Chapter 24 - Goodbye Forever
Bella's POV:
I giggled into his ear, he turned around quickly and pressed his lips to mine, he didn't want to waste a single second. He pulled himself through the open window, never breaking the kiss. It became more passionate every second. I never wanted it to end; but I had to breath at some point.
He seemed like he was making himself do this, I wanted him to be happy about this. I broke away and he seemed heart broken.
"Edward? Is this what you want?"
He looked into my eyes like I had just shot him or something. I laid on his chest taking in his beautiful smell. He sighed heavily then placed one finger underneath my chin he pulled my face up so I was looking into his golden eyes.
"Bella; I've never been more sure than anything in my life; you are my life now"
"Edward will you touch me?"
(IM NOT BEING PERVY OR ANYTHING IT'S A LINE FROM TITANIC!)
I took his hand and placed it over my heart; he slowly traced it down and down until he had a hold of my hip, electricity was running through me at very touch. I couldn't stop the urge to kiss him once again. This kiss was the most passionate kiss ever, that's when I decided to start undressing him; I managed to take off his jacket and shirt.
He stopped; I thought he was going to put his clothes back on and leave but instead what looked like an evil smile spread across his lips. He dived on top of me continuing the kiss, he reached for the buttons on my dress but hesitated. I managed to whisper
"Please do it"
with that he basically ripped my dress off of me and I did the same with his trousers, he made sweet love to me. After a while the car became hot and stuffy but I didn't mind. Edward stopped suddenly. I took a moment to study his body; his muscles were so ripped but his eyes were just mesmerizing.
"Someone is coming"
I quickly looked around the small area for my underwear, dress and corset. I found my underwear first; I managed to find my corset but I couldn't't find my dress. Edward chucked it to me; I quickly slipped it on as I turned around Edward was fully dressed; he came over and helped me with the buttons.
He got out of the car first then helped me down; then I head the door unlock. Edward grabbed my hand and once again we started running. I couldn't contain myself from not laughing neither could Edward.
Alice's POV:
The pain was unbearable but I kept reminding myself that Carlisle had asked me not to scream. Jasper's voice was always there never leaving my side; but the one person I wanted by my side could never know about this life NEVER!
Bella's POV:
We Carried on running until we were on the top deck; I had never had this much fun in my entire life; Edward kissed me once again, I didn't't have a care in the world whenever our lips met. Edward froze then stared no more like glared out towards the middle of the Atlantic.
"Edward what's…"
That's when I saw it; the huge iceberg. it came into sight quickly; the boat was heading straight towards it. We were going to die; as the boat got closer and closer the more scared I got. I grabbed hold of Edward's hand and held it tightly waiting for the impact to come soon.
I noticed the boat slightly turning to the left; maybe just maybe we were going to doge it. Edward pulled me into his chest; while murmuring something to himself.
I watched as the ship tried to slip past the iceberg; it was partly successful. The ship hit the left side of the frozen block of ice, large pieces of ice splattered all over the deck as the boat tried to continue to pass the iceberg. I went out to touch it but Edward had a firm grip on me. The boat shuddered and came to a sudden stop; what the hell was going on?
"Bella; lets go"
"Edward; Alice I have no clue where she is she could get hurt"
I tried to loosen Edward's grip on me so I could try and look for her but he didn't budge one bit.
"Alice will be fine; trust me please Bella can we just go?"
I slowly nodded looking back at the ice; Edward didn't let go once; he probably thought I was going to run away from him to look for Alice. It brought a tear to my eye; he stopped then looked at me with an apologetic face, he wiped the tear away then kissed me forehead.
"I'm sorry Bella"
"It's not your fault, we should at least go and tell mother and Jacob"
Edward was silent he just nodded; he knew something, I could tell. We walked into 1st class hand in hand; hardly anyone was about. James meet us in the corridor; he was being oddly friendly to Edward.
"Miss Swan; Mr Black and your mother are waiting for you in the living area"
I nodded and hand in hand me and Edward entered my room; to find mother and Jacob not alone. There was an officer; Jacob looked mad as hell. Mother glared a mine and Edward's hands then at me.
"Search him!"
Jacob screamed at the officer; James pulled Edward away from me while the officer started searching him.
"Jacob; what the hell is gong on?"
"I've Been Robbed!"
"Edward has been with me this is obscured!"
That's when the officer pulled out the heart of the ocean from Edward's pocket. I looked at him shocked it couldn't't be true. He just wanted the money.
"What?! Bella no I didn't do this please believe me this was him"
James and the officer dragged him out of the room; Edward didn't love me he just wanted the money. Jacob wrapped his warm arms around my waist; then started to kiss my neck.
"Bella I love you"
They were the last words I heard; then Edward was gone. Mother left soon after I was left alone with Jacob. As soon as the door was shut he spun me around and stared shouting in my face.
"I HOPE YOU HAD FUN;WITH IT!"
"Yes The Most fun I've ever had, It has a name He's Called Edward!"
"YOUR NY FIANCEE NOT HIS LITTLE W*ORE!"
"I'd rather be his w*ore than your WIFE!"
He slapped my straight across the face; the tears soon followed. Just then our personal butler came in.
