A/N: I guess it's not really fast… but at least there will be a bonus chapter right after this one (YOU SHOULD NOT READ IT IF YOU DON'T WANT SPOILERS!) And this one is also pretty long! Well for me it is at least…

Disclaimer:I own nothing


"Blaine why did you just leave like that? Jake is a nice guy and he already acts kind of weird around you, why would you just walk away when he tries to have a conversation with you? It's very ru-"

"Please stop Sam. I get it, I'm rude and a bad person, but you don't know what is going on." Blaine said hoping that Sam was just going to drop it. He really didn't want to talk about it.

"Then tell me." Sam said as he sat down on the ground, looking at his friend who was still wearing his boxing gloves. Right after Blaine walked away he went to the gym.

"You know what. Fine. You want to know. Fine I'll tell you." Blaine had to take a deep breath. How was he even going to say it? He wasn't planning on telling anyone. He doesn't want to say it out loud, that makes it more real as it is now.

"Well tell me."

Sam clearly didn't have the patience to wait until Blaine was ready.

"Jake."

"Yes"

"Uhm… I know him from the school before Dalton. Alright I'm gonna talk a lot right now and I really need you to not say anything until I'm finished. And I don't want you to hate him, that's my job." Sam nodded his head slowly getting a little bit scared with all the seriousness of his friend.

"Jake's life wasn't very easy. Like at all. He was the popular kid and believe me, you have to be or act really cool and calm if you want to be called popular at my old school. And once you're popular, you can't go back.

I'm not going into many details about his life, but what I do know is that his home life wasn't easy and I know it's not an excuse for what he has done to me, but…"

Sam wanted to ask questions, but he knew he just had to shut up. He also had to fight all his urges to just go to Blaine and give him a hug. Blaine needed to tell what he was going to say. He needed to get his mind clear.

"but he really did some stuff that I don't think I ever forgave him for. He used to bully me, just the usual stuff you know. Locker shoves, locking me up in a closet, names, but sometimes it got worst. I came home with bruises everywhere on my face and body. And of course it wasn't only his fault. I mean all the football players were the same, but he was different." Blaine took a moment to collect himself, he was doing such a good job not to cry, but he knew that he couldn't hold the tears for much longer.

"One time after they did some ridiculous prank I went to the bad room to clean myself up and he followed me." Blaine saw how his friend was furiously squeezing his own hands to control his anger.

"No he didn't beat me up or anything."

He saw Sam relax a little bit.

"He… he… kissed me." Sam was surprised at these words and very angry, but he still didn't say anything. Only this time he did go over to his friend and pulled him into a hug, because he knew that Blaine needed it. Blaine didn't care about the tears anymore. He just let them fall on Sam's shoulder.

"Blaine I'm sorry for being so rude just a minute ago I didn't… fuck"

"Don't… don't be sorry. You didn't know." Blaine said in between his sobs that just didn't seem to stop and that wasn't even the whole story. "There… there is more." He said quietly.

"You can tell me another time okay. Just relax." And that is what Blaine did. At least he tried to relax. His whole life he kept this a secret for everyone and now he just told Sam. And he was actually a little bit relieved that he finally shared it with someone.

What he didn't know though is that Jake had been listening to what they were saying the minute Blaine started to talk.


"Dude what the hell was that? Why did you walk after that boy? He could handle it himself, you know!"

Jake knew the minute he stood up from his chair twenty minutes ago that he was going to have some trouble with the boys as soon as he went to football practice. One does not simply go after a gay boy, alone. Especially not after what happened.

"Dude come on, just ignore it. I had to go pee" He didn't want to lie, he really didn't. But he couldn't speak the truth either. He couldn't tell his 'friends' that he just kissed the boy.

"Yeah right, you just totally fucked him! You we're gone for like 10 minutes."

"I… I did not!" Jake wanted to come up with the perfect lie, but he was speechless, he didn't know what to say or do. Why did he have to go after Blaine, why couldn't he just ignore the fact that he was in pain? Oh yeah, that's right. He has been caring about the boy a lot since he saw him for the first time.

He ignored his feelings this whole time. At least if you could really call this 'feelings'. He just has been wondering a lot lately how it would feel if he kissed the other boy, but he never had the guts to do it. And now he had, and he wished that he had never done it.

"Prove it! Prove us that he doesn't mean anything to you!"

"How?"

"Bring him to our place in the woods." What are they going to do with him?

"How am I supposed to get him there?"

"Just do it!"

"What? No! What are you guys going to do with him?" Jake asked desperately. If they are planning on killing him he will never bring Blaine.

