Chapter 11 – The Heart Of the Ocean

sorry gonna keep u all waiting for Alice sorry but Bella And Jasper needs to be explained

Jasper's POV:

It was so hard to let Alice go; it broke my heart I needed her by my side she was my soul; I had tried so many times to go and see Alice but Emmett had to restrain me form going after her. Every time I thought about Alice with him; anger filled my body. Just him being close to her.

"Jasper; we need to talk about Miss Swan"

My concentration was broken by Carlisle; I looked up at him and nodded slightly. I knew what he wanted to talk about it was probably about her becoming one of us.

"I don't know what to do Carlisle; I love her and she's obviously seen it but I'm… I'm scared"

I didn't realize how open I was being with him; He placed one hand on my shoulder and gave me a comforting smile.

"We'll Think of something Jasper"

I nodded and he went over to Esme; someday that could be me and Alice. How I wished that day was

Bella's POV:

Alice excused herself to her room; I was left alone with Jacob. I sat facing the mirror on the dresser; he came behind me with a blue box in his hands. There was something in his eyes that made me feel uncomfortable.

"Isabella I was going to save this until after the wedding but I thought now would be a great time"

He slowly opened the box and I gasped. There was a huge blue stone set in a silver necklace it was beautiful. He traced his fingers over it; then I noticed that in the chain there were small diamonds it must of cost a fortune but that's what Jacob did; he spent money like it was nothing. I was speechless.

"Jacob… how?"

I starred at him in amazement; he flashed his pearly white teeth at me; I couldn't help but smile back; but I was disappointed; it wasn't the smile I wanted to see I wanted the crooked smile that made my heart skip a beat. Where was it? Wait hold on what was I thinking?

"I want you to wear it to the grand feast tomorrow evening; please?"

I just nodded as I continued to stare at the necklace; he swiftly took it out of the box and placed it around my bare was clod against my skin; but it felt soothing it felt kissed my cheek then moved to my lips; but I knew he wanted more I'd never give it to him.I pulled away before things became too involved.

"Isabella; where did u disappear too after dinner?"

He asked softly; a tear ran down my cheek. I couldn't tell him the real reason he'd go and tell mother I wouldn't let that happen.

"I was walking along the deck getting some fresh air when I slipped I could have been killed if it wasn't for Edward Cullen; he saved me Jacob he pulled me to safety"

Anger filled his eyes as I mentioned Edward's name but then once I had told him the whole story he clamed down he didn't speak though.

"Jacob I invited him to the feast tomorrow night; to say thank you"

He nodded but he was thinking deeply about something; then pulled me close to him.

"Thank god you're safe Bella; of course it's only reasonable that you invite him"

I kissed his cheek then he left; without a word. I wanted his cheek to be ice cold and hard just like Edward's but it wasn't it was warm and soft. I sat there awkwardly in front of the mirror; my mind way saying yes I wanted this with Jacob but my heart was saying no.

I sat there silently starring at the necklace; I couldn't move.

I grabbed the necklace from my neck leaving it bare and threw it towards the other end of the room. I buried my head into my arms; why did this happen to me? Why couldn't I just run away?

The time passed too quickly; eventually I slowly got up and headed towards the necklace. I crouched down and picked it up. As I touched it; coldness raced across my fingers, a smile spread on my face.I paced back and placed it in the blue box Jacob had brought it in; I went straight towards the vault Jacob had installed and placed it inside.

I looked at the clock I should be getting sleep but not with this on my mind.I brushed through my hair to keep my mind off things something moved outside; I left the brush on the dresser and made my way to the door. There was nothing outside; I walked along the corridor still nothing.

I was just about to head back towards my room when I heard another noise.

I stopped and stared at the door to my right it had number on it; I slowly touched the door froze more noises came from the inside; I quickly opened the door to find something I'd never ever thought I'd see.

No one should see so I quickly stepped in and shut the door quietly behind me; thankfully no one heard or saw me because it was too dark.

I took a breath and made myself known.