Hey i'm sooo sorry about not posting i had a LOT to do this weekend and was too overwhelmed with things. So here's my next chapter. Hope you like it! Oh and thank you for your lovely comments guys! You're the best! 8D
" Yes?" Saida asked as Dean just stood there.
" Um. Could we talk?" Dean said as he looked up and down Saida's body.
" Uh, sure." She motioned her arm in a come in manner.
" Turn around," she said to him as she got her duffel bag.
" What? Not like I've never seen you naked." Dean said not wanting to turn around.
" Yeah, I was the idiot that let you see me naked." She said getting mad at the old memories.
" Fine I'll turn around." Dean said reluctantly. Saida turned around putting her bra and underwear on. Dean turned around neglecting her wishes and froze. She looked even better than before. Her body was Wow. He thought. She had curves in all the right places and her stomach was so lean and hot. Dean couldn't help but stare. She put her pants on and had to yank them over her butt and Dean couldn't help but want to reach out and "help." She put her black muscle shirt on and turned around. She saw Dean was looking at her and she slapped him.
" What the hell did I ask you to do? One simple thing you perv and you couldn't even listen. Damn Winchester you're such a horn dog." she said in frustration.
" Sorry, I couldn't help it I'm a man," he said with a cocky grin. She reached to slap him again, but he stopped her hand. She tried with the other, but he grabbed it too. He pulled her to him and leaned in for a kiss. Then Saida head butted him.
" Don't even think about it Dean," she said as he yelled in pain.
" You're a bitch, do you know that?" he said his pride hurt.
" Get out!" She said having enough of him.
" Wait, wait. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving you. I'm sorry for breaking your heart." he said. Saida just paused looking at him in disbelief.
" Don't lie to me Dean. If you cared, you'd have the decency to tell me you where leaving. Instead of taking off without a word. Do you know what happened? I wanted to be with and my dad told me I couldn't ever come back if I ran off with you. I left anyways because I loved you so much. I went to your motel to find out your gone. I let my father down because of you. I was upset and took a drive. I got hit by a semi almost died and was in a coma for a month and a half because of you. So don't you dare say you're sorry because I couldn't care less. The only one that cared for me was an angel." she said with hate clearly in her voice.
" Oh and by the way I haven't slept with a man since you. I've been too scared to get to close to someone because I didn't want to get hurt. Like you hurt me. So don't you say sorry to me because it's no good to me anymore." she said fuming. Dean had tears in his eyes thinking of how much pain he had caused her. The years of loneliness when he just went off and did his own thing not even caring of what could have happened.
" You can leave." Saida said in a low voice not even looking at Dean.
" But.."
" LEAVE! I only came for your help not your excuses." Saida said. Dean got off the bed and left. Saida crawled into a ball and cried herself to sleep.
The next day Sam knocked on her door to offer her some breakfast. She came to the door looking great. She didn't want to show Dean what affect he had on her.
" Hey," Sam said looking at her from head to toe admiring her beauty.
" Hey," she said smiling at Sammy knowing what her was doing.
" We were just going to go to breakfast. You in?" Sam offered.
" Hells yeah Sammy. Only if I get to stare at the firm ass of yours." She said winking at him jokingly. Sam couldn't help but blush.
He cleared his throat and said, " We're going to Green's Diner if you want to meet us there," Sam said totally avoiding her comment.
" Yeah be there in ten." she said. Sam walked off and Saida really did stare. She couldn't help herself. You could bounce a dime off that thing.
She met the boys at the diner and didn't even look at Dean she was so disgusted with him at the moment.
" So, what have you been up to since we last saw you?" Sam asked trying to break the tension.
" I've been training very hard. I've aced everything so far. Um.. memorized Latin, which helps with the exorcisms. I've gotten a new car since my other one was totaled. Longer hair, uh.. More hunts. Hmm.. I don't know." then realization dawned on her. Crap she thought I need to tell them. The next full moon is in two days.
" So.." and that's how breakfast was. Awkward and strange.
The full moon grew closer and Saida grew stronger. As the moon becomes full that's when Saida's power grows until she becomes the beast. She didn't want the boys to find out because she didn't know how they would react. She always dreamed about her fears of killing people and eating their flesh. Everything she fell asleep she would have the same dream and wake up sweaty and even more tired then when she fell asleep. She couldn't take it at times, it would get to the point of her crying herself to sleep knowing these dreams would last forever.
It was the day of the full moon and Said was preparing the bathroom for her change. A few years ago Saida started to remember the memories of when she was in her werewolf stage, but she only remembered she couldn't control it.
The transition to becoming a werewolf was always painful. She tried every pain killer, but the heart form the change burned it off.
Saida planned an easy hunt for the boys that would last about a week. She sent them off yesterday making sure they suspected nothing.
Saida was installing long chains to the wall that had werewolf binding spells on them. She removed every breakable thing from the bathroom. She added silver to all the exits of the bathroom to make sure. Over the years the werewolf has grown stronger, she didn't want an accident happen.
She started feeling the changes happening, so she quickly took off all her clothes and chained herself to the walls. She started feeling the normal pain she felt and felt the changes come on. She woke up feeling tired and sore. She unchained herself and crawled into bed for the next full moon.
She awoke with a jolt feeling the changes happening and quickly chained herself. She started feeling the normal pain she felt, but there was something different happening some new feelings different sensations. She saw colors surround her wrapping around her, spinning as they did. It was beautiful but the pain was starting to get worse. She heard shouting from behind the front door but she didn't pay attention. She heard voices in the colors, whispering encouragements, telling her to let go and let it take over. She wanted to rebel but she didn't, she let the beast take over. She let out a painful yell that turned into a painful yowl.
She was in her werewolf stage, but she was in control. The beast was no more. She couldn't help but fill up with relief. She was finally in control now. No fear of killing and feeding on flesh. The colors surrounded her and whispered to her stories of the good. Stories of werewolves who used their gift for good.
" Saida," one of them called out.
" Saida, we've made you our choice. You're selflessness and your bravery will be rewarded. You will lead the new Good. You will be the alpha of every werewolf. You will be in command of every werewolf you come into contact with. The will follow you where ever you go if you want them to."
" What if I don't want to? What if I wanted to be normal?" she asked in her head.
" You're the only one who can. Why would you want to walk away from this? From saving many peoples lives from werewolves?" the voice argued back.
" Fine" she said giving into it. As she accepted her fate the colors started swirling together as until they where combined. Then they sunk into Saida's body. She felt instant bliss feeling serenity.
" You will be able to change when you need to the most. So now not only can you change in the full moon, but now whenever there's danger. Your strength will increase and your control is intact." the voice then left off. She internally smirked until the boys broke down the door with guns in hand ready to shoot at any moment. " Ah shit!" Saida thought.
