The morning Janet walked in to check on Sam, she was surprised to see Jack laying next to Sam, both of them fast asleep. Janet had to examine Sam so she went over touched Jack's arm gently. He woke slowly when he looked up he saw Janet smiling back at him, he slipped away from Sam and she began to stir.
"Hey there" Jack said as Sam woke up
"Hi" Sam smiled back and said with a sleepy tone
"I think Janet here needs to check you out, and I will go check on lil' man, be back shortly ok?" Jack said leaning over kissing her softly on the forehead.
"Ok" with that Jack made his way out, which allowed Janet to get answers to her rising questions
"So…what was that I seen?" Janet said as she checked Sam's stitches.
"Oh Jan I think for the first time there is really hope that he can get all his memories back, He came in here last night after he had a dream."
"ok I'm going to check out theses other babies real quick, So what was the dream about?" Janet then got the ultra sound equipment and started that part of her check up.
"It was when we were stuck on that ship, with the force field between us, the Zatarc thing, he said he felt the need to save me and it hurt him to not be able to, it actually scared him to think he was losing me." Sam said with tears forming.
"Well that's good, I'm happy for you, and these little ones are just fine, I think you will be ok and bring them right on to term."
"Well that's good to here, so will I be able to leave here? I want to see my baby"
"I don't see why not, let me watch you one more night then I will see about letting you go home, and I mean home Sam!"
"Ok"
"But give me just a few I will help you and we will go visit ok?"
"Thanks Jan"
A few minutes later Jack came back in Janet had Sam in a wheel chair which she wasn't happy to be in. Janet lead the way and Jack pushed along behind on the way down to see the new baby, down the hall came Cassie carrying Jonathan, he squirmed lose and ran to them.
"Mommy!!!" He yelled then as he realized Jack was there to he stopped dead in his tracks, and just stared at Jack a moment, then a smiled came across his face.
"Daddy!! You home!!" And with that statement he jumped into Jacks arms. Sam watched not sure as to how he was going to react, he glanced over at her and winked letting her know he may not fully remember their son but he was not going to let Jonathan know that.
"Hey buddy, we are going to see your new brother, want to come?"
"yea!!" Jonathan said holding on tighter to Jack.
So they went down to see the new little one. When Sam laid eyes on him she began to cry, she was heartbroken at how fragile he looked.
"Why you crying mommy?" Jonathan said going over to Sam.
"Oh sweetie I just so happy that he his ok" She wiped her eyes, Jack bent down to her level.
"So what shall we name our miracle?" Jack said helping her wipe away her tears
"I like Christopher" Sam said
"Yea that's a sweet name. How about Ryan? I don't know why but that name sticks out to me" Jack said
"Christopher Ryan….Yea I like it." Sam smiled, they stayed for a little while longer just watching him sleep, Jonathan was just taken in as well.
The next day Jack came by to get Sam and take her home, he had let Jonathan stay with Cassie and Janet one more night. He walked in to find Sam standing by the bed , but looking to try and make it to the chair, she still had a lot of weight on her so she couldn't stand for long periods of time. He rushed in to help her to the chair, when she seen he was there her face lit up.
"Hey there now why are you up? You know your not suppose to be up walking around" Jack scolded her
"Good Morning to you too" Sam said smiling
"I'm Sorry sweetie….Good Morning" Jack said leaning in he kissed her, she melted, she had missed that so much .
"Well are you ready to get out of here, and get home?"
"Oh yes I am"
Well Jonathan stayed with Cassie last night, and Janet said he could stay to night as well, to give us some time to talk, is that ok?" Jack said as he packed up her stuff
"Yea that is fine, so have you had anymore dreams or flashes of memories?" Sam asked, Jack helped her up and into the dreaded wheelchair she really didn't want to ride in.
"I had a short one last night, we were in a hospital, you were crying, Landon, I think was his name, had just passed away" Jack said sadly he really had not want to tell her that, because he didn't want to hurt her.
"Yes that right" That was all that Sam said, she got quiet after that, the whole ride home actually, Jack knew he had struck a nerve so he didn't push the issue. We they reached the house and got inside Sam sat on the sofa best as she could.
Jack came over and sat down beside her " I'm sorry I shouldn't have told you about that"
"It's ok, I miss him, but I have you, Jonathan, Christopher and soon these two, I'm blessed" She said taking Jack's hand to hers and laying them on her belly. As she did the babies moved.
"Wow they must know who their daddy is and that he is home, finally." Sam said
"Home to stay too!" Jack leaned in kissed her softly, but she didn't pull away she deepened the kiss.
Later that night, Jack woke with a start, causing Sam to jump as well.
"What's wrong another dream?" Sam asked but Jack didn't answer he just got up and went out of the room.
"Jack!" Sam followed but moving slower he had already made it out on the back deck, she made her way over to him, then she seen he was crying, Sam had hardly ever seen Jack cry, he always did his best to hide his tears.
"Jack…babe what's wrong? Did you have another dream?"
"Back on the planet with the Tokra, I was told I had a son, I thoughts but no real vivid memory but I remember the name Charlie, I thought that's got to be my son's name. I got back seen Jonathan, thought to myself it must be his middle name. But tonight I dreamed of the day, Sara and I were looking at Charlie's school pictures it was the first time I have remember his face then I heard the shot. He's dead, my son is dead and it's my fault it was my gun." Jack was crying harder now, Sam wrapped her arms around him, he leaned on her.
"Jack it wasn't your fault and you realized that a long time ago. I'm so sorry sweetie, that you are having to relive it in your memory."
Sam convinced Jack to come back to bed and they stayed up for the longest, Jack decided that his way to deal with quicker this time was to just talk about it all, so Jack thought on Charlie all night and shared the memories that he could remember of him as they came to him
