Chapter 14

It was the day we were going over seas and it was going to be a long ride over there. We thought it was best for the kids to stay behind and so Camden could get to know randy's family, we let Camden stay with randy family instead of with matt and them. We thought it was a good idea so that our son could get to know his daddy's family. John was sitting a few rows in front of me and randy. Every since randy told him off john has not said a word to me or to randy and I do not know what was really said in the process. I try fall a sleep but I couldn't part of me was a afraid of heights and the other part of me just could not sleep. Randy was sitting beside me and resure me or trying to resure me that everything was ok. I knew he was trying but I was still scared. He smile and wrap his arms around me and put me on his lap and said everything is going to be ok I promise, I wont let anything happen to you or anyone ok. When we land vince told us who was staying together and it was me, randy, my brother and Barbie better known as kelly kelly. I look at randy and look at john and they knew I did not like kelly. I had my own personal reason why I did not like kelly. We get in a car and we want to the hotel. The guys had a part they had to share and me and kelly had to share another part of the hotel. John said ok vince is going to hate this but I do not care kelly, you and randy share me and my sister will share. I look at him and I wanted to kick him. I felt sick I was so mad at him and he wanted randy to cheat. I mean randy would not cheat but still kelly was a home wrecker I knew that as well as anyone.

Later that night when we want to a club down in the hotel randy and I were in a corner talking. Kelly and john were talking and I felt sick. Kelly said $50 to make it look like he cheated, $100 to get him to cheat and $150 for u and him. John laugh and said $100 but not tonight I will tell you when just wait until we get to the states after the award show then I will pay you. Randy look at me and said how about we go back to the hotel we will be alone and you looking so smoky in that dress. I giggle softly and replied ok come on I do not really want to be here anyways. We go upstairs to our room and we start making out and we cuddle. We only did that because we did not know when john was coming back. When we get a message from john saying they were on their way up. Randy hands me some shorts and t-shirt and I change nad I just lay there and soon fall a sleep in his arms.

The next day we go meet marines and we see them and it was fun and it was like amazing and the most heart warming thing how everyone was so happy to see them. I finally realize why my brother love this every time he was there. They did two more shows to two other places and then we want back home. We spent all Christmas eve at john's and then randy and me want to randy's house. Where I get to meet randy dad, mom, brother and sister for the first time.

We pull up to randy's parents house and I was kind of nervous meeting his parents for the first time and his whole family for the first time. Randy look over at me and kiss my cheek and said relax everything is going to be ok, my mom and dad are cool, my siblings are crazy but in a good way and Camden and alanna and me are going to be there for you everything is going to be fine. I smile and look at him and kiss him softly and deeply and replied that makes me feel better randy thanks but I am worried that they won't like me. Randy said they will like you, they will love you just like I do but no one will love you more then I do. I smile and hug him and he gets out and gets the wheelchair out of the car. We get out of the car and we head in and the moment we headed in the kids run to us and I hug Camden and I never wanted to let him go since I miss him a lot. Randy said" mommy, daddy, Nathan, becky we are here where is everyone. A female voice said " honey in the kitchen, your dad and brother want to go pick up family from the airport. Randy wheels me in the kitchen and said hey mommy, this is Anastasia or I like to call her my asia bear. I giggle softly and look at his mommy and she was very pretty. She smile and whips her hand on a dish towel and hugs her son and hugs me and siad it is nice to finally meet and see the girl to put the face to the name. I smile and replied it is very nice to meet you mama. Camden said is uncle john coming mommy. I replied um no baby but we will see him on Monday I promise. Camden said ok because I get him a present. Then randy's brother and sister and dad walk in and randy took me over toward them and introduce me to them. Randy's brother Nathan was just look at me and I giggle softly and said randy what is wrong with your younger brother. He laugh at me and said I told you he was weird.

We spent several hours eating and talking. Then randy puts the kids in bed and told them a story about santa.

Me and randy mom were talking in the kitchen with becky and they were telling me embrassing stories about randy when he was a little kid. I was laughing and I was slowly starting to relax. Randy mom's said he want through a phrase where the only thing he would wear was his diaper and a pair of boots and said he was a cowboy like his daddy. I smile and giggle and said aww that is so cute. Becky show me pictures of randy and randy comes back down and looks over my shoulder and said what are you looking at. I replied nothing just that my baby had the chunkies cheek when he was a little baby. Randy grab the pictures from me and said that is enough no more embrassing stuff. I replied aww why not it is so cute me getting to know you a little bit better. Randy said because I want you to think of me as the cool handsome knight of shine armor not the dorky dork that I use to be. I giggle and roll my eyes and wrap my arms around his neck and said you will always be my knight shine armor but I am glad to see that you were human. Randy said yeah I was but still. I replied ok. Randy showed me where I was staying and me and him laid on the bed and I was not tired yet and either was he. He just look at me and rub his finger tips up and down my arm gentle. I am telling you laying by him like that was not helping me and how a part of me wanted him. He look at me and said ok I will tell you about my childhood if you tell me about yours deal. I sigh softly since I had a rocky one before john parents adopted me. But I still remember me what it was like for me for years day in and day out. The only people that knew how bad it was for me was john, my brothers and his parents and my cousin who get me out of there. I look at randy and said what do you want to know. Randy replied everything. I said john parents adopted me. Randy replied I know that I mean what happen before that. I said my real mom and dad well my real dad and I were really close I mean he was so cool to hang out with he took me everywhere with him, my mom will she hated that me and him were so close, when he was at work she would lock me in the basement or in my bed room and told me if I told daddy that she would hurt him and send me away, when I was six my mom had a baby name and we name him riley and he was the cutest kid I was eight and he was two it was my responsible to watch him and I like it. I look at randy and he just look at me. I said anyways we were giving the dog a bath it was a brown lab and we were sharing him and we were giving him a bath, anyways riley want to go get a towel from my mom, my mom and dad were fight which was normal ever since riley was born, I did not blame riley I never did it was not his fault that my mom cheated and was not his fault that my dad found out, so riley want to go get a towel and he brings it back out and walks over and the lab was lay down and he hands me the towel and I dry him off and the dog shakes and then riley climbs on him like he is a horse, my dad comes out side and he see riley and start laughing but my mom comes out and for some reason thinks the dog is attacking riley and start screaming and carrying on and she throw rock it hit the dog and he start running and riley fall off and the dog run in the middle of the road and gets hit from a car. Randy look at me and saw tears in my eyes and said aww baby. I replied riley was laying on the sidewalk we thought he was just pretending and we walk over and he just laying there and not moving my mom and dad take him to the hospital and a little while later they came home and told me that riley was sleeping and that he want to go to the skies. Randy pulls me closer to him and the worse part was I was not done yet but I did not want to cry anymore and I just cuddle and put my head on his chest.

The next morning it was Christmas. I groaned when I felt four feet jumping on the bed and throw the blankets over my head. Camden said mommy get up it is Christmas and it snowed out side. He was so excited and I giggle softly and said Camden it is. I look over at the clock and said 7 in the morning we are not open presents until later so go back to bed. Alanna does the same thing and randy told her the same thing. The kids said hello it is Christmas santa came to see us and we want to know what he get us. Randy look over at me and I giggle softly and said they are so suborn like a certain guy I know. Randy look at me and said did u just call me suborn. I giggle and nod my head and just look at him. He gets on top of me and start tickling me. I said no randy no randy. I giggle and wiggle and the kids were laughing and they start tickling me to. I smile and laugh and said no get daddy. Camden giggle and he start tickling. Randy laugh and picks up him and replied Camden we get the girls. Camden said no mommy told me to get you.