Randy did not know what to say as he look at me and he figure that I was joking but when he saw the scared look in my eyes. He sat back down in the chair and said" it is me randy your rany bear, come on Anastasia you have to remember me, how about this. Randy start hmming the song "good morning beautiful" and then he starts singing it.

Good morning beautifulHow was your nightMine was wonderfulWith you by my sideAnd when I open my eyesAnd see your sweet faceIt's a good morning beautiful dayI didn't see the lightI didn't know day from nightI had no reason to careBut since you came alongI can face the dawnCause I know you'll be thereGood morning beautifulHow was your nightMine was wonderfulWith you by my sideAnd when I open my eyesAnd see your sweet faceIt's a good morning beautiful dayI'll never worryIf it's raining outsideCause in here with you girlThe sun always shinesGood morning beautifulHow was your nightMine was wonderfulWith you by my sideAnd when I open my eyesAnd see your sweet faceIt's a good morning beautiful day, yeahA good morning beautiful...dayGood morning beautifulA beautiful dayGood morning beautiful Good morning beautifulA beautiful dayGood morning beautiful dayA beautiful dayGood morning beautiful

Randy smile and gentle caress my cheek and replied do u remember now, come on prom night you in the beautiful blue dress and me singing to u and us waking up in each other arms the next morning kind of freaked out about if and when your brothers find out but it was nice, then you had Camden come on the little boy miss his mommy and needs her and I need her because he is my son but he does not know we have to tell him together. I look at randy and it was like I was looking at a stranger but I felt something toward him. I did not know what I was feeling toward him but in some weird way I trusted him. He look at me and smile and said come on it is ok if u do not remember but I am not going to leave you I promise u. then I remember who push me and said mike. Randy replied he will never come near u or Camden or anyone again I promise. Then I look at him and replied Camden my son is he ok. Randy smile and said yeah he is ok he is with john and everyone out in the waiting room but I wanted some time alone with you. I replied john?. Randy replied yeah you have several brothers john, dan, matt, sean and steve all cena. I look at randy and said john cena as in wrestler. Randy giggles softly and said yeah honey just like that and I am randy or rko. I look at him and said the viper? Is my boyfriend?. Randy did not know what to say and said yeah they call me the viper as well but we are just friends. John was out in the hall and he heard everything and he knew that his sister could not remember and that just made him more mad. His sister could not remember and she could not walk because of the mike. Now he was going to take care of this guy himself. But then he heard randy said something about Camden and him being the father and stop. Randy and his sister slept together what the heck. He thought as he just stood there not wanting to go in and confused his sister anymore then she already was.

A few days later I was getting my memory were back slowly I remember john and randy and a few other things but everything was kind of foggy. One day it was Friday and randy was off of work and he sat down beside me with our son and alanna. John walk in and see randy and it was kind of uncomfortable he had give randy the silent treatment. Most of the time he did not seem that happy with me like I did something wrong and I could not remember barely anything and he was mad at me really great and really adult like. Randy look at me and the kids and notice that we were hungry and gets up to go get food and then john left a few mintunes after that. In the lunch room john stop randy and said you and my sister together why didn't you ever tell me. Randy said it was prom night you know a few days later I found out about sam being pregnant with alanna and I could not tell you after that and you told me your sister and her boyfriend were doing better so I just left it alone like it was a lonely night we both need something, if this is why u have been acting like a jerk for days that is retard your sister can barely remember me or her past or u and yet you are acting like this. John said so you are the reason the miz kidnapped her and Camden because he found out that Camden was not his son he was yours and he decide to ruin both lives because of you great job randy. John walks away and he did not say anything to anyone as he just walk away out of the hospital.

When randy came back in the room. He was quite and he just gave me and the kids the food and just sat down not saying a word. Mickie james comes by and I had her taking the kids out side for a little while to get out of the hospital room. When mickie and the kids left and the door shut and I turn and look at randy and said" randy what is wrong." randy shook his head and said nothing look I think me and alanna are going to go home for a while, you need to recover and I think I am only in the way." I look at him and said randy you are not in the way hell you are the only person I trusted for four days until I start to remember my brothers please do not leave what happen you were fine before u left this room and then after john. I stop and look at him and said what did he say to you. Randy replied nothing he was right anyways I do not want to ruin your life anymore then I already have. I sigh furiously and look at him and said ruin my life more? How did you ruin it randy huh u gave me a beautiful baby boy who I love more then anything in this world, you and my brother saved me from him and his butt heads, so tell me how did u ruin my life because where I am sitting you didn't ruin it you and my brother saved it and Camden. Randy kneel over and kiss my cheek and said" sorry asia bear I can't do this right now" randy walks out of the room

Six month later I was living with john and liz at john house for the time being no one wanted me alone and I was hardly ever alone. If I was it was only to use the bathroom or take a shower or going to sleep and most of the time I was not alone during that because Camden would lay with me.

