Chapter 13 – Mistakes Or Just Life?

Edward's POV:

Jasper's thoughts were all about Alice; he was so worried about leaving her with James. She wasn't so keen either. Instead of listening to my families thoughts my mind was wandering over Bella Swan. Why couldn't I read her mind? I could read Alice's fine, maybe she had a gift like Alice.

I was still amazed at Alice for what she had seen. She could really see into the future and past. The image that most irritated me was the one of me and my family in a small town; Jasper stood Next To Alice everyone had a mate except me, did this mean I had not a single drop of hope with Bella?

Emmett had to stop Jazz from leaving the room several times; I peeked into Jazz's mind and I've never seen him so frustrated and so angry at once before.

'Dude Jazz is going mental! I thought I'd be the first one to go mental but dude I was SOOO wrong'

He looked at me with a huge smile on his face typical Emmett; he continued to talk to me through his thoughts.

'Maybe you and Bellsie could cook up; Eddie and Bellsie sitting In A tree cooking up!'

I looked at him confused cook? Maybe Rose dropped him on his head before she changed him; I laughed quietly under my breath too low for Emmett to hear. Carlisle heard it though and looked at me questionly, I just shrugged at him. Emmett literally danced around the room humming puppy love out loud. I was almost on the floor laughing; Rose was just glaring at him. Jasper was just well there was no way to describe him he was lifeless.

"Jasper?"

He didn't turn around he just stayed watching the door; Emmett stopped dancing and walked over to him; he sat in his lap and started making kissing facing at Jazz. Esme was now on the floor laughing it was nice to see her laugh; I let out a small laugh but I was too concerned about Jazz.

"I'll be your Alice Jazzie Bear"

Jasper growled and stormed outside; I gave Emmett a 'stay away' look. I followed Jasper out to find him walking along the corridor.

"Jasper What's wrong?"

"Edward it's Alice; I feel like she's in trouble I need to make sure she's safe I don't know how but I can feel her inside me"

I just nodded and continued to walk with Jasper; I picked up Alice's scent along with James's. We started to run; I was sure that I could hear her thoughts.

'I'm going to die; I love you Jasper Hale wherever you are'

This made me furious; I followed her scent and burst through a door not caring. Jazz was furious; he growled deeply then pounced on James who was hovering over Alice; Jasper started to fight I'd never seen him like this ever. I was about to go and help destroy James when I looked over at Alice she had bruises all over her body what had he done to her?

I rushed to look at her; she had blood coming from her heard it was causing me pain not to kill her but I controlled the monster within. I was hovering making sure that she was okay when I heard a gasp behind me I turned to find my Bella.

"Edward?"

Her words were filled with pain; I've caused my Bella pain. I hated myself for it.

"How could…. Why? Edward?"

A single tear escaped her eye; how could someone change your life like this? I wanted to go and wrap my arms around her and tell her everything was okay.

'Comfort her please Edward'

I looked at Alice and nodded slightly. I stopped hovering and slowly headed towards her. She stepped back defensively so her back was against the door; Alice saw Bella's reaction and tried to push herself up, she just fell back to the floor.

Jasper had warned James to stay away and he was now at Alice's side helping her up. Bella starred at them then started to shout at Jasper

"Stay away from her!"

me, Alice and Jasper starred at her shocked. Bella ran passed me avoiding me as much as possible and straight to Alice; she took her off of Jasper's grasp then she turned and Alice stared at her confused.

"Bella! What are you doing?"

"Alice; what did they do to you? Come on let's get you seen by a doctor"

'Did she really think? They could never hurt me never.'

Alice stood there frozen shock filled her face.

"Bella; Jasper or Edward would never hurt me… it was…"

She just couldn't finish the sentence. Bella then looked at me with apologizing eyes; Alice couldn't take it she slowly ran out of the room with Jasper behind her; leaving me and Bella alone. Bella was in deep thought then started to boil with anger. She figured it out that it was James; I knew she would try and kill him but end up getting killed herself I could never let that happen. She was about to storm out but I grabbed her arm; she turned and I couldn't help but melt into those beautiful brown eyes. She finally spoke softly.

"Was it him? Was it James?"

She looked up and I slightly nodded; her legs crumbled underneath her she looked like she was beating herself up inside.

"Edward, I'm so sorry…"

I stopped her half sentence; I could never get angry at my Bella; I was now at her side. I wanted to hold her so badly. I helped her up and she turned to face me, she suddenly took a step closer to me without thinking I copied her move.
Slowly and slowly I seemed to be getting closer.

Her breath brushed my cheeks with soothing Warmth; I could taste
Her beautiful sweet breath inches away from me.
We moved so we were so close to each other; I kissed her cheek and moved away. She sighed obviously annoyed. What had I just done?

I turned back to face and grabbed her face in my hands; I pressed my cold lips against her warm ones. Electricity was flowing through us; I couldn't help but want more but I couldn't. so I let go as she gasped for air.

Now I Knew what I wanted, I wanted Bella. I wanted her forever.

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