Twilight is not mine, It actually belongs to Stephenie Meyer : )


Finally after ten long lonely days my little man was coming home with me and Jasper. I was released from the hospital on Tuesday 31st and as much as I liked staying there with Jason, the hard bed and the foul smell of a hospital was driving me insane. I've never spend too much time in the hospital having been a healthy child and teenager so the idea of spending a night in that cell was one of my top nightmares.

Jasper asked to have at least ten days off and surprisingly his boss accepted. I wonder if it was because she was a she instead of a he. Jazz never told me much about her, only that she was called Maria and that she had a thick Mexican accent. She better not even dare look at My Jasper more than twice because I was going to show her what Americans do to defend their man. Not that he was mine of course,, Not for now at least.

He was currently taking a shower while I for the fifth time went to check Jason's little crib and his room just to make sure everything was okay. The little crib had a clean new blue blanket and two small pillows along with stuffed animals that Emmett and Esme had insisted he will like. I grabbed the little pillow and smiled at it.

Jason Andrew Whitlock. January 27th 2011. 2:17 am. 7 lbs and eighteen inches.

My heart couldn't be more proud to know that the little eighteen inches of blond hair and green eyes was mine for the following years, The rest of my life I hope. In between the days that he had been in the hospital he grew. He was already twenty one inches and eight pounds. He stayed alert all the time Jasper and I were in the room, his little eyes so open I was afraid that they were going to pop out. He smiled occasionally and occasionally giggled a little. For some reason with me he just stared at me the whole time, Not once his eyes will leave my face. When he was with Jasper however he was more enthusiastic. He kicked his legs rhythmically often trying to grab his face infatuated with Jasper's long nose.

I put the pillow down smiling so hard my cheeks were starting to hurt. In the rocking chair that I intended on using every night until Jason got too big for me to sit with, was a yellow nursing pillow. I couldn't wait to use it while I just watched him doing nothing or simply starting at me. Before I spent thirty minutes in here again, I walked out of the room into the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Jasper walked in few minutes later and I felt a headache. Freaking ripped jeans and an old T-Shirt with a photo of Linkin Park. No, Hell no I love him to death and all but I was not going to allow him to go into the hospital wearing that. For god's sake he just took a shower and still found a way to look like he had came back from a rock show. This man wanted to kill me, maybe he did to keep Jason all to himself.

"Jasper David Whitlock you are not wearing those horrid clothes. I get that Jason is cute and all and if you're trying to kill me to keep him to yourself you're succeeding. Eat while I search decent clothes for you, Gosh!"

He smirked at me and pecked me on the lips smirking. He did that a lot. Lately he was fascinated with 'how soft and plump' my lips were stealing kisses from me all the time. I didn't mind of course he could explore the full softness of it for as long as he liked. We still didn't call ourselves a couple but my psychic instincts told me it won't be long before he asks me to be his one and only.

I went into his room and pulled out a nice Black Polo shirt combined with dark 511 skinny jeans. At least he had good taste in shoes even if they were High-Top Sneakers he looked good in them. His room smelled like his cologne and it made me wonder why would he wear so much perfume to go to the hospital. Still he maintained his space clean, Some dust and his bed was not clothed but he kept almost everything in order. I would have bet he has OCD, I once moved his collection of music to the other side of the room and he locked himself in his room for six hours refusing to talk to me.

Proud of my sense of fashion I walked out of the room happily making my way to the kitchen sitting quietly in the lunch table and eating my eggs with enthusiasm. Jasper finished and went to get changed but not before throwing a mean glance my way. If he really liked me he was going to have to step it up in the fashion deparment. There's no way I'm going to take a risk of me walking down the aisle to my blond hunk with him wearing jeans and a simple shirt. God help me, if that happens I kill him after I say I do.

"You happy woman?"

I smiled proudly at how nice and clean he looked now. He was a little annoyed I could tell and I was willing to let him go around dressing like an old hag but not to the hospital on such an important day. His lips curled up into a smile and as soon as I saw his dimples the smile fell off my lips. Uh-Oh, I was in so much trouble.

"You thought I was going to just let you have your will without nothing in exchange?" He said as he came closer to me.

I felt his hands hook around my slim waist as he pulled me close to him. He was so close that his breath was brushing against my nose, in instinct I closed my eyes waiting for him to kiss me. He didn't however he just laughed and moved away while I stood there flushed, open-mouthed and annoyed. I wasn't having that today.

"Oh no, you don't Mister."

I grabbed his hand and crashed my lips to his hard and desperate. He kissed me back his hands finding their way into my back as he begged for entrance with his tongue. I obliged feeling my knees tremble from the intensity and passion of this man. I pulled away needing to breathe but I didn't stop there I started by kissing his jaw descending into his neck making him growl in pleasure.

" Alice, You gotta stop because I won't hesitate to just take you right here."

As much as I wanted to complain he was right. Jason was waiting for us to go pick him up and I couldn't exactly have sex this soon after giving birth. We puled away from each other and he kissed me slightly taking my hand and walking me to the car. He was kind enough to open the door for him and locking the house.