"Don't worry pussy, we won't kill him. Just bring him there and you'll see that maybe we will be nice."


"Bro! Jake?! Hello?! Are you there?!"

"What?!"

"You've been staring at the wall for the past few minutes. I thought Finn talked to you?!" Jake nodded his head a few times, not really finding the right words yet to say to his older brother. Puck's been around for three days now. And even though they know each other just for those three days, there is a connection between the two of them. A brotherly connection.

"What is going on with you?"

"Nothing! Just ignore it." Jake snapped at his older brother, but Puck wasn't impressed.

"I don't know you and shit, but I don't like it when people lie to me and I can tell your lying!

"Just drop it, alright! I don't want to talk about it!" Puck grabbed his brother strongly by his arm to make sure he was paying attention to what he was going to say."

"No it's not alright, bro. I don't know what is going on, but I can tell something is wrong and that Anderson got something to do with it! Do I have to kick his ass, I surely hope not because I kind of like that dude."

"No you CAN'T hurt him!" And it wasn't after he said it that Jake realized that he was practically begging.

"If you weren't dating that Kitty chick I would almost think that you're gay for him, little bro." Puck said a little bit surprised and when he didn't get an answer he kind of connected the dots.

"What? No way!"

"What?"

"You're falling for Anderson? Seriously?" Puck didn't even try to hide his astonishment.

"No of course not. Don't be ridiculous!" Jake said, but Puck could tell that he was lying.

"Dude you don't have to lie to me. I'm totally fine with the gay thing. Just don't hurt him okay."

It's too late for that.

That evening they didn't talk much. They just hang out, watched a movie and eventually fell asleep on the floor.


"Blaine! Hi!"

"Please just go." Blaine said as he was collecting his books. He just wanted to leave this school. Right now he'd rather be by his uncle as here and that is a really big deal.

"I guess I can't do that." Blaine just looked at the other boy who was looking back at him with shy smile on his face. He clearly was very nervous.

"Oh." What the only thing Blaine could say back and it's even more as he normally says.

"I don't want this, but I have to take you with me to the woods." As soon as Jake said it Blaine was gone. He just ran away as fast as he could. Blaine may be small and fast, but Jake is faster. Within a few minutes Jake grabbed Blaine from behind en tackled him on the ground. Jake almost started laughing as he realized that this was Blaine who he had tackled on the ground. Not one of the football players. Jake stood up and took Blaine with him.

Blaine wanted to shout, but he didn't want people to watch him. And they won't even care, because nobody noticed when they were running through the hallway, which is not allowed by the way.

"Come on Blaine don't do this." Jake said as they were both in the car. Blaine had no idea what was going to happen, but he was pretty sure that he wasn't going to like it. But what was he going to do? Call the police? And what if nothing was going to happen? Calling his uncle? Right, because he will come by and save Blaine Anderson. No way. Or he could call his friends. If he had any.

The two of them hadn't said a word yet and Blaine wasn't going to change that.

"Fine. Don't say anything. Just know that I won't be saving your ass this time when you're crying like a baby!"

Ouch. That hurts.

Not because Jake won't help. Blaine didn't expect him to, because he's the one dragging him to this place in the woods. But because it hurts. It hurts that he really doesn't have a chance alone. That he needs Jake or someone to save his bloody ass. He can't do it on his own.

"You could still turned around, you know." Blaine said as he saw Jake nervously ticking on the wheel.

"Too late." And Blaine almost wanted to say why, but then he saw three football players standing right in front of Jake's car.

He wished that he'd just went along with Jake the minute he asked it.

That way he at least had his cellphone.


When Blaine came home he found the note. As soon as he saw the note he knew who wrote it. Jake.

Blaine took a deep breath before he opened the note and he slowly started reading. Soon he found himself crying. Again. And when Jake warned him to stop reading he kept reading. His eyes just didn't stop.

His hands started to shake and when he read the last sentence he ripped the paper in half and threw them through the room.

An hour later he couldn't stop himself for picking them up and placing it on his desk.

Jake really did change and Blaine didn't, because something in him felt sorry for the other boy. Even after what he did to him, he can't stop but feel guilty for the way he's been acting around him.


A/N: I will write the letter immediately after this (DON'T READ IT IF YOU DON'T WANT SPOILERS) Jake will be apologizing and explain some things that will also be written in the flashbacks. But I'll post it tonight even though it is already 4 A.M. who needs sleep when one's on the holidays?! Not me!

Thanks for reading!

Xxx Crissingirl123