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I wish that I could have know never married Ray and married Tony

Lait's POV

Sometimes I really wonder why Tony still loves Ziva. It's been a year but then I have to remember I was in that position for years before Tony came along helping Malachi and I get together. Ever since I've seen Tony cry what was on Valentines Day he poured his heart out to me… and only me. HE trusts me. He told me every gift he ever got Ziva for the special day. Flowers, chocolates, a necklace… anything you can think of but, she always thought it was from Ray. I look at Tony trying to counsel him. I hug him, kiss him (what's he is use to) everything trying to clam him down. It finally works after a few minutes. Finally he tells be to go to Malachi. I'm speechless. He stares at me and laughs! Then tells me "Be with the one you love! Lait you're a pretty girl and love Malachi! I hope I'm the best man when you get married! McGee was the best man at Ziva's wedding. God she looked beautiful! I was there and she didn't see. It was a wonderful ceremony I tell you! The only person who noticed I was there was Gibbs. I understand what you have done for me Lait… I think I'm ready to let Ziva go. I might not fine love or I will fine love. I loved Kate. She was my Katie and we loved each other. Even though Ari killed Kate I started to see Kate fall for Ari and Ari fall for Kate. She loved me and now at least I was loved right? It is better to be loved once and not at all. I was loved once and that was Kate. Even if I still love Ziva I know shes going to be the sweetest mother and wife a man could have. Ray is damn lucky." I was in shock. His speech broke my own heart. He was giving up someone he loves. I turn after I hear a beep of the a car. As I turn around I see a glimpse of Dark curly hair, dark eyes, and a dress slowly approaching us. Malachi beeps the car again. I turn to Tony and smile then walk away saying "You might want to turn around" then I get into the car and drive off with Malachi.

Tony's POV

I need to become more likes Gibbs ya. I tell Ziva. You know building boats, drinking bourbon, going after bastards all that shit. I finally turn around to see her only in tears that are streaming down her check. I'm about to reach out and wipe them away when I remember I can't, she isn't mine. What's wrong Ziva? I ask.

Ziva's POV

Stupid tears run down my cheeks. I see Tony is about to wipe them away but stops and brings his hands back to his sides. I look up to him when he asks what's wrong. His eyes are filled with concern and love but also some new emotions sadness and slight detest. My Emotions are on high and I cant get away…

Why does it have to be so hard to love someone?

So thank you for all of the Alerts, reviews and Favorited! When I started writing this story I didnt think it would get anywhere! But now I know better! Until Next Time!

~Frisbe Ninja!