" Jasper, can you bring me the white towel? "

I seriously don't understand how he could be so deaf, I've been screaming at him for the past then minutes to get me a freaking towel, so that I could get out of the shower and get dressed.

" Jeez woman, Here you go "

Finally he entered the bathroom and offered me the white cotton towel. I took it quickly and began drying my hair and body. I wrapped the towel around me and exited the shower. I expected to be alone but that wasn't the case.

I kept my eyes on his body as he took out his shirt slowly, unaware of how much he was making me suffer. I examined his broad shoulders, muscular pecs and those delicious abs. I don't even care If I'm drooling right now, all I know is that I'm completely dazzled by this Southern God.

As I continued to examine his body I took in the little details. Like the small circular scar he had on his left shoulder, The one thing I noticed the most was the trail of black hair making it's way from his belly button to underneath his pants. Pants that were now being thrown in the floor.

" What are you doing? "

" Getting undressed "

He said as if it was the most normal thing to strip in front of me. I felt stupid, I've seen him naked before. However I don't remember one bit of the situation that led me to a now seven months pregnancy. I wished I was on my senses to memorize every detail about his body.

Jasper noticed my blush and smirked cruelly at me. He took a step closer and I shyly took a step back. I never taught I'll complain of the size of the bathroom, but now with my back against the wall, in a towel and the most sexy man to ever live on this earth cornering me who was not to curse the small space.

" J-Jasper-r"

He cornered me putting both his hands in the wall behind me. He was so close I could feel his breath on my face. I felt like such a virgin, all nervous about being in such a small space with a man cornering me.

Jasper noticed my anxiety, fear, perhaps want or was it lust and kissed my hair. Then slowly, taking his time he lowered his kisses to my forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks, the corners of my mouth, everywhere except where I really needed him to.

Mad at his teasing I gathered all the strength my weak knees could have and pushed myself forward to kiss him fully on the lips.

He responded instantly putting his hands around my waist and kissing me slowly. So much passion and so much care and concern at the same time, It overwhelmed me. I tangled my fingers in his hair at the same time I felt his tongue brushing against my lips.

I opened my mouth and allowed his tongue to enter my mouth exploring every inch of it. My left hand untangled itself from his blond locks and wandered to his naked torso. The sensation was too much, his body pressed against me, the love and lust he sprung to me. Ah his hand removed the towel I moaned in his mouth making him grind his hips against mine. we broke the kiss to breath and he spoke in a low-raspy voice making my insides melt.

" God, Alice don't do that "

I loved the way his body felt against mine, but I was not ready to do this. He was as gorgeous as he could be and I was a mess with a big bump in my stomach. It was hard for me to look in the mirror at my own reflection without crying.

I heard Emmett say that Rosalie looked more beautiful than ever pregnant and that all women do, but I was not Rosalie or any other woman. Sure I never doubt that I'm beautiful but I don't think Jasper can find me remotely attractive when I look like a whale.

" I can't Jasper "

I grabbed the towel from the floor and wrapped it around me protectively. Without looking at him Ileft the bathroom slamming the door and collapsing in the bed crying. He was by my side immediately picking me up in his arms and rocking me back and forth.

" Ali, I'm sorry If I forced myself on you. but you look so beautiful and I couldn't resist "

I cried harder if possible at his words and hid my face in his chest, He didn't say anything and continued to rock my shaking body. After my sobs calmed a little I wiped my tears and lifted my face to see his. He was looking at me in concentration lost in something I couldn't understand.

" Here "

He handed me the shirt he had lay out in the bed before he entered the bathroom and the first thing I did was blow my nose into it. After I emptied my nose in his shirt I handed it to him and he took it without hesitation. I expected him to be angry but instead he laughed.

" What? "

" Gosh, you're so adorable "

" I'm not "

Tears were yet again making their way down my puffy red eyes, He was so sweet and convincing. He lifted my chin with his hand and looked into my eyes deeply.

" Alice, you are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me "

" No I'm not Jasper. I'm pregnant with your child because I'm not strong enough to say no, Now you feel tied up with me for eternity and are probably suffering everyday of your life because you have to be by my side. I know you don't want to, and you still do and that hurts. Sometimes I think you do care for me but it I know it can't be true, you despised me and I'm not even good looking enough for you "

" Ali-"

" You make me feel like I'm a princess, like I really can look beautiful when it looks like I ate the whole refrigerator, I scream at you all the time and send you to sleep on the floor. Honestly Jasper how can you find that adorable or beautiful "

He moved me from his lap and grabbed my arm a little too hard and I closed my eyes from the pain, He was mad! Maybe he will tell me to pack my things and leave him because all I said it's true. Or maybe he was going to throw me out of his house and tell me just how horrible I was.

" Look "

I opened my eyes softly expecting him to have all my things in front of me and ask me to leave, instead I was standing in front of the big mirror of the room.

My hair was almost dry, my eyes swollen and red and my nose was similar to Rudolf. The towel was wrapped around me and my belly was very noticeable. Jasper stepped behind me at his full height. That was quite a sight even pregnant I was half his size.

He cautiously removed the towel from my body and I closed my eyes instantly not wanting to see the reflection. Jasper kissed my hair softly and asked me to open my eyes. I didn't want to, but his voice sounded so sincere, so pleading I counld't say no to him.

I opened my eyes and Jasper was on his knees in front of me kissing my belly. Jason seem to liked it and started moving happily inside me. Jasper felt it too and kissed on top of where the movements were stronger. After a while Jasper brought his attention to me, fully.

" Mary Alice Brandon soon to be Whitlock, Do you seriously not realize how beautiful you are to me. You have given me the biggest things in my life. Hope and a Family, I was broken before you. And then you appeared like a whirlwind in my messed up life, You confronted me and told me what I am in my face, You made me believe in something for the first time and most important, Baby Angel you are accommodating in your body my child, giving him everything he needs and you never hesitated on having him, bring life to him and hope back to me. "

" Jasper, I only want you, us to be real and not an illusion So please don't give up on us now. Let me make you happy "

And I did, I left my fears and insecurities behind. I only allowed myself to feel what he made me feel, to worship what he worshiped and to feel the strong emotions coming from him. I was so overwhelmed with him around me, besides me, on top of me, inside me that I let the one thing I've been holding back for a while now go.

" Jasper, I Love You "

And then he left, he left me alone, broken and pregnant.


So, I know it's been a WHILE, but my problem is that I have no computer from which to update so it may take a few days. However do not give up in this story because I won't and Thank you all. the reason why I keep on trying to update even I I don't have the source is thanks to your wonderful reviews and alerts. So the more love I get the harder I try so you know, how to make me update faster. From the bottom of my heart Thank you all so much and I hope to update this week again or the other.

Now for questions, somebody asked why a I made a poll and got no results so I went with my gut on this one, and don't worry Alice will have the baby in one or two chapters. Don't hate me for this you'll understand why Jasper did what he did.