We got to the hospital in fifteen minutes. Thankfully we found a parking close by. When we walked into the hospital they let me change him into his already picked clothes. I smirked at the sight of him wearing his I love daddy and mommy does too shirt. The pants were a little too big but he still looked gorgeous. We added a blue cap that covered his golden hair. He didn't like it and tried to take off whatever was in his head. When he noticed he couldn't he stuck his bottom lip and stared at me.

After signing I don't know how many papers while Jasper complaint to Jason about me picking his clothes as if I didn't hear him. I stood at the entrance of the hospital while Jasper got the car and picked us up. We placed him and his car seat carefully and I went to sit with him.

The whole drive home consisted of Jason mewling and opening his mouth in amusement when he saw something interesting. Jasper took every opportunity he got to look at us in the back seat. I simply watched Jason being absolutely cute doing nothing. His little finger was hooked around mine, his other hand going to his mouth.

We got home and I waited until Jasper opened the door and got the car seat to take him home. Once inside Jasper immediately took Jason in his hands and went to sit down carefully. He just stared at him and whispered things I couldn't hear. Jason wasn't amused after all he didn't understand what his father was talking about, All he knew was that this blond man was someone he wanted to be around and who made him laugh.

After changing into something comfortable while Jasper stayed with Jas. We showed him into his room ans the rest of the house of course he didn't pay attention. As we walked into our room a smeell we should get used to caught our nose. Jasper ed Jason carefylly placed Jason in the bed and got chups and pampers.

"I do it, I need to learn after all."

Of course I can't complain he did need to learn. After fumbling with the diaper he managed to clean him and change him. With the utmost care he put the tiny pants on his hips and pulled me to join them in bed. We stayed there with Jason in Jasper's chest. As much as I loved the image a wave of sleep overtook me and I drifted into a world where we were happy, just the three of us.

When I woke up Jasper was watching Jason sleep on his nursery pillow. I sat down next to him and joined him in the task of observing the beautiful creature that had our hearts wrapped around his tiny fist. Seeing him so concentrated with Jason my mind wandered to Edward. He was so emotional about Jason, I never fully understood why. I did get that Jason was captivating but he just looked so vulnerable whenever he had Jason with him. He cried openly once sobbing and all and that's when I dared ask Jasper about. The story was something that I would have never think possible and I felt my heart break a little for him and his family.

Edward and Jasper were friends sice diapers.

Esme was a friend of Jasper's mom since they were in college where they studied together. Jasper's mom, Anna Elizabeth already was with her high-school sweat-heart when Esme had met Surgeon Major Carlisle Cullen. Five years later Esme married Carlisle and Anna married John Whitlock just two years after. Only a year later Anna had found out she was pregnant as if it was planned Esme also found out she was pregnant four months after.

On June 15th 1987 Anna gave birth to a blond boy she named Jasper Andrew Whitlock. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen was born July 28th of that same year. While Jasper was perfectly healthy, Edward had been premature and Esme spent five months visiting her son in the hospital before he finally got healthy was released. Jasper and Edward spent every day togther. First steps, First words, you name it they did it together.

As they grew Anna and John had their hands full with naughty Jasper. Esme's enormous heart however wanted to share love with another one. She loved Edward more than he could ask for but she wanted to have another baby, So she tried. Years passed and nothing happened. Doctors said everything was normal and maybe it was a thing of luck

When Jasper and Edward were in their third year of High-School Esme finally got pregnant. The pregnancy was dangerous because she was over forty but she took every care possible and obeyed the Doctor without questioning. Finally after years in the making Elissa Cullen was born in January 26th 2003. She like Edward was very sick when she was born and Esme prepared to spent the following months balancing the hospital and her rebellious teenage son.

Edward was nuts about his sister. He visited her with Jasper every single day after school. He told me that she was so tiny that she almost fit into his fist. Elissa was born three moths early and hadn't developed her lungs well and was in the desperate need of gaining some weight. For weeks she gained weight and grew. Everything pointed to her being home sooner than expected.

On May Edward and Jasper were packing their things ready to escape to Florida for the summer. Just minutes before they left they received the call that no one was expecting. Baby Elissa had caught a cold in the hospital and was in bad condition oxygen was attached to her frail lungs and various Iv's through her tiny arms. That same afternoon the Doctor delivered the tragic news. She had died, Esme's daughter' Edward's sister, an innocent four month old hearts stopped beating because of a simple cold.

Their plans were cancelled and all plans of being happy and celebrating the summer went trough the window. Esme fell into a depression and Edward became more rebellious. His grades dropped and he even tried suicide only to have Jasper stop him. He met Bella that year and little by little though not replacing she started filling the empty void that was in his heart.

When Bella informed Edward about her missing period he was hopeful that she was pregnant. He wanted to bring Esme happiness by bringing her someone to love, someone she could pour her heart to just like she had to him. Bella got her period a week after and even if he didn't admit he was a little disappointed.

