A/N: Hello! Thank you for the review and the alerts! I forgot to chose the main characters... so it didn't show up by Blaine/Jake until yesterday... I'm sorry about that!
But I decided to continue... at least for a few chapters... I don't know if it's going to be long or anything!
Disclaimer: I own nothing
When Blaine was back home he couldn't help but still find it kind of weird that Jake Puckerman just helped him out. No one ever helped him in that school. At least no one cool or popular. And yesterday Jake was the kid who pushed him into a locker and last week he locked him up in the choir room.
And now this.
Blaine tries not to think about it too much, even though he doesn't like where this is going. He doesn't like his life at all right now.
Every day when he comes home he has to look at the list. He can't help himself. It's the list that his uncle made the day Blaine came out of the closet. His uncle never cared to take it off. There were never visitors or if there were any they were too drunk to even notice.
The list where his uncle described perfectly how to kill yourself.
"Hello boy,
I know you haven't been feeling well the past few days. Your life changed a lot. Bad things happened and if you decide that you want to make me proud again keep reading. Do you want to do something good for your father and me? Follow these steps and I'll be proud. More proud that I can ever be of you when you're here.
Put on the clothes that are in the closed
Get the chair"
And that's were Blaine stopped reading. He doesn't want to continue, otherwise he maybe even listens to his uncle. Blaine knows that his father doesn't want him to end his life. His father always wanted him to be himself. Blaine wasn't scared when he came out of the closed to his parents, they were supportive. But they are dead. They died a year ago in a car crash.
This day another letter was lying on the table; he picked it up and read it.
"Blaine, I have to go on another trip. I don't know when I'm back."
Blaine just smiled and placed the letter back on the table. He really wasn't going to miss him.
The next day Jake couldn't believe that he actually was accepted for the Glee club. They didn't even let him finish his song, but they still want him to join.
Only if Jake didn't want to be a part of this club as much as he wants right now he wouldn't have joined. They would have begged him for help, but that was not the case.
Right now he was walking into the choir room.
Interested faces were turned to him and Jake couldn't help but be a little bit scared. They kind of looked scary, right?
He only knew one of the members. Marley Rose, the girl who got to sing after him yesterday.
"Guys, welcome all Jake Puckerman." The members nodded at what the teacher, Mr. Schuester, Jake knew, said. Some of them looked kind of jealous and others just happy. Jake was just about to sit down when someone came into the room.
"I'm sorry I'm late" The boy said. And Jake couldn't help but recognize him from something. Just like yesterday. He didn't get a good look yesterday, he didn't look at the crowd at all, but he still saw this one boy.
"Thanks for joining us too, Blaine" And when he heard the teacher say his name he immediately knew why he looked so familiar. Blaine. Shit.
Blaine nodded and went to sit as far away from Jake as possible. It was kind of obvious that he was ignoring Jake, but Blaine didn't care. He didn't feel like sitting next to the other boy. He didn't even feel like being in the same room as him, but he does know he can't change that.
At the end of Glee club everyone left except for Jake and Blaine. Jake had asked, no begged, Blaine to stay. At first Blaine had shook his head, but he knew he had to do this someday, so why not today?
"Talk" Blaine said as he sat down after Schuester said that he was going to get some coffee and will be back after that to close the door.
"I… I don't really know what to say…" Jake said as he uncomfortably rubbed in his thumbs over his hand palms.
Blaine just looked at the other boy with wide eyes and this made Jake continue.
"Can we just forget it?" Blaine just laughed, but it wasn't funny at all.
"Forget? You're not serious right?" When Jake didn't say anything Blaine knew the answer. Jake seriously thought that he just could forget everything?! That they could be friends or something? Blaine stood up and practically run to the door. He walked outside and closed it behind him and left Jake alone in the room.
"We have 5 minutes until the teacher is back! Everyone do your thing!" Jake knew what was about to happen. The boys had told him yesterday that they had come up with the perfect joke. A joke that they thought was funny, but isn't funny at all.
"Jake! Dude!"
But Jake still had to do his part. He didn't want to be different as the boys. He couldn't.
He stood up and picked his phone out of his pocket. He looked at the older boy right in front of him. Tears were forming in his eyes and started to roll over his cheeks.
"Please! Don't!" Blaine whispered. "You don't have to do this" And right there and then Puck wanted to throw his phone away.
He didn't want to film whatever was about to happen. He surely knew it wasn't going to be fun.
"What the fuck is he talking about?! Come on Jake! Press the fucking play button" And that's what Jake did, because Jake always listens to his popular friends.
"Good boy"
The other boy, Tyler, turned his attention to Blaine.
"Hello there pretty boy… we are going to have some fun!" Tyler said with a smirk on his face. One of the other students handed the boy a box. Blaine looked at it with scared eyes and when the boy opened it a disgusting smell filled the room.
"What… are you gonna do with that?!" Blaine asked and he immediately got an answer after that. The boy pressed the box with dog shit in Blaine's face and everyone started laughing.
Everyone except for Jake and Blaine.
"You did film it right?" Tyler asked Jake as he took his phone to look at it. Jake nodded at this and went back to his place just like everyone else.
"Open your book at page 45." The teacher said as he came back. He didn't notice Blaine sitting there crying, he didn't notice Blaine walking out of the classroom and he surely didn't care about Jake walking right after him.
The teacher didn't care and notice. The other students surely did.
Schuester came back and saw the boy sitting in the chair. Just when he was about to say something Jake looked up, nodded at the teacher, and left the choir room.
This was going to be a hard year.
A/N: Thank you so much for reading! There will be some Blaine/Sebastian friendship in the next chapter and something important will happen in the flashback!
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