Thanks to Jennette McCurdy's new single Homeless Heart I was able to get this next chapter up so quickly. I was stuck with what to write and her song gave me inspiration. If you haven't listened to it check it out. So probably for this chapter only I will insert the song since it was my muse. The entire song is from Spencer's POV, but the chapter is in Sam's.
Thanks to those who read and reviewed, I really appreciate it!
Disclaimer: Still don't own iCarly and the song belongs to the talented Jennette McCurdy.
Chapter Two: iWill Save You
Sam's POV
Lonesome
Stranger,
With a crowd around you
I see who you are.
When he made that promise I couldn't help but wrapped my arms around his neck and cling even tighter to him. It was only with him did I feel truly safe and wanted. All I had to do was lay low for two days and I'd be free forever.
"I think your fever broke, but you should still try and get some more rest. I'll leave you alone."
"No!" I shouted, my heart beat speeding up in a renewed panic and I could feel the tears stinging at my eyes. "I don't want to be alone, you can't leave me. Please Spencer…" I didn't want to be left alone after that nightmare about Mark.
You
joke, they laugh.
till the show is over
than you fall so hard.
I knew I was scaring Spencer when he kissed me out of our usual time and place. Our lips met and so did our tears. He was crying too.
"I'll never leave you, Sam," he kissed me again with a little more force, "I've got you, you're safe."
If
you're needing a soul-to-soul connection
I'll run to your side
The phone rang in the living room; Spencer kissed me again, ran quickly to fetch it and was back by my side in a matter of seconds.
"It's your mom, stay quiet," he ordered gently.
"Put it on speaker," I requested and he did.
"Hello?"
"Spencer? It's Karen, Sam's mom."
He cleared his throat nervously, "Yes, Ms. Puckett...er…Mrs. Buroker. What can I do for you?"
"Is Sam there with you? The school called, she never showed up and she's not here."
The lie came so easily to him it surprised me, "No, she's not here. I haven't seen her since she left yesterday after dinner. I'll let you know if Carly or I see her."
"No," she replied sharply, "Spencer, I know she spends the night there a lot and I know she's consistent every Thursday and today is Thursday. If she shows up promise me you'll keep her there. Don't let her leave, don't bring her home, don't let anyone but Carly and Freddie know that she's there. Can you do that?"
When
you're lost in the dark
When you're out in the cold
When you're
looking for something
that resembles your soul
When the wind
blows your house of cards
I'll be a home
to your homeless
heart
He glanced curiously at me and I sighed, "Mom, I'm here."
A sigh of relief came over the phone, "Oh Sam, thank God you're alright. I was so worried. You stay there, do you understand me?"
"Sure Mom."
"Don't worry," Spencer said, putting his arm around me, "I'll keep her safe."
Open
close me
Leave your secrets with me
I can ease your pain
and
my arms will be
just like walls around you
come in from the
rain
"Thank you, Spencer. Mark cannot find out where she is."
Silently, I let my head fall to his shoulder, "He won't. Bye."
He hung up and tilted my chin up so I would look at him, "What's going on? What has he done to you?" I said nothing; I couldn't bring myself to say it aloud. Salty drops fell from my eyes and rolled into his hand that rest on my cheek. "Sam, honey, has he…" There was no need to finish the sentence, I knew what he was asking and I nodded. "When did this start?"
If
you're running in the
wrong direction
I will lead you back
Taking a few deep breaths I finally said, "The night of our first kiss." I broke down in sobs and he pulled me close. I held onto him in desperate need of love. He gave it to me freely.
When
you're lost in the dark
When you're out in the cold
When you're
looking for something
that resembles your soul
When the wind
blows your house of cards
I'll be a home
to your homeless
heart
"He'll never hurt again, Sam," he kissed my forehead. "I won't let him. I love you and I'll keep you safe."
Eyes shut tight I searched for his lips blindly and when I found them I connected them with mine. Running my hands over his chest I began to unbutton his shirt.
He broke the kiss and asked, "Sam, are you sure?"
Broken,
Shattered
like a mirror
In a million
pieces
Sooner or later
you've
got to find
something, someone,
to find you and
save you…
I nodded pulling the garment off, "I need to erase all the bad memories. I want to have this experience with someone that I love and that loves me."
Lifting my shirt from my body he smiled and coaxed me down on the bed. "I do love you, Sam, with all my heart. I'll fix everything."
When
you're lost in the dark
When you're out in the cold
When you're
looking for something
that resembles your soul
When he wind
blows your house of cards
I'll be a home
to your homeless
heart
When you're looking for something
that resembles
your soul
When the wind blows your house of cards
I'll be a
home to your homeless
heart
I'll be a home, to your
homeless
heart
