Me: O...M...G! For you readers, this chapter is EPIC! I'm so proud of myself and it's a big improvement/chapter than chapter 13. Well, I guess 14 is the lucky number.
Drew: Why am I here is I'm not in this chapter or even mentioned.
Me: Yes you are! Only in the first paragraph! Oh, and I'm getting a lot of violence in my reviews saying they want me to hit you.
Drew: What! That's terrible, everyone loves the Drew *flicks hair*
Me: *reading over the review and shrugged* sure whatever you say...do you count slapping as a part of whorship?
Drew: *huffs* You are just jealous of my good looks.
Me: *rolls eyes* Suuuureee..
Drew: *looks around* where's May?
Me: *shrugs* She isn't here because she can't stand the sight of your face. I don't own Pokemon and this is chapter 14!
Maybe my life isn't as perfect as it was that special night; the romance and happiness sweet smelling the whole world-even the universe. If only we could go back to it and still be as amazing couple we were. We are the eye couple that every couple wanted to be. Though I guess my story isn't over including that I'm miserable or will I ever get a happy ending? Am I going to die alone and suffer along the way? Should I just run away, leaving my unbearable troubles behind? It would be easier for everyone.
Who have I not suffered? My friends are spilting apart and trying to avoid it and each other. But I guess avoid only brings the problems turn more troubling. I sighed as I ran my fingers through my hair, I got home and I was a little wore out from walking home. I frowned, why did I come home again? Oh yeah, I couldn't face Drew right now. I guess I was still heartbroken no matter what life puts me through. I was forever scarred until my time is over. I groaned, I sound like some depressed emo. Was I emo? I'm not emotional but does that count as mood swings, and I definely don't cut myself. I don't wear black or anything like that.
I was sitting on my couch thinking about..well anything that slipped into my mind and out. I looked around my living room trying to think of anything positive. My sapphire blue eyes wander to my kitchen counter then led me to something silver, shiny, and sharp; a knife. I tilted my head to the side as I thought that I could take that knife as an opportunity to release myself from my terrible life. I sat up a little and watch the knife closely. It was a butcher knife that was long and sharp with a small black handle. It was beautiful.
May, what are you doing? A voice asked me, I snapped out of my thoughts and looked around the room confused. Uh, that was weird. I thought I heard someone, I shook my head; I was probably imagining it.
That was me, it said again. I jumped in the air and nervously looked around my house.
No one was there, but-
Him-.
The last person I would ever see in my life, but one of my happiest.
Wally.
He still had that green hair but only messier than when we saw each other in the house. His orange eyes were orange in fierce, greed, and the look of a kill. He was smiling at me slightly as he overlook my figure. I know that I wasn't imagining it now, he looked so real.
Well, don't you look absolutely horrible? Wally said with a cocky smirk, I bit my lip from trying not to cry. I looked up and saw Wally right in front of me. But honestly, that only makes you more beautiful. It gave me an advantage.
He was circling me now, though our eyes were still locked. You look unhappy, why is that so?
"It's complicated," I said with a soft shaky whisper, Wally nodded.
I see, so why were you looking at that knife? he asked, making his way over to the knife I was watching earlier. His fingers traced the knifes middle part of it, from top to bottom.
"It was nothing," I answered. Wally picked up the knife with interested and looked at me, the murderous glinted in his eyes disappear when I saw my old childhood friend smile.
It's a beautiful knife isn't? Wally asked, I smiled a little and nod in agreement. With a knife low, he walked towards me as my focus wasn't on the knife but in his eyes. They were gorgeous like creamy orange soda and I felt like our wonderful childhood together -Brendan, Wally, and I's- flash in his eyes. His hand was on my cheek and stared into my eyes. You really are beautiful.
I looked at him in surprise, he was still that sweet kinding lovesick boy I grew up with. I felt my hot salty tears in my eyes, why have I done? "Wally.."
Shush he shushed me gently, his thumb brushed my tears away. It will be all over soon...
I gave him a confused look, what did he mean it will all be over? I was about to ask him when the knife was rosed and the look of cruelty came back into his eyes, I screamed loudly. I saw many things at once during that point, some where things I couldn't describe. I saw a few that can't my eye the most.
One was my friends and family. Second was Drew staring straight at me. Third, it was it the background and was sort of faded. Even though it was the most unnoticable it was the most effective. It was a woman for sure, maybe it was my mom? I'm not sure, it was more like a teenager's figure.
