Book 3: The Prince
The weeks have been hell, more than hell. My heart, my body, it burns. I don't think I've cried this much in my life. One girl, one stupid, but loveable girl did this to me. No. I did this to me. I shouldn't have left. I shouldn't have ever hit her. Never laid a finger on her and just let her clean and that was it. I shouldn't have fallen in love with her.
But I did. And it is the best feeling in the world. She makes me feel alive, as if the world was lifted off of me and I can breathe again.
"I'm your new maid sir. Destiny, or you make call me Miley, I go by both." The idea of her aroused me. I loved looking at her, being near her, listening to her. But then my mind of her started to change. She was an untouchable, a girl I couldn't go near, shouldn't go near. It made me angry. I saw what happened to Shane and Mitchie; I knew what would happen to Jason and Alice. I couldn't do that. I couldn't let myself and her be hurt, if anything was to be started, but it did.
"Miley, I'm sorry." She looked up at me. "I'm trying" She nodded at my words.
"Its fine" Her soft voice said. I shook my head.
"But its not. I shouldn't scare you; I shouldn't make you worry when you are around me." I grabbed her wrist gently. "I shouldn't be one to leave marks on you" I let her wrist go and placed it on her cheek. "I'm sorry Miley. I'm messed up." I told her and she gently smiled.
"It's okay. I promise" I smiled at her words, I could see the truth floating in her eyes then my eye trailed to her lips.
"And I'm sorry." She looked at me confused. "For this." I said, inching my face closer to her and kissing her as softly as I could. I would have pulled back until I felt her lips move against mine. When I pulled away I wanted more, but I knew I shouldn't have done it. "I'm sorry" I repeated again, moving my hand off her cheek. "I am." I said than turn and ran off into my room to dream about that kiss.
Things were fine; I let myself open to her, I told her things no one else knew. Hell, I even told her I loved her.
I held her away from Eric, knowing what happened. "Please Nate, let me see her." I sighed.
"I can't do that Eric." I paused "She can't do it." I said, stressing the point to him.
"Please… I need to see her." I shook my head.
"I can't do that." He looked at me questionably. "I can't do that because I love her too much" I said, not realizing the words falling out of my mouth until I heard her gasp. I looked at her as she called my name and smiled at her.
"I love you too." She said then pressed her lips onto mine.
I was angry with my father and what he said, but to know she loved me just as I loved her, made me the happiest person in the world. Until it came crashing down. The second I saw Eric's lips on hers I lost it. When she came into my room, I wasn't seeing her. All I saw as red.
"Nate." Her breathless voice entered my head.
"Get out!" I said than sat, seething, on my bed.
"Please let me- "She started but I cut her off.
"I said get out!" I yelled, feeling my body shake. I saw her arm go toward me and heard her name, and snapped. "You stupid bitch!" I yelled and slapped her. I saw her eyes widen and the tears fall but I didn't care at the time. I was hurt. "You played me!" I stood up and grabbed her arms tightly and shook her. "Why!" I yelled.
"I didn't. I swear!" She pleased with me but I glared and threw her toward the bed. She didn't fall onto, stopping herself.
"Don't lie!" I saw her tears fall more. "You fucking bitch" I placed my hands on her and started shaking her again. She said something, I just couldn't hear it, and I slammed her against the wall, gripping her arms so she couldn't move. I heard her say my name but even in my anger, I saw her beauty, and it made me angrier. I bit down on her neck harder and harder until she made a noise. "OW!" My grips on her tighten.
"You fucking bitch" I told her, pushing her hard toward the wall then let her go. I walked, practically in autopilot, back to my bad and sat, staring at her, my body shaking. All I saw was red until she walked toward me and sat on the bed. "What are you doing?" My voice tenses.
"Showing you." She said softly than pulled her shirt off, showing me what I did. Her back was badly bruised, and even before she turned around I saw the bite marks on her neck. I felt my own tears fall as she looked at me. I was disappointed, I was doing better. I sighed and walked to the bath room, running ice water over a cloth.
"Turn." I said as I walked back and she did. I put the cloth on her back. "I'm sorry." My voice was dripping with regret. I'm so fucking stupid. She turned to me.
"Why? Why can't you listen to me?" I looked down but she lifted my head back up. "I didn't kiss him. He kissed me and I pulled away. I didn't know what he as going to do. Nate, I love you." I saw it. I saw that her words were true and I shook my head.
"No, you shouldn't!" I got off the bed. "No." I said softly than kissed her, with all the love I had for her. When I pulled away I looked at her. "I love you." I told her the truth and walked away.
