I think that If I owned Twilight my name would have been Stephenie and I like mine so much better. So no I don't own Twilight.


I was surprised that I was up at 7:30 am. Last night, or just a few hours ago, My son was born. After the exhausting labor I wanted to sleep for two days just to see If the soreness all over my body would end, but as soon as I saw my new favorite new person in the world all fibers of sleep left my body. For all I care I could spend all my life just looking at the beautiful angel, my angel because he was mine from now on.

The nurse had left me and Jasper with Jason for 15 minutes before taking him to his crib. Neither Rosalie or Edward were able to see him because of the time and they wanted to check him all over again. My heart ached for them, Rosalie was so excited and had been with me for most of the time and Edward was as nervous as if he was the father, Jasper told me he almost fainted outside. They all went home after seeing me for the last time and insisted they will all be here by the morning.

Jasper slept on the couch and I didn't miss the fact that he was drooling. He had stayed with me the whole day so I guess he was also tired. He looked adorable, His hair was falling on his face and his mouth was forming an O with the drool coming out of it's corner. At some time in the day he decided to bath and was wearing an old shirt with a pair of jeans that I still don't understand how they didn't end up in the trash can.

I really wanted to take a shower. More than one day I had gone without bathing and I felt disgusting. Esme and Rose were propably on their way to the hospital and I'm sure that they wouldn't mind helping me bath but I couldn't accept that offer. I know it's selfish but I had given birth hours ago and I don't want them to have to put up with the image of me naked like that. Jasper was my other possible choice, but really which was more embarassing?.

Stubborn as I am I decided I could do it myself. So I stood up cursing silently at the pain everywhere, specifically in my lower half and grabbed some soap, towel, toothbrush and a cute pajama pair that I had bought for the occasion. I struggled big time trying to get to the small bathroom with the wires connected to my arm and the things I was trying to maneuver into the toilet seat.

Finally I accomodated the clothes in the top of the toilet and turned the shower on. Just Brilliant, cold ice water. Now was not the time to complain so I got in the water wanting to cry at the top of my lungs when it hit me. This was a bad idea, there was no way I was going to be able to get the soap and use it without getting my hand wet. I let out a growl of frustration but closed the curtain as soon as I heard the door being open.

" Alice, Could you tell me who said it was a good idea to try and take a shower by yourself."

"I did and besides you were lying in the couch drooling, I was not going to wake you up just to ask if you would like to be traumatized by having to see me naked after giving birth."

"You silly Miss. Do you seriously I would be traumatized by that, I've seen guts and blood and survived through a woman giving birth. Besides you're beautiful, I can swear you almos- What I was not drooling!"

I had to laugh as his cheeks got pink from my accusation. He said I was beautiful which I don't believe, but the doctor did told us that I could suffer depression after giving birth and It was important to make me feel good. My eyes began to water, I wanted to believe him when he told me I was glowing, but I couldn't because he was only trying to make me feel better and he did not meant it.

In a second he had the curtain open and was inside with me holding me. He kissed my forehead and just held me until I had enough crying. His clothes were soaked although he didn't care. If he only saw me as something more than his baby mama.

"Come on, I'll hold the wires while you clean."

Slowly we managed to accomplish the mission at hand and he helped me getting dress before taking a quick shower himself and changing into a pair of new clothes. A Rasmus jersey with some old jeans, I swear he wanted to kill me. I spent hours in the mall buying him clothes that looked decent and any time he had the chance he dressed in old rags.

8:12. The doctor said Jason was visiting at 8:30 am so that I could feed him and everybody else got to see him as well. The nurse had brought cereal, milk and a bar of granola with orange juice for me to eat early. Since I had not eat anything almost all of yesterday I forced the food down my throat saving the juice and bar for Jasper.

"Alice!"

In an instant I was lifted in the air and had a pair of strong arms trying to stop my air supply. I could barely see Rosalie rolling her eyes and Edward trying to get Emmett to let me go. It felt good to have him hug me like the old days, but he was literally going to kill me and I wasn't planning on dying before walking Jason to college, As long as it wasn't Duke that is.

