plops down on the bed. I quickly pull on Seth's shirt and a pair of Leah's shorts. I pull Seth's shirt to my face and inhale. God, it smells just like him. I walk back into the room and give Seth a smile to try and loosen the tension.

"What exactly did I do to piss Edward off so much?" I ask with a hint of humor in my tone.

"Truthfully? I have no idea. I just think he's being over protective."

"What do you mean?"

"Do you remember when Victoria came?"

"Ya, the ginger with the cute sidekick?"

"Cute sidekick…? Kait! That guy tried to kill me!" Seth gapes at me.

"I'm joking. Vampires are icky." I wrinkle my nose in mock horror.

"Uh huh." Seth rolls his eyes. "Anyway, during that fight me and Edward fought side by side, we kept each other alive. We kind of forged a bond. He thinks of me kinda like a little brother- I suppose he's just being over protective, you know, being a dad and all."

"Ya, that's not creepy at all Seth." I tell him in a joking manner.

"Whatever." Seth smiles at me finally, "Anyway, he says were having a meeting in an hour just to freshen up our skills." He says.

"Can't we just eat all the rogues and be done with it?" I whine.

"Actually there might not even be a fight. As long as they stay away from Forks and Port Angelas then we'll just let them go."

"But I want to kick some vampire ass!" I yell.

"Well I bet Emmett will be happy to have a boxing match with you after this thing is over." Seth pauses, "On second thought I'm not to fond of the idea of you rolling on the ground with an attractive guy without a shirt on."

"Unless it's you?"

"Lookie there, you're catching on!" Seth jokes before hopping off the bed then helping me to my feet. "So, you wanna resell?" He raises his eyebrows.

"You're so going do tonight blonde." I tease him.

"Hey, your blonde too." He calls after me as I start toward the door.

"Hello, love birds." Leah greets us and we come down the stairs. "Is my brother still a virgin?" She ask.

"You're a virgin?" I ask Seth surprised. "But you and that Monica chick…"

"Yes, Kait. Are all 18 year old guys supposed to have slept with someone?" He ask me.

"Well sorry, but almost all the guys I know, Brady, Collin, Embry-"

"I get it! Everyone in this house has slept with someone, except for me."

"I was just asking cause you too have been up there for-" I punch Leah's arm "OW!"

"Wanna shut up?" I ask.

"I just- are those my shorts? They look really hot on you. You should keep them."

I turn around to find Seth giving me a double take, "Defiantly keep those."

"Are we going or not? We've got like thirty minutes." I change subjects feeling subconscious. It's not like I'm gorgeous or anything. I mean, sure I have long legs, I have a decent tan and tussled blonde hair framing a heart shaped face. But I'm not gorgeous, although the way Seth's looking at me right now… if Leah weren't here I'd be tempted to go back upstairs…

"Seth, you do realize her eyes are not down there, right?" Leah ask.

I bite my lip and smile to myself. I could get used to having Seth look at me like that. "Ya, were going." Seth looks at me as he talks to Leah. "You ready?"

"Ya, let me just grab the keys." Leah leaves the room and Seth sweeps me up in his arms. "I'm taking you out tonight." He whispers in my ear.

"Kay, all ready- Wow, can you two please cut that out? I mean seriously get a room or something!"

"Leah, we weren't even kissing." I blush deep red.

"Yet." She throws behind her shoulder as we walk out the door.

"She's just jealous you look better in her shorts." Seth whispers to me.

"I heard that!"

"Uh oh." Seth says in mock surprise.

"Okay, we are all gathered here to day to-"

"Emmett! We're training, not marring people." Jake jokes.

"Silence! Focus people! This is serious!"

"Of corse Daddy." Nessie tells him. "We're listening."

"Ya Daddy." Jake pipes in.

"Shut up Jacob!" Edward screams stomping his feet. "Focus people!"

"Aw, don't throw a fit Eddie." I chime in.

Seth nudges my side, "Not too far, Kait."

Suddenly Bella looks over at me, "Hey denim underwear, Shut the hell up."

I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I open my eyes and smile at Bella. I don't say and ignore her completely. I can tell just from her tone, she was hoping for a fight. I smile to myself, knowing I won the war. I turn to Seth after a minute while Edward drones on about the importance of being careful around the vampires. "Seth, when can we leave?" I ask him in a desperate tone.

"We're about to start practicing, can you make it for like twenty more minutes?" He ask me.

"It appears I'm going to have to."

"Hey, thanks for coming. I know you don't like vampires, even the Cullen's."

"No, I don't like vampires. And actually I don't mind the small perky one, the big guy, the southerner, Nessie, the mom like lady, or the doctor. Just everyone else."

"Fair enough." Seth shrugs. "At least your trying."

"Okay! Everyone grab a partner. Preferably a vampire to a… ya. Okay, let's get started." Edward orders. Nessie smiles at Jake and they pair up. Seth and Edward get ready to practice. Leah and Emmett pair up and I'm left with Bella. Oh joy.

"Dude, I'm just as unhappy about-"

"Don't talk to me." She says.

"Gezz, what is your problem?" I ask her.

"Nothing." She snaps. "Just, go change or something."

"Fine. Be that way." I mumble before jumping behind the car next to Leah. The guys just stripped there.

"Okay, now we're going to practice some maneuvers that are most commonly used by inexperienced fighters." Edward tells us.

Me and Bella face each other. "I'll go easy on you." She smirks.

I would be so sure, kid. I think pinning her under me in the first few seconds.

The rest of the hour goes pretty much the same. Me beating Bella twelve to zero. After everyone was satisfied and Bella all but gave up on beating me, we phase back and Seth walks over to me with a big grin. "Wasn't that bad was it?" He ask in a playful tone.

"I guess not. I do enjoy fighting." I joke with him.

"Okay well I'm going to take you out to dinner, then I guess were going back home?" He says wrapping his arm around my waist.

"Home sounds nice, food sounds great." I tell him leaning my head on his shoulder. "I'm so tired."

"You want to get to-go?"

"Do you?"

"Ya, kinda. I'm burnt out, too. I just want to eat and go to bed."

"I'm gonna go over to Brad's." Leah calls from no where. Brad is Leah's new boyfriend. Not imprint or anything, but she's finally gotten over Sam, and Brad's a great guy she went at a summer job last year.

"Kay, we'll see you at the house- or not. Whatever." Seth calls after her as she starts off in the opposite direction. "Where do you want to get food from?"

"It doesn't matter to me." I tell him as I jump in the car.

"King's it is!" Seth smiles. King's was always our favorite place to eat as kids. It's not a real fancy place, but it isn't real low class either. It's just… King's. You'd have to go to understand. "The usual?" Seth ask me as we start toward the restaurant.

"You know me to well." I tell him.

About ten minutes down the road I fall asleep. Seth carries my inside when we get to the house and takes off my shoes before putting me on the bed. "You hungry?" He ask me even though I'm only half awake.

"Not really…" I mumble crawling over to his side and nudging my way under his arm. I rest my head on his chest. "I'm" I yawn. "Too, tired." I fight to keep my eyes open but eventually loose and fall into the comfort sleep promises. I feel Seth's hand rub my head and push the hair out of my face and I press myself closer to him. He kisses the top of my head. "Good night, love."

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-Katie :)