The plan was simple. Find Nate.
If it was really only that simple. We had no idea where to look. Where he had gone. The press had already gotten holed of the fact Nate had gone missing again. And Information about Shane's and Paul's fight was leaked out, which caused the whole place to be in disarray. Paul was ordered to stay away from Shane, Jason, Mitchie and Shane Jr. until the law was comfortable with letting him near them without endangering them. Denise was going back and forth between her husband and her children, which I could understand. No matter how much of a monster Paul is she still loves him. I believe she thinks that somewhere in him is the man she fell in love with.
Miley on the other hand wasn't going hear this plan. She'd heard about and refused to get her hopes up. She said it would cause her more scars that she didn't need right now. I think she's loosing hope, and not finding Nate at the graveyard a few days ago really sent her downward but no one saw it. She did her work, ate when she was told and stayed either in her room or in the Library. She stop writing as when the last time I went in her room her backpack stayed in the same spot, and I didn't know weather to take it as a good sign or not. But with her not helping us we were hitting a dead end.
"There is no way we are dragging her into this." I said firmly. Jason sighed.
"Alice, she might be the only one who would know where he would go. She knows everything about him." Jason looked at me. "We have to ask her." I shook my head.
"We can't." I said softly. I looked at Mitchie. "Do you remember how it felt, to think about Shane? Knowing you couldn't have him?" Mitchie looked away. "We can't bring her pain, just to find him."
"You can't just rule it away as an option though." Shane said. "As a last resort we'll use it, we'll have to ask her. But right now we wont." He said. I smiled at him. He's going to be a good king.
"What about using the media?" Mitchie asked. "He'll see we are trying to find him." Jason shook his head.
"No. It wont work. He wont be reading newspapers or watching t.v. He wasn't when he was at the graveyard." Jason said and I nodded in agreement. The other two sat back, holding hands. I felt nascuse and ran into the bathroom. I heard feet behind me and my hair being pulled back. I felt a hand rub my back in the process.
"Damn it. I'm going to hate this" I said softly. I heard Jason's chuckle and looked at him. He handed me a wash cloth and smiled at me.
"Don't worry, Alice. You'll get use to it soon." I groaned.
"I hope." He gave me a small smile and rubbed my back. I looked at Mitchie as Shane Jr. ran into the room and she picked him up and swung him around. I smiled at the scene. I saw that Densie had walked in with a slightly worried face. "Denise" I said and she looked at me. I saw more into her eyes, she was worried. "What is wrong?" I asked. She sighed.
"I just heard word of Prince Eric coming back." Shit.
"Which means Miley's going to be sent through a loop of before." I heard Mitchie say and mutter a curse word. "She can't find out." Shane scuffed at her.
"Yeah, and when she's walking around the place and she's him who will be the first one she's mad at?" Mitchie glared at him as he smirked at her. He kissed her cheek and she rolled her eyes and smiled at him.
"I'll tell her." I said, walking toward them. "Better for her to know now then later." I said and walked out of the room over to her Miley's. I was about to open the door when I heard her talking.
"Nate…" She said softly. "I just…..I just want to know where you are. I miss you. I can't stop this pain. Please come back. You are hurting me worse being away. Just…Just come back. That's all I want. I don't care what's happened in the past. I just want you." There was a pause and I heard her taken in an sharp breath. "I just want you back." She said softly but the ending of it sounded like she was…drifting off? I opened the door and gasped at what I saw.
"Miley!" Her arm was covered in blood. The pauses, she was cutting her self at the pauses. I raced over to her. "No, no Miley!" I said trying to stop the bleeding on her arm. She looked at me with tired eyes and gave me an haunting smile.
"I just want him back." She said softly and her eyes started fluttering.
"NO!" I yelled. "HELP! HELP PLEASE!" I screamed. I heard footsteps as I felt tears falling. I tighten the grip of the sheet I was using to stop the bleeding. "Please someone help." I heard Miley humming and I heard her whisper part of the song.
"Tear my heart open, just to feel."
The feel of the hospital made me nervous. Mitchie was pacing back and forth, Shane was trying to calm her down. Denise was crying silently and Jason was stroking my hair. I couldn't get the images out my head. How her arm was all red. It made me shiver. I looked around and reached for the phone Jason gave me. "I'll be right back" I said softly. Jason nodded has I got up from his lap. I walked a little away toward the rest and opened the phone. I looked through the contacts until I found the one I was looking.
I don't know where you are. I don't know if this will get to you but Nate…you really need to see her. We are at the hospital…its bad. Please Nate.
Closing the phone I sighed and closed my eyes. This was going to be a hell of a week.
Don't hate me?
I'm trying to get these out but I had to study for Finals and all this stupid stuff
But here's this chapter and now I'm writing the next one…
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She looked up at him with blank eyes. She could see him shiver in the haunting way she looked up at him. "Hi." She said in a monotone voice.
-Devin