My point of view

I still can't walk. I ask my brother what he told randy and he won't tell me. I have not talk to randy that much since the day of the hospital. I miss my rany bear so much it kills me. My brother does not get it no one does. I need randy heck I have been lying to my self for the past three years saying I did not need him. But I do and so does his son. These past six months have been so hard. Well tonight is Monday night raw. It is going to be my brother and randy Orton vs. edge and shamus. Later that night when we get to the area it was like randy was like trying not to be around me. It was killing me more so after edge hurt his shoulder in the door I want to go check on him.

I roll into the trainer room after they check on him. They walk out and he just look at me and get up. I said sit down. I look at him and I was angry and I was hurt and he thought he was going to just leave like that he has another thing coming. He was about to question me when he saw how mad I look and sat down. I said what is up with you randy every time I enter a room u are in you leave god do you hate me that much. He look at me and just look at my legs and just look away. I roll over and put my hands on top of his and said randy talk to me please. Randy sigh softly and said I can't ok I can't. I replied yes you can come on please randy I have the right to know why the guy I thought care about me just leave me for six months and the night I see him he walks away and leaves the room or I go one way and then u go the other when I try to talk to you. Randy look at me and saw the tears forming in my eyes and look away. I said you know what forgot this, randy I did not need this, Camden needs to know who his dad is but if u want to act like this because I told you then I do not need this. I was about to wheel out and I heard him softly saying" I am sorry asia do you blame me." I ask sorry? For what? I asked tilting my head slightly so that i could look at his face. He look serious so I look at him completely and I just felt like what he was going to say was going ot break my heart or making me want to kill my brother or both. Randy said" do you hate me" he left my other question unanswered and I hated when people ask me a question and not answer the one that I just ask them. I sigh softly and rise my hand and gentle touch his cheek and said" randy talk to me please without all the questions just tell me what u want to tell me please" he look at him and replied this ok it is my fault you get pushed, its my fault you and my son get kidnapped for eighteen months and it is my fault everything that happen to you is my fault, if we just want to prom like two normal people just going to have fun instead of sleeping together you would not have gotten kidnapped and everything would be ok." I look at him I was floored never in a million years did I think the words he just said would ever come out of his mouth. I was right my heart was breaking and the one person that I knew must have got randy thinking this was a deadman in my book. I look at him and slowly move my hand and he look away when I did and I sigh softly and said randy what happen. I stop and place my hand on his chin to look directly at me and said what happen was not your fault, I do not know if you are going to believe me but I will tell you a million times if I have to this was not your fault, it was just the case of being in the wrong place with mike at the wrong time it had nothing to do with you god being with mike was like accindent waiting to happen yeah he freak out when he found out Camden was not his and yeah he push me down the stairs but that was not your fault, you are not responsible for what happened to me... and as for hating you? I could never hate you," I shook my head, tears prickling my eyes as I smiled at him.

"How do you do this?" he asked, his own emotions starting to get the better of him as he took a hold of my free hand with his own, "How can you be so positive about everything after..."

"... because we can't dwell on the bad things, Randy," I interrupted, shaking my head back and forth as I moved my hand from his chin to his cheek, slowly caressing it as I smiled at him once more, "So maybe there is a whole lot of shit in our lives, but there's far too many good things to just give up. You, for one," I said the last part almost reluctantly, and the smallest of blushes grew across my cheeks. I could not believe I just said that out loud in a trainer room how romantic. I was kicking my self in the butt in my head.

"You know, there's something I've been meaning to talk to you about for a long time now, and I've just never had the courage to do it... until now." He said as he look at me and I notice his eyes were not just blue. They were crystral blue and they only get like that when he had something important to say. My heart was racing so fast.

"Okay,"I nodded encouragingly, not questioning him at all, I think I was a little to afraid to much "What is it?"

He sighed nervously, and took in a number of deep breaths, preparing to tell me that he had loved me for a long time now, since he realised just how lucky he was to have me in his life after what happened with the staris and the kidnapping accident. In fact, he knew that he had felt something before it had happened, but it had taken something huge like that to make him realise just what those feelings were.

"asia," he smiled, shuffling him self so that he was turned my way, looking directly into my eyes, both of my hands now placed in my own, "Since the moment you and I first met, I knew that there was something special about you... something that I saw in you that I didn't in other women, but it wasn't until a while later that I realised what that was," he paused, and he could see my eyes growing wider. he gulped, realising that I'd already caught on, and he had barely said anything yet, "After the accidents, I realized that you were the most amazing, courageous, brave, and beautiful person I had ever met, and I could have lost you."

I gulped yeah big deal ok it is a big deal when randy is sitting in front of me telling me how he feels about me after months of not talking to me. I look at him and said" randy I….."

"No, please, let me finish," he interrupted, and after a few moments of silence, i reluctantly nodded, "All of that made me realise something, about how I felt about you. It took me to the point of nearly losing you to realise that... that I love you, asia . I feel so stupid, for waiting for so long to tell you this, but I guess I was just frightened that you didn't feel anything for me in return... but you know, I just don't care anymore. It's okay if you don't want me too, I just want you to know how I feel," he smiled ever so lightly, "I want you to know that you're the love of my life, and that if you'll have me, I'll be yours."

He allowed me a moment to register what he had told me, as he knew it was a hell of a lot to take in. he stayed silent, just watching, trying to decipher the slightest expression on my face, but there was nothing. It was just... blank.