I opened my eyes and looked around and nearly groaned at the sight. I was back at the hospital and laying in the hospital bed. The heart rate thing was beeping a little faster than more, that probably meant that I was nervous. The walls were white and had a purplish-bluish painting and a window to the right of me. In a corner was a tiny night stand with fake purple flowers. I looked over my body execpting a huge blood gush at my chest but to my surprise, it was just my shirt; with no stain blood anywhere on my green and black shirt. I frowned and touched my head, to see if Wally had struck the head instead of chest. But all I felt was my hair, scalp, and skin. I saw Wally come in the room through the window.
"Why didn't you kill me?" I asked curiously. Wally shrugged.
Why did you allow me to kill you?
"That's no fair! I asked you first!" I whined, Wally rolled his eyes.
You answer mine first.
I sighed and shrugged, "I don't know! I was sad, I couldn't think straight and I almost died -let's see about, uh three or four times." Wally just stared at me with questioned eyes. "I'm tried of living this way. I didn't exactly plan it this way." Wally came over and sat beside me on the bed. His eyes were stern and serious.
Maybe this isn't what you plan, I understand. But we don't all know what our destiny is. Fate always have something different for us. It's the way of life, May, if you don't understand that then I don't know what to say. I can't help you who you can only help yourself. Save your life the way you want it to. I can't be your savior, somone else already fills that spot. He chuckled a little as he recalled a memory. On the day I met you, it seemed as if the trees stood a little taller; the breeze danced a little warmer, and the stars shone a little brighter. But I never could have imagined all the real and lasting ways that you'd fill my world with so much joy and so many beautiful memories-memories of a young girl who grew into a special friend. You were and are my bestest friend in the world, because I knew you I've been changed for good -sure I had some diffcult time but I made it through. I'm never going to hurt you like the way in that house. Anyways, I understand you didn't want life to go this way, but if you don't want it this way; change it with your own colors. Work the life you wanted.
Wally stood up and was about to leave when I grabbed his hand desperately, I caught it and he turned his head towards me, "I wanted a life of happiness. I wanted to be free." He turned around fully and kissed me softly on the lips and whispered I'm afraid I can't do anything about that. You have to deal with this on your own.
"When why can't you kill me!" I cried, but it was too late as Wally jumped out of the window. Tears scrolling down my face. I heard the nurse come in and asking me some questions, I answered them halfheartedly and glanced back at the window every now and then.
"How are you feeling?" he asked me. I closed my eyes and felt over the emotions I kept inside and wanting to scream for such a long time. A tear ran down my face as I opened and said "Sudicial." His eyes widened in shocked.
He cleared his throat nervously, "So uh, Ms Maple-"
"-May," I filled him in, he nodded in understanding.
"Yes, May, why do you feel sudicial," he asked.
"I lost everything," I responsed. His eyes softened, and put a comforting hand on my shoulder.
"No you didn't, espicieally at this age. You have life full ahead of you! Your dreams are waiting for you to catch them and make them yours. Sure, it's hard to go for but it will be all worth while!" his voice was filled with excitement and his eyes lit up. I had to laugh a little and nod a bit.
"Okay! Okay! Maybe I'm not sudicial-well, is it if you think about it sometimes?" I asked. He shook his head.
"No May, you are just open minded," he said with a small chuckle. I giggled a little.
"Thanks, I'm just heartbroken," I said. He frowned.
"Well why would someone as gorgeous as you be heartbroken? Shouldn't you be the one doing to heart breaking?" he exclaimed. I laughed.
"No, it was actually uh-first boyfriends and love," I muttered lowly.
"I'm sorry about that. Man, that must suck," he said in a funny sympathy way. I nodded.
"Yes it does," I agreed.
"So in order to get rid of your broken heart is to do a positive favorite hobby," he suggested.
"I like...singing," I said a little unsure.
"Then go ahead," he encouraged nicely, I looked around.
"In a hospital?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. He nodded with a smile on his face.
"Yes, in a hosiptal," he said with a small laugh.
"Okay, I got one!" I exclaimed after thinking of the perfect song to sing for this occasion, he laughed and wave for me to start.
Brand New Day by Brian Cooney
All things are new and the old now is all passed away
He smiled at that.
What was so painful then
I can hardly remember today
His smile disspeared with a frown and he looked around the room. I guess he hadn't heard this song before and I smiled softly at him.
