Hello Everyone! My second chapter and I'm excited! :D I hope you all like it! Also sorry if its confusing! :p
disclaimer!
If I owned NCIS Tiva McAbby and Jibbs... Would have already happened...
Only if she relized it sooner
Tony's POV
He, Tony DiNozzo kissed Ziva… Tony smiled at the though but soon it we swept off his face only to be replaced with a frown. Ziva wasn't his to love and never would be. He signed and went to see Abby because he just needed his little sister to hug and love him.
Ziva's POV
I didn't know Tony went to Abby's Lab to talk to her. It was rude listen to their conversation but I couldn't help myself. As I listened I hear the word love throw around in the mess… I never thought it would relate to me… Oh how wrong I was.
Tony's POV
"Abby!" Tony called out..." I was wondering if you could talk for a while." Abby agreed saying they did need to get up to date about each other… Abby had to ask the question though about loving Ziva.
"Abby" he sighs… " Yes okay I love Ziva but she doesn't love me. At least I'm still her friend. It would break my heart if I wasn't and…. I know we didn't have connect with each and it was nice because she couldn't say anything to break my heart. I went to her wedding and we tempted, so damn tempted to speak and screw up everything I had with Ziva so I let it be. I though she would have gotten an idea I might love for Somalia but I guess" Tony paused taking a deep breath. "Couldn't live without you… I guess wasn't good enough. Abby I lost my chance a long time ago. Ziva deserves her happy ending and since Ray can give that to her why should I ruin it. It dosent matter if I'm miserable as long as Ziva is happy so am I… I love Ziva David- Cruz and if she loved me the same way I would die a happy man. Abby Un-required love hurts the most but, people live and I'm living. Also Ziva is a butterfly. I love her, let her go and she never came back to me… So it was never meant to be."
Ziva's POV
As Tony gets done with the speech Im sobbing now. I barley hear what Abby is saying. I know I need to leave before then find me. With a sob, a hiss of closing doors and possible a faint sound of the elevator I ride back up to the squadroom.
Tony's POV
Tony's speech brought Abby and Ziva who neither knew about to tears. "Tony… It doesn't always end like that. Sometimes we get the ones we love."
Tony kissed Abby's cheek. " Sometimes it does Abs." All of the sudden both here a broken sob, a hiss of the lab doors closing, and the sound of the elevator moving. Silent overcomes the room until Abby breaks it. "She heard all of it didn't she?"
"If she did Abs it doesn't matter. I'll die alone and she will have beautiful ninja wild hair children that I hope she will name one after me" Tony gave a sad sarcastic smile. Abby then finally found out that Tony DiNozzo class clown, joker, player… Had turned into Tony DiNozzo a serious worker, no social life, hates joke, someone with more masks then ever before and when Tony leaves the lab Abby breaks down.
Tony DiNozzo never though he could be more exposed to the world then when he spilled his heart out laying all of his cards down to Abby and for the person he loves the most to over hear him. He's a joke really he his and he doesn't know when that mask came off only to be snuggly replaced again.
Tony walked to the elevator getting ready to go up to the squad room… Once in the squad room he sits down at his old desk. His last thought before Ziva enters the room is…
If Only she loved him back
I hope you enjoyed the story! :D
~SAB! 3
