All right please remember this is my first fic ever! And please review so that I know that you guys want more this story has no definite ending just yet…. So please be patient with me.
Disclaimer: I do love Twilight but I don't own it!
It was five thirty in the morning when my alarm buzzed. My eyes closed I made my way to the bathroom knowing my way around my little apartment well enough. As I walked into the bathroom, I flipped the switch for the lights and willed my eyes to adjust to the bright room. As I look at the reflection of myself in the mirror, I take in the swollen lips and bite marks on my neck. Yep, he was definitely here last night it wasn't a dream. Well, he really couldn't blame me for checking I mean this is what my relationship with him is now, he comes home and makes me forget how I could ever be mad at him, and then is gone before sunrise. As I take off my clothes, I see the first of many bruises throughout my body and there are some uglier ones on my thighs and waist. These will cause some pain for the next few days, but I really have to admit they were so worth it.
Flashbacks begin...
I was just getting out of the shower when I heard a knock on the door, wrapping myself in a towel I made my way to the front of the apartment. "Who is it?", I asked and a simple, "Me.", was all I got in response and all I needed to know exactly who it was. As I rushed to the door, I unlocked it and immediately become drunk at the sights, there leaning against the wall. His hands in his trouser pockets, a tall and beautiful man, long hair done in a ponytail at the nape of his neck, and a perfectly fit body; which you could totally make out from under the tight black t-shirt he wore. He gave me a lazy yet arrogant smile that, I knew all too well as he made his way into the place.
In need of a minute I closed the door and locked it. "You could have called you know!" I said with a dash of anger. "I know. I wanted to surprise you." He answered. "I hate surprises, you know that." "I'm sorry. Let me make it up to you." He said as, he came forward and I took a step back. I was mad and this was not going to be like the last time. "You've been gone for two months. You haven't called in a week!" I spat at him furious that, he thought this was going to be that simple. Taking another step back, I hit the door behind me and realize I am trapped. "I'm here now." He says closing the distance between us. His hands grab my face and he bends down to kiss me passionately. "I have missed you so much." He says against my lips as his hands release my face and start making there way down my body.
I can feel them hot even through the thick towel and as always with his uncanny way of knowing my thoughts. He slides the towel off. I am left standing naked as his hands find my breast, my waist and finally come to a rest on my ass grabbing me. He lifts me and pushes me against the door using his body to keep me in place as he continues to kiss my neck and jaw line. "I want you so bad baby, you are all I can think about on the road. The tour is not the same without you there." He whispers into my ear as his teeth bite down. And as always I melt against him, my hot wet center meeting the straining erection still captured in his jeans. "Ugh, I want you too baby", I say and his lips find mine again but this time there is such a ferocity and a hunger behind it that, I can't doubt his words. His hands in my hair, his mouth on my breast and his huge dick pressing against me is all I can think about as we make out.
"I want you baby", and with his husky voice he says, "Could we go to your room?" I'm so far gone in the moment that I can just nod. Putting my hands around his neck and my legs around his waist, he secures me in place and starts moving through the apartment. It only takes him a second but to me it feels like a life time when, he finally lays me down on the bed. "Could I use the bathroom for a sec?" "Yeah sure…" I say, needing a second to myself to prepare for this because, no matter how many times over the last week I told myself that, he was not going to get me in bed so easily this time. Here I was anxious for him. I lie on the bed ready. This waiting, it seems like forever when he finally joins me. His mouth covering mine and his hands on my sides grabbing the pillows, he slowly tortures me by sucking, licking, and teasing my breast as his hands move down my body over my pubic hair and finally to my clit. I almost came when he inserted two blissfully long fingers, his mouth never leaving my nipples; which he was now biting down on.
I loved it as my hips moved of their on accord coming up to meet his hand I can feel it building inside me one more maddening pull and I lie in a heap of pleasure. He moves into position while my eyes are still closed and I slowly open them to find him staring. "Baby..", he said in a low husky voice, but it's a question "yes... Please" nodding he lowers himself into me I gasp as the head enters me "You ok?" He asks. In a whimpering voice I say, "Yes..." Pushing in deeper, he sets the pace and I quickly pick it up "Ugh... harder" I whisper into his ear "You sure baby?" He asks. "Yes, harder!" He shifts never stopping, he shifts to look at my face arching an eyebrow, and he asks again if I'm sure. I can barely nod yes but I manage it. He gives me a wicked grin and I watch as he pulls out completely then drives himself into me making me cry out setting a new faster pace, he goes in deeper with every thrust. "Baby, I'm so close!", he says. "Me too... Baby, me too." Another thrust and we both explode. His body tenses, if only momentarily and then relaxes as the moment passes.
He drops to the bed next to me staring at me as I come down from the cloud I've just reached finally my heart stops racing. I can now stare back, he so gorgeous in his just fucked hair and that sheen of sweat I can't believe he is mine. I love him so much. "I love you Jake." The words are out of my mouth before; I realized I was saying them. I blush and quickly look away not wanting to see his reluctance but I am surprised by his hand as, he grabs me by the hair and makes me look him in the eye "I love you too.." And with that he brings down his mouth to mine and I'm lost in the carnal pleasure that is this man.
Flashback ends.
Sighing I jump in the shower and start getting ready for work. Ok so turtle neck and pants it is I decide staring at the contents of my closet witch is very large. Being Jake's girlfriend had its props, he was now a big star in the rock and roll industry and he always bought me the best of clothes for any event I decided to go to with him. So my closet had grown very much in the last 4 years. I was now 23 going on 24 but I had know him since I was a baby, so dating him had been simple and perfect no one could know him better than my and visa versa. But that was all before his band made it big time he was the lead guitarist and the hottest man on earth, at least that's how I saw him. Apparently I wasn't the only one who thought it he was now on every TV show, on every radio station and on the walls of most of the teenagers that had heard his music. And he loved it; he loved the attention, the screams, the girls and the life. I had shared that with him when he started I had gone on tours as a roady to earn a living not wanting him to have to sustain me. But life on the road was definitely not for me; I was miserable most of the time and of course knowing me so well he could tell no matter how hard I tried to hide it. So eventually I left the tour and came home…