"Em, you're going to kill her, Let her go."

The whole family was here. I received a warm hug from everyone and sat on my bed anxious for them to meet my new obsession. Not too long after the nurse walked in with the tiny bundle carefully in her hands. She handed it to me along with some formula. My little angel was asleep and almost ready to eat.

I heard the little mewling sounds and everybody was besides me watching with attention what he was going to do. His beautiful face flinched and a strong cry was heard in the room. I heard awws and gasps as he opened his eyes. They were the same dark green from before only that this time they tried to focus on the people examining him.

" Oh my God! He is so cute."

I heard Esme mutter behind me as another cry was heard. He had little tears running down his pick cheeks so I decided to give him his formula. Anything for seeing him clam instead of crying like that, It broke my heart. As soon as I put the nipple in his mouth he started sucking viciously stopping to breathe before sucking enthusiastically again.

He finished the bottle soon. Letting out a adorable yawn before going to sleep. Carlisle was completely focused on every little move he made. Rosalie was smiling silently while Emmett held her not taking his eyes off my little Jason. Edward was looking like he was in pain and even if he denied it his eyes were wet. Bella was looking back and forward between Jason and Edward with a frown and confusion on her face.

Esme asked to hold him to which I complied. I trusted them more than anybody else and as long as I was supervising they could hold him or touch him. Carlisle played with his tiny fingers and watched Esme in adoration. Rosalie held him next and tried to hold back tears as she admired the tiny creature. Emmett had not moved or said anything which was scary. He touched his fragile fist and a smile crept up in the corner of his mouth. Bella refused to hold him saying she was going to break him. Edward kissed his smooth forehead and gave his finger for him to hold which surprisingly he did.

Even though they were infatuated with the baby, Carlisle, Edward and Bella had to leave for work. Esme wanted to stay with me but Carlisle convinced her as soon as he mentioned cooking for me and Jasper. Emmett left the room saying he needed a bathroom break and Rosalie followed after him. Only then I realized that Jasper had not held his son. He didn't mentioned it but I bet he was dying to hold his newborn in his arms.

"Sit down Jazz, you're going to hold him."

He looked like he was going to protest but as soon as he heard Jason let out a sigh he sat down. I positioned his arms and put the sleeping beauty in his hands. As soon as I did that for some reason Jason opened his eyes very briefly before smiling and closing them back. My heart swelled as I watched the little dimple in his cheek. He looked so much like Jasper.

Jasper started humming to him silently and I felt tears making their way down my face. It was adorable, my two favorite men in the whole world in such an intimate moment. Both of them meant everything to me and I'm sure he also meant the world to Jasper. The doctor was going to come for him soon. We didn't want to let him go but It was for his own good so with one last kiss on his cheek he put the baby in the nurse's arm and watched as she left the room with our son in her hands.

The only sound for minutes in the room was the door closing. Jasper stayed without moving looking at the wooden door. I stayed looking at him and admiring the beautiful man in front of me, The one that had stolen my heart without my consent and had thrown the key to get it back out of reach.

I loved him, No, I was in love with him and as long as he looked at me with the adoration he did right now my strength will be amplified and with him by my side and Jason under our wing we were going to be okay.

Jasper took my hand and stood up in front of me. He didn't speak, not a word he just took my hand looked me in the eyes and I felt something foreign, Hope. And under his burning stare I could tell what he didn't need words to say, He loved me back.


Here it is, Late but here it is. I hope you all enjoyed this chapter only two more chapters to go. It makes me sad but I'm happy that I finished this story because that's what all the loyal followers deserve. Thank you to all those who reviewed and those who silently did by putting this story in their alert or favorite list.

Remember to review if you want to, I repply and Next Chapter will be up on Sunday, maybe on Saturday it depends. And before I go I changed my avatar to what I picture litle Jason to be so you can have an idea of what this angel looks like.