Disclaimer: I do not own twilight, Stephanie Meyer does (:

AN: The entire story will be in Bpov until further notice, and again only constructive criticism will be noted. Chapter names are just random songs that i'll be listening to whilst writing my chapters.


"Mommy, Wake up mommy, Wake up!" Delilah and Cameron yelled.

I groaned, "I'm up, I'm up!" rubbing the sleep from my eyes

They both grinned at me before taking off down the hall giggling.

I heard them turn on the television and the opening credits of The Wiggles.

I smiled, thinking about my children. It wasn't until two months after Edward left that I found out I was pregnant.

When I found out, I was terrified, I was 18 and still in high school. I literally screamed for 5 seconds. Charlie ran up to my room with his can of beer in one hand and the TV remote in the other, thinking I was being attacked.

Now that I think of it, what the hell was he going to do with them?.

He asked me what was wrong, I hesitated, I wanted to tell him but at the same time I didn't, I knew I'd be a disappointment, only stupid girls get pregnant in high school.

So I told him there was a cockroach, now normally any guy would roll his eyes and tell her she was over reacting, but considering it was my dad and I didn't get my fear of cockroaches from my mother.

So I tried to lay low for a few weeks, wearing baggy clothing to hide my now noticeable belly, but it was getting to be difficult, I started eating enough for an entire rugby team and the morning sickness was a bitch. I was getting to be too tired and having to concentrate on graduating and my job at the same time had begun to take its toll.

So I decided that I would tell Charlie. To say he was shocked is an understatement, I was waiting for him to yell and scream at me, tell me to get an abortion or kick me out, but he didn't.

Instead, he started to cry, this time I was shocked, he asked me if I knew who the father was, I told him it was Edward, boy did dad look pissed, he asked if that was why he moved then started to mutter something along the lines of '… bastard…knew it….fire arm…shovel' , I said he didn't know.

I wanted to know why he wasn't mad at me, he told me it was because I was old enough to know what I was doing, sure he wasn't happy about it and a little disappointed but he loved me all the same and he was going to be a grandfather, before he started to cry again, this time he wasn't the only one.

It wasn't long until I was about 2 months along before telling my mom, after god only knows how long of her crying her eyes out, talking about how her baby was growing up she was only too happy in wanting to help, and decided to come back to forks for a while.

I sent an email to Edward every week, only it took him much longer to reply but when he did I could tell he was happy, I didn't want to tell him about the baby, I knew he'd come back and ruin his chances of becoming a doctor, I could never do that to him. So I told him I loved him and that was that.

Then finally after 7 months, I had not one, but two babies.

Twin boy and a girl and they really are beautiful. My daughter Delilah Renesmee Cullen Swan is a minute older than her brother and looks more like Edward, she now has long, bronze, copper hair much like Edwards and she has his eyes but she has my bone structure. She likes classical music and learns how to play piano, she's also very bright for her age. My son, Cameron Carlie Cullen Swan looks more like me, he now has unruly hair like his fathers but its dark brown, he has my eyes too. He's quite, likes to read and like his sister loves classical music.

I hadn't heard from Edward in a while, but I kept in contact with his family, they had moved with Edward to Chicago.

Esme and Carlisle were Edwards parents, in many ways they were like mine too. So when I told them about the twins, Esme was ecstatic as was Carlisle, they visited at least every 3 weeks to see how we were doing with the rest of their family. Alice, Jasper, Rose and Emmett.

Alice and Emmett had been my best friends as well as Edward since middle school, we were what you'd call the 'IT' group, then in freshmen year, Rosalie and Jasper moved from Texas, Esme and Carlisle adopted them, they were good friends with their parents, who had died in a car accident.

Alice, was in many ways the sister I never had, she had a small frame, with pale skin, electric green eyes like Edward and short, dark hair that came up to her chin, she also loved to shop and was very bubbly, enthusiastic and loud. Emmett, was huge, like body builder huge, so had quite the reputation except he'd never hurt a fly. He just like a huge teddy bear, with dimples, brown curls and blue eyes, he wasn't exactly the brightest at times but he made us laugh and could be very deep when he wanted too.

Rose and Jasper are twins, both are very tall and have bright blue eyes. Rose had curves in all the right places and looked more like a model than anything. Girls envied her, even I did occasionally. She had an icy exterior, was very blunt and could be a bitch, but she was very loyal to those she cared for. Jasper was the complete opposite, he was rather lanky but still quite muscular, he was shy at first and doesn't really give his opinion unless asked, but he was very sweet, an absolute history buff and he off gave of a calm vibe of sorts, so it was nice to be around him.

Emmett and Rose began dating in freshman year, closely followed by Alice and Jasper. They were all opposites but that's why they worked, Emmett had Rose to keep him in place and Alice had Jasper to calm her down when she was being…well…Alice.

My kids were in love with all four of them, they liked Jasper reading stories to them, Emmett playing games with them, Alice shopping for them which was a surprise as I practically hated shopping and Rose taught them a lot about cars. Although, Emmett and Alice were blood relatives, I'd asked Rose and Jasper to be the god-parents. They were ecstatic and visit very often.

I was so happy when they were born and couldn't wait for Edward to come home to visit, as I wanted it to be a surprise, I hadn't told him about the twins. Now I wish I had.

It was a few weeks after the twins had celebrated their first birthday, Edward had called his parents and told them he met someone, her name was Tanya Denali.

I was heartbroken, I couldn't help but feel betrayed, I mean he promised me. I didn't stop crying for weeks. Rose and Alice were pissed, not at me, at him for breaking his promise and swore that if they saw him, the first thing they'd do is castrate him, then beat Tanya to a pulp, I laughed then.

Edward had told his parents he was coming home for a visit and I didn't want to be there. So, I told everyone I needed a break and decided to stay in England for a bit and I was taking the kids with me. They tried to convince me to stay, but I knew I couldn't, I promised I'd be back within a year or two. I just needed a bit of space.

They agreed as long as they could visit every now and then. I told them I wouldn't have it any other way.

So that's what they did, for 3 years we've been in England. The Cullens and my parents always visited every two months and called at least once a week. The twins are now four years old and are both very smart.

We're on the first plane back to Forks tomorrow, Alice and Jasper are getting married and I'm the maid of honour so I need to be there, and besides I wanted to go home. I missed everyone and I'm sure my kids missed them just as much.


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