My pregnancy was the little ray of hope that he had. He would often ask about me ordering me what to do and not to do, He wanted nothing more than to keep me safe because by doing so he felt he was making up for not protecting his sister. Jason was born only one day after and it brought sour memories to the whole family, but it also brought the hope that this was going to be different and he was going to grow and go to college.

I knew then that my little boy would be spoiled and smiled to myself as he was now fully awake a small smile at the corner of his lips. He stared at me concentrated on my features as he always did. Jasper placed his head in my shoulders and wrapped his arms around me.

"Why does he stare at me so much?" I asked not being able to help it.

"Well, he realizes that you were the one that sang to him or maybe he's just dazzled by how incredible gorgeous you are."

I can't help but to be happy about what tomorrow means. Bella and Edward were getting married and walking to a happily ever after hopefully. Tomorrow may be the day Jasper confesses his feelings for me. Soon it could be the day Jason takes his first steps, the first time he calls me Mama or the first time he calls Jasper Papa. Tomorrow I don't

Esme married Carlisle and Anna married John Whitlock just two years after. Only a year later Anna had found out she was pregnant as if it was planned Esme also found out she was pregnant four months after.

On June 15th 1987 Anna gave birth to a blond boy she named Jasper Andrew Whitlock. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen was born July 28th of that same year. While Jasper was perfectly healthy, Edward had been premature and Esme spent five months visiting her son in the hospital before he finally got healthy was released. Jasper and Edward spent every day togther. First steps, First words, you name it they did it together.

As they grew Anna and John had their hands full with naughty Jasper. Esme's enormous heart however wanted to share love with another one. She loved Edward more than he could ask for but she wanted to have another baby, So she tried. Years passed and nothing happened. Doctors said everything was normal and maybe it was a thing of luck. Edward was happy being an only child but he also expressed interest in looking after a brother or a sister.

When Jasper and Edward were in their third year of High-School Esme finally got pregnant. The pregnancy was dangerous because she was over forty but she took every care possible and obeyed the Doctor without questioning. Finally after years in the making Elissa Cullen was born in January 26th 2003. She like Edward was very sick when she was born and Esme prepared to spent the following months balancing the hospital and her rebellious teenage son.

Edward was nuts about his sister. He visited her with Jasper every single day after school. He told me that she was so tiny that she almost fit into his fist. Elissa was born three moths early and hadn't developed her lungs well and was in the desperate need of gaining some weight. For weeks she gained weight and grew. Everything pointed to her being home sooner than expected.

On May Edward and Jasper were packing their things ready to escape to Florida for the summer. Just minutes before they left they received the call that no one was expecting. Baby Elissa had caught a cold in the hospital and was in bad condition oxygen was attached to her frail lungs and various Iv's through her tiny arms. That same afternoon the Doctor delivered the tragic news. She had died, Esme's daughter' Edward's sister, an innocent four month old hearts stopped beating because of a simple cold.

Their plans were cancelled and all plans of being happy and celebrating the summer went trough the window. Esme fell into a depression and Edward became more rebelious. His grades dropped and he even tried suicide only to have Jasper stop him. He met Bella that year and little by little though not replacing she started filling the empty void that was in his heart.

When Bella informed Edward about her missing period he was hopeful that she was pregnant. He wanted to bring Esme happiness by bringing her someone to love, someone she could pour her heart to just like she had to him. Bella got her period a week after and even if he didn't admit he was a little disappointed.

My pregnancy was the little ray of hope that he had. He would often ask about me ordering me what to do and not to do, He wanted nothing more than to keep me safe because by doing so he felt he was making up for not protecting his sister. Jason was born only one day after and it brought sour memories to the whole family, but it also brought the hope that this was going to be different and he was going to grow and go to college.

I knew then that my little boy would be spoiled and smiled to myself as he was now fully awake a small smile at the corner of his lips. He stared at me concentrated on my features as he always did. Jasper placed his head in my shoulders and wrapped his arms around me.

"Why does he stare at me so much?" I asked not being able to help it.

"Well, he realizes that you were the one that sang to him or maybe he's just dazzled by how incredible gorgeous you are."

I can't help but to be happy about what tomorrow means. Bella and Edward were getting married and walking to a happily ever after hopefully. Tomorrow may be the day Jasper confesses his feelings for me. Soon it could be the day Jason takes his first steps, the first time he calls me Mama or the first time he calls Jasper Papa. Tomorrow I don't know what will happen but I do know that I can't wait for it because I have the family anybody would ask for, The friends anybody would ask for and most of all I have the two weights that balance my life and while their my sides I know I'm their center.


Looong Chapter. Im sorry for any grammar errors I tried to fix as much as I could. Sashia I hope this answered your question. I saw eclipse The movie wasn't what I expected but the Jalice scenes were so cute I like the one when they looked at each other in the school when she's having a vision Not to mention when she pecked him after jumping in his back, Awwww. Anyway tell me what you think about the movie or about the Chapter, Take Care! Off to see the World Cup, Vamos Furia Roja!