I couldn't believe what I had become. I'd become a monster. I left, staying in rundown homes, covered my face so no one knew who I was, but I couldn't leave. I never left the city, I couldn't fully leave her. I even opened a bank account for her, putting everything I owned to her. I even stayed at the graveyard, until I forced Mitchie to tell her that she had told me. I knew Miley would find the letter, letting her know that because of me, her parents swerved off the road. And then I heard the news.
She was in the hospital, I didn't know why. I had to see her. I had to know she would be okay when I left. I needed to leave, to let her forget me. So I went to see her. I hurt when she talked to me, not letting any emotion out. It was then I knew what I had done.
"Please Miley, show me the real you. Not this wall." I said, pleading with her then saw her face turn from blank to anger and confusion.
"Why? You are the reason I'm here!" She told me, taking my hand off of her cheek. "Why shouldn't I show you a wall?" I sighed and looked away.
"I was trying to keep you safe." I told her softly.
"Don't throw me some Twilight crap" She said, I turned, and I would have chuckled at the comment but her glare kept the chuckle away. "You left me, in pain and misery! I haven't been so… broken." She said, as a tear fell. I sighed and wiped it away.
"Its not crap." I told her softly than looked down again. "Miley, I killed your parents." I felt her finger lift my chin up. She put her hands on my cheeks.
"Did I ever blame you?" She asked, looking into my eyes. "Did I yell at you and called you a murder when you walked into this room?" I felt tears falling from my eyes and saw her tears. "Nate, I love you. I loved you for a long time." She said then leaned over and kissed me softly. When we pulled away, I kept my close and grabbed one of her arm. I traced my fingers over her scars.
"I did this to you." I said softly, "I did this to you" She sighed and made me look at her again.
"Then come back. Make me happy." I sighed and stood up; I knew what I was doing. I cupped her face and kissed her softly.
"I promise, when I'm done with what I'm doing, I'll come back. I promise." She nodded and I kissed her cheek. "I love you" She smiled, a true smile.
"I love you too." I smiled, kissed her lips one more time and left the room, silently not waking my family up.
And that's what brought me to Rio, fixing things.
"You sure, hombre?" the man in front of me asked. I nodded and he shook his head. "Your lost amigo. Its a nice place." I laughed. "You never know bout de's putas, always out to steal your dinero" I grinned at him.
"She isn't a puta though." I smiled. "She's everything." I told him honestly. The man grinned at me.
"Ah, el verdadero amor." He said, smiling at me. "She's your true love, sí?" I nodded smiling. He grinned and clapped his hand over my shoulder. "Keep her close than, hombre. " He grinned at me. "Just to make sure she aint a puta." I laughed.
"Javier!" The man's wife came out and shook her head. "¡Dios mío!" The man laughed and she looked at me. "Don't listen to him, niño, your amor is not a puta" She said glaring at her husband. Javier laughed and kissed her cheek.
"You see, amigo! You watch out and make sure they aren't a puta and they turn out to be a joya." The woman rolled her eyes as he put his arm around her waist.
"I wont listen to him Nieve." The woman smiled and kissed my cheek. I smiled at her and then shook hands with her husband. "Nice doing business with you Javier." He smiled.
"You too." I smiled and walked back to my car. I turned around in time to see Javier kisses Nieve's nose as she giggled.
The two loved each other since they were babies, they grew up with each other and got married. They had five kids. Paloma, Milagros, Reina, Gaspar, and Silvio. I met them one time when Javier saved my life by taking a drink away from my hand, bring me to his home and Nieve took care of me while I was piss drunk. They were good friends to me, and I was happy I was giving them a home. I have a house in Rio, one that hasn't been touched in years. I knew they needed it more than I did.
I drove back to the hotel, on autopilot, placed my stuff down, and lay down on the bed closing my eyes. That's when I felt two eyes on me and opened my eyes. There stood a smiling Alice and a not to pleased Jason. I groaned. Fuck.
Soooo who missed my ass?
Sorry this didn't come out at the time I said it would. See here is the thing.
I started writing, then things came up, wrote some more, things came up, and then….
I got engaged! So yeah, I've been wedding planning for a whole month, but now its aggravating me, so what do I do? I write of course. So there will be more! More I promise more! Lol
I'm still re-editing some the stories so no, my other account has not been shut down. I'm thinking of deleting everything and starting all of the stories over.
Maybe. -very undeceive-
anyways, the beginning was him remembering all the times and kind of explaining his point of view. Now remember, I don't approve of Nates actions and this is just a story. but yeah, you get my point.
Until next time my dears!
-Devin
Ps: I do not speak Spanish, and all translations were done by Google Translations.
Hombre: man
amigo: friend
Putas/puta: Whores/whore
dinero: money
el verdadero amor: True love
¡Dios mío!: god! Or my god!
niño: child, dear, boy.
joya: Jewel
