Sorry for not updating before but my sister is in the hospital and I was with her. So family's first but anyway here's the next chapter.
SN: Jasper won't be a jerk for the whole story. Few chapters and realizations and he'll get there. In case you are wondering Bella is 18, Alice 17, Edward 22 and Jasper's barely 23
'' Alice ''
I slowly opened my eyes bothered by the light shining right above my head. I sat slowly in the bed I was, (Don't know where) and looked around. I was in my room. Bella was next to me helping me sit down. I could tell that she was worried by the tears threatening to fall out of her eyes.
'' Thank God, you're okay. Edward said he found you in front of his friend's room. You have to tell me what happened, What were you doing there and how are you feeling ? ''
'' I um-- went to see him just to talk to him. We're friends. I got out of the room and the floor started moving and the I passed out ''
I hated lying to Bella but if i tell her that Jasper is the one who got me pregnant, I know that she will lecture me once again and then she will tel Edward, fight with him and demand that Jasper took responsibility and then make up with Edward.
'' Oh, I didn't know, So you talk to him about it? "
About it? ah, of course I was pregnant. As much as I loved Bella my baby was not to be called an 'it'. I'll let that one slip.
'' No, I don't want anyone to know ''
Bella opened her eyes and turned to look around the room trying to avoid looking at me in the eyes. Great she probably told Edward and now he thinks I'm a stupid hormonal kid. At that very moment Edward entered the room.
I tried to avoid his eyes but he lifted my chin carefully. He was so concerned, I felt bad for thinking that he was going to judge me. He was most sweet guy ever, The perfect man, Bella was so lucky. And he was also fortunate to have someone as intelligent and incredible as Bella in his life.
'' Alice, We need to see Carlisle. I know you want discretion about this but you still have to check on that little guy right there ''
I couldn't help but smile as he poked my still flat stomach. Now that he mentioned it, I wanted to see a doctor and Carlisle was Edward's father so he was of trust. I sighed at how complicated this was and I knew that it was gonna get worse.
I can't believe it. I just came out of my check up with Carlisle and he told me not only that everything was okay but that in only one more month I was gonna find out what sex the baby is.
I really wanted a girl, I could take her shopping with me and treat her like a little princess. She will have my dark hair and pixie features, hopefully she'll have an average height, and she was going to be the most beautiful girl of the planet.
Then there was the possibility of a boy. I'd also love a boy, they are just so cute and charming and they are more easy to take care of. The thing that scared me was that he'll look like his father probably. As handsome as Jasper was I didn't wanted a reminder of that miserable jerk.
Unfortunately since nobody knew about our little ' secret ' I had no argument to say no to Bella and Edward's invitation to their official engagement party. After 3 months of suffering I'll have to see him again and let him see me like this.
I looked at myself in the mirror while Carlisle came back from checking on some papers. My belly really had grown, I wasn't Huge but I was starting to get big. The bump obviously visible to hide it, However, thanks to my height the bump wasn't that big.
I lay a hand on my stomach and felt tears in my eyes. I was going to be a mother. There was a life inside of me and I was the one helping it grow. I felt drained at the beginning but all gets better in time and time has been kind to me.
I work at a small library close to Bella's house. Thankfully I received enough money to help her with the bills and food etc... I decided to drop out of school until I have my baby. I want to dedicate all my attention to him or she.
The only thing that had me worried is that Bella is gonna get married in 6 months and I don't have anywhere to go. She offered me to move in with her but I refused, I mean she was going to live with her husband I don't want to interrupt their privacy once they get married. I've been considering options like apartments, hotels or anything cheap that I could afford but the money I made wasn't going to be enough.
I was so angry at myself. I don't have a home for my future baby. I was so worried, what if I can't give him or her the life she or he deserved. It wasn't the baby's fault. What if I end up homeless and with a child in my arms.
Carlisle entered the office and I tried to hide my tears but he saw them anyway. In a second he was in front of me. He was such a wonderful doctor and man and he was good-looking also. Lucky Esme. But then again everyone is more lucky than me.
'' What's wrong Alice ? ''
'' I was just wondering, What if I can't give my baby everything it deserves, What if I don't find a place to live in in the next 5 months. I don't want to have him pay for my mistakes. I'm such a horrible mother and the baby isn't even born yet ''
I was sobbing by know rubbing my belly softly as comfort. Carlisle gently pulled me into a fatherly hug and let me cry on his shoulder while he made imaginary circles in my back.
I don't know for how long I cried but it was a while. I pulled away from Carlisle's embrace and blushed ashamed at his now ruined shirt. Not bothered by the fact that I damaged his expensive shirt he put a hand on my belly.
'' You are going to be a great mother Alice, and just so you know I have three extra rooms in my house and a wife who loves company ''
'' No, you've done enough for me ''
'' It's not a problem, You can stay until you find a proper place. You're worrying too much and that affects the baby ''
'' I guess I'll think about it ''
'' You look beautiful ''
'' Thanks, Bella ''
'' What for ? ''
'' Everything. Y'know I was talking with Mr. Cullen today and he said I could stay at his place until I found something good. I don't know what to do I don't want to take advantage if him but I do need a place to stay and I don't wanna bother you anymore ''
'' Maybe you should think about it, He does it with the best interest at heart and living with your doctor is an advantage ''
'' I guess ''
'' Have to go, Love you Alice ''
'' Me too ''
Once she left I appreciated my reflection in the mirror. I was wearing a simple strapless blue dress that reached my knee and a pair of white sandals with jewelry on it. My hair now was reaching my shoulder and was straight with a clasp in it.
I couldn't wear heels anymore, they were bothersome and made my feet hurt. I picked the white coat in my bed and left the room, ready to confront people who were going to judge me because of m condition and above all to face the very own father of my child, Jasper.
As I made it to the Cullen's I noticed the amount of cars and people. There were a lot of people probably Edward's friends. Once inside I tried to avoid the looks on people's faces. They were already whispering to each other God knows what barbarities.
Not in the mood for it I headed to the kitchen where I could be alone, just as I expected nobody was there. I sat down on a chair near by and started rubbing my belly. I felt more relaxed now
'' Alice ''
I know that voice, It was Jasper's. I turn to look at the direction of the voice and it did was him. He was very formal. He had a black tuxedo and his hair was for the first time in place. He as always was gorgeous. I was trying not to shake but it was too much to handle.
'' We need to talk ''