You flipped me upside down
Your faithfulness
Has blown me away
Now I know you'll never leave me and I'll never doubt you again
He looked around the room as I thought he might rethinking if this was a good idea. I smiled slightly at this.
Set my feet upon a rock
Pick me up from the miry clay
You took my hands
Healed my wounds
I held one of his hands, half thinking of him and Wally. He smiled and blushed a little as he looked down.
Now I can finally say...
I jumped out of my bed and ran to the window and opening in fully. Letting the breeze come in as the warm sun rays fully hit onto my flesh.
It's a brand new day!
He sighed in relief, I grabbed his hands and I spinned him around a little.
Through valleys of darkness
You lead
Cause you ways are higher than mine
You fixed all I've broken now
I'm twice as strong on the other side
He nodded and had a huge smile on this face; like if he actually helped someone from the inside to out.
You are my daddy
I will run to you
He then choked on nothing and gave me an odd look.
This prodigal has you as my friend
Now I know that you'll never leave me
And I'll never doubt you again
Set my feet upon a rock
Pick me up from the miry clay
You took my hands
Healed my wounds
Now I can finally say...
He laughed and joined the song with me. Surprisely, he was quite good.
It's a brand new day!
It's a brand new day!
La la la
La la la
We were spinning and twirling through the la's with happy smiles on our faces.
It's a brand new day
La la la
La la laha!
It's a brand new day!
Yeah yeah...
We stopped spinning, breathing heavily and stared into each other's eyes. His into my blue ones and me into his dark brown ones. He slowly reached his hand up and gently brushed the strand of brunette hair in my face away and tucked it behind my ear. We spring into a passionate kiss with his arm on my waist and my arms around his neck; bringing each other closer. We broke the kiss, he grinned and sang.
Set my feet upon a rock
Pick me up from the miry clay
You took my hands
Healed my wounds
Now I can finally say
Set my feet upon a rock
Pick me up from the miry clay
You took my hands
Healed my wounds
I joined him with a bright smile on my face.
Now I can finally say!
It's a brand new day!
It's a brand new day!
Softly we sang
La la la
la la la
It's a brand new day
He romanticly kissed my nose and sang the next part by himself.
La la la
La la laha
It's a brand new day yeah yeah
We both laughed, "Okay that was probably the bestest song I had ever sang!" He smiled cheekily.
"Thanks, you sing amazingly!" he extolled happily. I frowned a little and like a mirror he copied and pasted my frown. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I guess I just feel bad that you know my name and I don't know yours," I said a hint of guilt in my voice. He chuckled.
"That's it?" I nodded, "It's Martin, I knows its a kind of nerdy."
"No it is not! It's gorgeous!" I exclaimed before grinning at the small pink blush on Martin's face. He sighed and ran his fingers through his dirty blonde hair.
"May, I want to let you know that I'm never going to leave you, mostly because of the condition you are in and it's my job(I rolled my eyes at this but grinned anyways, it was nice to know that someone cared for me). But all I can say is that you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have," he said sternly. I sighed and lean back onto my stupid hospital bed as he continued, "You are an amazing creature May, I swear to God himself but I can't help you with this. It's your own battle, but I'll be willing to let myself be your soldier." Hm, very poetic; I wonder if he stole that off of a soap opera show...
I glared at him and through my hands in the air, shouting, "No one will help me! Even though trying they succeed! My best childhood friend wouldn't help me he said 'oh how Fate choose a different life for me and how is life grew so much brighter when he first met me.'" I blabbered until I stopped when I saw the point of reason. I glanced at the young man in front of me, "I need to start fresh don't I?" He shrugged with a grin.
"It's your life," he said, standing up. I stood up also.
"So I will," I said softly. He was about to leave but I stopped him with a panicked 'wait!' He turned around curiously, "Why am I here in a hospital though?"
"You fainted, that's all," he muttered and walked out of the door. I watched the door for a while and smiled softly.
Martin and Wally, I will always remember you both because now I see life and myself in a whole different way than before. I see an independent young women with her own ideas and choices in life. I don't need help for someone to do things for me or beg for death. I am May Maple, a girl with her own mind, heart, body, and soul. Tomorrow will definely be a brand new day.
Drew: *rolls eyes* MKA isn't here at the moment, but she left a note saying that she loves your reviews, that xXFireRoseXx and her story is up called Boarding School by MetroRose, and that she wants everyone to guess what is her strangest pet she has. *looks at card I've given him weirdly* and R&R if you want to slap me.
