Author's Note: Thankyou for the reviews! I really appreciate them. Mind if I have some more? Well heres Katniss' Pov !
Disclaimer: I Do... NOT own The Hunger Games trilogy . The amazing Suzanne Collins does.
As I walk to the bakery I procrastinate. I was about to change a boy's life.
I remember telling him the punch wasn't that strong. I remember kissing him and that leading to other... activities. It was my fault I kissed him. I instigated it. Now I was dealing with this.
When I woke up the day after the party and saw that he was gone I felt humiliated. More than humiliated I felt rejected. For the first time in a long time my feelings were hurt. Eventually though I shrugged the hurt feelings away.
In all honesty I wasn't that upset that I lost my virginity and that the guy I lost it to ran out the next day. I was strong,I could provide for my whole family on my own when my mom went into a deep depression due to my father's death. There was no way I couldn't handle boy problems.
Until a couple of weeks later. That's when I started to panic. He never said anything to me for the last two months I assumed he didn't want anything to do with me and I was fine with that until this little issue appeared. I didn't have time for it. I had to take care of Prim,my little sister. She was who I cared about. She was who I had to take care of.
I took a deep breath as I walked into the bakery. Right into the belly of the beast.
He looked shocked when I greeted him sheepishly. It took me two weeks to build up the courage to walk through these doors. Two weeks of repetitive conversations with my self.
"If you hate me I understand." His voice was barely audible.
"I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at myself. Look I just-just need to tell you something."
"Then tell me."
"I will. My-Im-It's just a little issue." Here we go. I could do this,I just had to break it down gently.
"What type of issue?" He didn't budge from behind the counter.
"Remember the party?"
"Yes." His head lowered in shame and I studied him. He actually felt bad?
"You didn't-" I quickly correct myself. "We didn't use protection and-" I wandered off as he looked up at me . I could tell he was catching on.
"Your not-You can't be-that's not-" His eyes were filled with fear and he looked like he was on the verge of hyperventilating.
I couldn't bring myself to say anything. Instead I bit my lip.
He swallowed hard and stared at me. "Your pregnant."
"I-"
"No. No. No. No." He backed up against one of the shelves and sunk down. "My moms gonna kill me." He says to himself quietly.
"I-I'm sorry." He opens his mouth but I cut him off. "You don't have to do anything if you don't want to. I'll just go."
"Don't" He rasped. He coughs to clear his stressed filled throat. "Does your mom know? Does anyone know?" He pulls himself up.
"No. No one knows. Only me and you."
"Okay just keep it that way for now. We'll deal with the issue later." I nod eager to leave.
"I have to go." He seems startled when I speak,but then nods slowly.
As fast as I can I make my way toward the exit.
"Bye..." I barely catch his whisper as I leave.
Some More Of An Author's Note: Did ya' like Katniss' pov? Well tell me if you want more of her pov cuz' I personally had more fun writing in her perspective than I thought I would.
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