Chapter 4 - All Wrong

Bella's POV:

That night Jacob insisted that we joined him and some of the richest people on the ship for dinner. And of course mother spoke once again for all of us; I just wish that she would let us live our own lives but I knew that would never happen.

I found myself staring directly at those brown eyes; whose were they? Alice's? no; they were mine. I was brought back to reality when Alice; came through the door. Something wasn't right. I didn't feel right; Alice was blabbering on about a young handsome man she met in the corridor; love was beaming off of her.

It wasn't like my love for Jacob was something wrong with me? Was I missing something? I don't know why but I just started to question myself then stopped remembering what mother always told us.

'never question anything; we are women; we do as we are told'

her words rang in my head. I was cut of by the sound of Alice's voice;

"Bella; I want to see him again"

she whispered so softly and she looked around the room.

"Alice; go and find him then; I'm sure mother will love him"

her face was now fitted with a frown. I started to slowly brush my hair still keeping an eye on Alice.

"She doesn't"

I looked at her confused; how would she know that?

"Bella; he's in 3rd class"

I starred at her in shock; I couldn't get my mouth to talk.

"Alice; you can't mother…"

I couldn't continue just imagining what mother would do to Alice was unbearable; she was now at my side tears escaped her eyes.

"I don't care what class he's in I think I … I think I love him"

how could I argue with her? I was always the one who told her love was a blessing and of course mother told her the complete opposite.

"Go"

I whispered in her ear; she now starred at me in shock I just nodded at her.

"Bella; your more wonderful than an angel"

she got up and hugged me tightly; she nearly ran out of the door. It brought a single tear to my eye; I quickly wiped it away and straightened out my dress. Making my way to dinner; where my future 's POV:She was still on my mind; she never left it. I drew from my heart where she was; I was starring at her eyes on the page; those beautiful brown eyes. Her scent was so mouth watering but there was something inside me that wanted to keep her from harm; to protect her at all costs. In all of my existence I've never felt this way towards a vampire or human before.

"Edward; your drawings are amazing; so life like"

I looked up to find Jazz standing there.

"Thanks Jazz"

he took a seat next to me and he starred at the stars; there was silence; I blocked out his thoughts not wanting to be rude.

"Edward do you think it's possible to fall in love with a human?"

Wait what? Surely he didn't know that I; well did I really feel that way towards her? I just shrugged in response. Jasper went into a daze;

'I think I love him; no I do love him I love jasper'

I quickly looked up to find a young lady pacing up and down on the other side of the deck. She had short brown spiky hair and was small she reminded me of a pixie. Obviously in 1st class. She looked at me; I starred at her she had the same eyes as… her.

'Should I go over there?'

she stared to deliberate with herself I breathed in; I looked back at my drawing but I looked up I was no longer looking at my sketch I was looking straight at her. I looked closely; she had tears down her cheeks; something inside me made me furious what had hurt her? Why was I feeling like this? She raced off towards the back of the ship and I followed after without thinking.