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Aura colors.
Red: Anger, fear, jealous, mean. stress, annoyed, startled
Orange: Thoughtfulness, courage, confidence, curious,
Yellow: Optimistic, happy, friendly, kind
Green: Peaceful, compassion, down-to-earth
Blue: Sensitive, moody, concern.
Violet: Benevolence, conceited, self-absorb
Pink: Love, friendly
Gray: Depression,sadness, exhaustion
Black: ill/sick, imminent death
White: Normal, calm
" James!" Carlos calls him for attention. He swish his head over his shoulder and saw us. Staring with teary eyes. I didn't even wanna know what he did. I just want to come over and embrace him into a hug.
"James? Did you abuse him to death?" Logan ask.
"No." James whimper, still not turning around to face us.
"Then, how did he die?" I ask
"Car accident?" Carlos guess and I gave him a glare and turn back to my boyfriend.
"No." He say.
"He cohnfdmsgihfd." He mumble. What? I turn to Logan and Carlos.
"What did he say?" They just shrug so I turn to James. "What did you say?"
" He committed suicide." He say a little louder.
We all gasp. "How?" Carlos ask.
"Why?" Logan ask.
"He said there's no point of living anymore if his brother's not with him."
"But he ignored you. Not the other way around."
""Yeah, he should apologies to you instead." I say.
"He was about to until he found out I because famous. Thinking I have no time to talk. And a few weeks ago, before it happened. I got a phone call from him. Saying he forgives me. Sayin it's not the same anymore without me. I told him I'll come visit, but he thinks I'm too busy with Gustavo to schedule time. After I finish the call, I fell asleep and had a nightmare, but it's all a blur, seeing someone chasing someone and hitting them. Suddenly, I woke up, all say and depress. That night when you, Logan, and Carlos were downstairs, I went up and check my email. Seeing I got a video sent to me. It was Shane. He said without me he's going to do it. Saying he should have died in the hospital when he fell down a broken elevator. I then went to bed having the same dream again, but more clearer. I woke up, fell out of bed, cry, and later went back up. Night by night, the dreams had been vivid. I can't stop thinking. And the night when I woke up and broke down on the Palmwoods park for the first time, that was when I got the message. Saying Shane is gone."
"But how about in the day. You've been cheery and smiling and what not." Carlos say.
"I was acting." He mutter. I knew it.
Then I remember the night when I found him cutting. Must be the night when he started seeing the dream even more clearer and witness himself hitting his brother. He said I won't understand his pain. What don't I understand? This is uncommon, I think, not non-understandable.
"How long have you been here?" Logan ask.
"About half an hour."
"You wanna go back now?" Carlos ask.
"Dude, that's a very stupid question." I told him. Of course he's not going back. He will be staying here grieving.
"No, you guys go. I might be here for a while." James say depressingly.
I look over at the two and they know what I was thinking. We were about to stay here with James for a while. Until my phone vibrates. I got it out of my pocket and answer.
"Hello?"
"Kendall! Have you find James yet?" Great, it's Gustavo. Just what I needed.
" Yes-"
"Great, bring him back here now so we can start rehearsals."
"Can't Gustavo, James is grieving."
"I don't care- wait, why?"
"Shane died."
"Who's he?"
"James' brother."
"He has a brother?"
"Had" Logan corrected.
Then there's a moment of silence then Kelly came to the phone and say. "Okay, well, Kendall you can stay there for a while. While Carlos nd Logan go back to LA. Gustavo needs you guys."
"Okay, we'll be there." Carlos say and then Kelly hang up.
"Let's go baby." Logan say sadly. "We really wanna stay here and comfort James, but we gotta go."
"Yeah, if not we'll get fired or Griffin will 'or else' us." Carlos say. "Sorry James, bye Kendall."
"Bye guys." I wave as they walk away.
"I miss him so much." James cry. "Why does he have to go?"
I turn around and crouch down beside him, hugging him in an embrace as he shed tears.
After about an hour of sitting there talking James finally decide to go home. He say bye to the grave and walk away.
A week has pass and James is still upset. We're back in LA, recording for our new single and went home.
How we're at the Palmwood's park. I'm sitting under the tree next to James. He seem to feel better, his colors are finally changing. I'm glad. He's pink again! But a bit gray still. We look up in the sky and I saw a double rainbow again. I smile and look at James.
"Hey, do you see a double rainbow?" He look up and shakes his head.
"No, why you ask?"
"Well, you know the last time I saw a double rainbow?" he nod. "i think that's how I got my aura seeing powers from.
"Nice." He smile.
I look right in front of me and suddenly a door appear on a tree across from us. I lift up my eye brow in confusion and squint my eyes to see if it's really there. And it is. A white door with rainbow glow around it. I turn to James once again and ask him. "Do you see a door on that tree?"
He shakes his head.
Okay then, must be me. I wanna check it out. "I'm checking it out I saw and stand up.
"Have fun." He smile and I walk towards it and open the door. Pitch black. I step inside and suddenly, I fall in and fall into a pitch blank white place. All around me is white.
"Where am I?" I ask myself.
Done? Short? I know, well, if I get more reviews like about 4 or more for this chapter, then I will do the next chapter. So review, bye laters :)
