Today was going to be the most nerve-wracking day of my life. I'm going to tell Jasper Whitlock that I am pregnant, with his child. I've never been more scared in my entire life. I mean the worst that could happen is he fainting, right ?

I gathered all my nerves and entered what was supposed to be my future University. The one and only small University of Forks. That's where I met Jasper. Edward, Bella's boyfriend, invited me to the Pre-Semester party. I didn't wanted to go, But that Bella and her puppy face.

As expected once in the party Bella went with her friends and Edward introduced me to Jasper Whitlock. Ah, the almighty Jasper. He looked like a nice guy a real gentleman. So I wasn't worried when Edward left leaving me with this handsome guy called Jasper. And that's how I screwed up my own life, A couple of drinks, sweet words and Bam! my virginity gone.

I shook those thoughts out of my head. It's been 1 month and I still hadn't talked to him, Not that I had his number anyway. I do remember his room number. B-205

It was only 10:30 am it was a considerate hour to visit someone. As I passed the B-203 and B-204 my nerves started to kick in again. Now, here I am right in front of his door. Taking a huge breath I gathered all my strength and knocked on the door.

" Coming "

' Oh, God it's him '

Before I could react the door was open and looking back at me was the man that I feared seeing the most. Good Lord, He was shirtless only a pair of jeans hanging low in his hips and his hair all messy. He was so breathtaking.

" Can I come in ? "

He nodded and opened the door for me to enter, Everything was as I remember. Clothes all over the floor, playboy magazines and books and papers all over the room, a complete mess. I removed one book from the small couch and sat down.

" So, Alice, right "

I nodded not looking at him

'' What brings you here ''

Before I could even think of responding had his arms wrapped around my waist and was pressing me to him. I tried to think of what I was going to say, but who could think straight with a shirtless sexy handsome man pressing onto you.

'' Back for more, huh ''

I tried to say something but the words were caught in my mouth and all it came out was a whimper. He smiles, not any smile, just that seductive smile that drawn me to him that night few weeks ago. I could feel my knees buckling.

" Um, Jasper I have to tell you something ''

''We'll talk later ''

I was going to protest, only if his lips weren't on mine silencing me. I unwillingly closed my eyes and kissed him back. It was heaven. Soon enough his hands were tugging at my dress putting the straps down. My arms wrapped around his neck and he lifted me securing my legs on either side of his hips.

I know where he was taking me. I didn't care, the only existing thing were his lips on mine and his hands all over my body. I was in hell but heaven at the same time.

He put me carefully on the bed landing on top of me. His lips moved to my neck and ear and I could only moan from pleasure. He started sucking on my neck, I was pretty sure that that was gonna be visible but payed no mind to it.

He kissed me on the lips again rolling his tongue on my bottom lip. I let him enter my mouth with his tongue as his skilled hands started running up my legs. Spreading them open he settled in between them. That brought so much memories to me.

He brought one hand up to caress my covered breasts and the other to play with the hem of my underwear. I felt his erection poking me though his thin jeans. That's when I reacted, pushing him away and off of me. He looked surprised and annoyed.

'' What now ''

I could feel tears forming in my eyes. He only wanted me for sex, He didn't care about my feelings. I didn't love him that's for sure but I wanted to know him better. After all he was going to be the father of my child.

'' Jasper, I came here to tell you something ''

He sat up and ran his hands through his gorgeous golden hair. He was getting impatient and angry. I gathered all my courage and stood up right in front of him.

He was so tall, around 6'2 while I was just 4'10 and I was such a tiny thing compared to his big muscular frame. How was a baby supposed to fit in me. I'll look funny short and little, yet with a big bump in my stomach.

'' I'm pregnant ''

He looked at me confused and let out a laugh

'' Congratulations ''

I felt tears making their way down my face, my hands were trembling. I played with the hem of my dress so that he wouldn't notice. But my small sobs were not cooperating.

'' It's yours ''

This time he really laughed. He took one of my hands in his and lifted my chin up so that I was looking at him. His eyes were showing fake concern and that only added to my fear and pain.

'' Listen to me Alice, you can't be pregnant ok, What we had was just a one-night. Maybe you don't remember well and you had sex with some other guy and are blaming it on me ''

I snatched my hand away from his and put them in my stomach protectively. How dare he said that I was blaming it on him from someone else. He knew that I was a virgin when I gave myself to him. And after that I didn't do anything with anyone else he was the only one. I was furious

'' I remember perfectly I only have had sex with you in all my life and just so you know smart ass you didn't use a condom ''

He shook his head and searched in his wallet for something. He took out money and count it.

'' Get rid of it ''

'' What ''

'' Get rid of it ''

'' No, That's my baby and you have to accept the responsibility too. I didn't got pregnant by myself ''

He grabbed me by the arm roughly

'' That child is not mine, Now get out ''

'' You can just pretend it isn't there ''

'' Get out ! ''

He pushed out of his room and slammed the door on my face. I broke down and cried falling against the door. Just what I needed I was alone, humiliated and pregnant.

' I can't do this '