"Sir the captain has ordered everyone to put there life jackets on and make your way to the top deck"
"NOT NOW!"
Jacob shouted back.
"I'm Sorry Sir but it's the captain's strict orders; now I recommend that you put something warm on it's rather cold outside"
The butler saw I was crying and came to my side.
"Don't worry Miss I'm sue it's just a precaution everything will be aright"
Jacob left the room; I could do nothing but grab my coat and follow. I was empty now; there was nothing left; the two parts of me had gone.
When I reached the great hall; I noticed everyone was either moaning or gossiping. I went and stood with Father, Mother, Jacob and Lord Newton who was with Lady Stanley.
I had no idea what they were talking about; I was too busy looking around for Mr Andrews, He must know what is going on.
"Mr Andrews"
I cried out to try and stop him form reaching the stair; he stopped and turned. His face was filled with grim and sadness
"Please don't lie to me; I saw the iceberg what is going on Mr Andrews?
He took a deep breath then took me to a side of the hall.
"Bella; I don't want to be the start of a massive up roar, but the boat is sinking in about an hour or two all his will be at he bottom of the Atlantic; promise me something, you'll find Alice and both of you get straight to a boat you remember what I told you about the boats Bella?"
"There are only enough for not even half the people on this boat"
He just nodded.
"Please promise me you'll do that"
"I promise"
Mr Andrews hurried up the stairs as the crew opened the doors directing everybody out. They stared calling out for women and children only; I needed to find Alice, I was about to run back to go and search but Jacob stopped me.
"Bella get into the boat"
"Now let the seating be according to class"
My mother was acting like her usual self; she had no idea that some people had hours to live.
"O mother will you shut up! there are not enough boats not even by half; half of these people aboard are going to die"
She looked at me shocked I had enough! I didn't give a care anymore.
"Come on Renee 1st class are right up here"
Molly helped mother get into the boat.
"You know I wished I had kept that drawing now would have been worth something by sunrise"
Jacob whispered into my left ear, I spun around to find him with a smirk on his face. I slapped it right off of his face.
"you ungrateful bas*ard"
"Bella get into the boat"
"Come on Bella; there's plenty of room"
I looked around and noticed that none of the Cullen's was around.
'Where are they? everyone else is out here'
I thought to myself.
I couldn't just stand here I had to go and find the Cullen's and tell them what was going on they needed to get off this boat as well. I needed to go and find my sister Alice I couldn't let her die, she was my best friend and if anything happened to her, I couldn't live with that, I promised to protect her until the day I die.
"Goodbye Mother"
I walked away from the boat; she kept on screaming my name but I didn't turn back no I had to do this. Jacob grabbed my arm.
"Bella; you'll give it up all for him!"
"Any day!"
I spat in his face and ran; I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. Before I did anything I needed Edward.
"Mr Andrews!"
I called as he turned the corner; I rushed towards him. he looked at me shocked.
"Bella what are you doing?"
"I need to find Edward please help me Mr Andrews; I'll find him with or without your help but it will be quicker with your help"
He breathed in slightly then let out a big sigh.
"Go to the elevators; go straight down, come out and you'll find a corridor go left and carry all the way down take a right then go through the white door take another right then you'll find some cells but there are 30 cells between three levels; there are stairs nearest the end cell. He will be in one of them hurry Bella you don't have much time"
I quickly thanked him and followed every direction perfectly.
As I headed down to the cells where they were keeping my Edward, hold up wait a minute did I just say my Edward?
I Searched all the cells from top to bottom and I still couldn't find him. Where could he be ??
He could off gotten out of here surely, no one knew he was down her except all people that was in the room at the time. I couldn't stop searching I couldn't give up.
So I kept on looking there was one more level but that was right at the bottom of the boat and I knew they would put him all the way down there, but were talking about JACOB n his jealousy and he would do anything to keep me away from Edward.
As I made my way down to the bottom cells I felt water around my ankles, but this wouldn't stop me, if he was going to die I am going to die with him and in his arms.
The water kept on rising I started to scream his name but no response; a small part of me was saying hat he was dead, but I wouldn't believe it I had to continue to look for him, I wasn't giving up I couldn't give up.
It was getting harder to move my feet in the water I looked down to see how far was up to now and it was just getting above my knee's, the water was freezing my teeth started to chatter but I continued to search for him.
I kept on pushing my feet through the water's searching every cell but there was not luck Edward wasn't in any of them. There was a rumbling noise coming from the white door opposite me; suddenly the door burst open and a huge wave of water came crashing in.
"BELLA!"
Was the last word I heard. I woke up to find my angel above me; I was dead, I just knew it.
"Thank god your alive"
I was alive? we were in what looked like my room, he picked me up then started running; my eyes flew open. People were running and screaming all around us.
"We need to get you to a boat"
"No! I'm never leaving your side again Edward"
He sighed then put me on my own two feet;
"Bella your so stubborn"
"Edward what about your family and Alice?"
"There all dead Bella"
Tears took over me; he pulled me into a hug.
"Please Bella get into a boat"
"No!"
I stormed off in the opposite direction; he caught up with me easily. That's when the boat shook several times. The boat started to tilt at once side; to be honest I was terrified. I didn't have a clue if me and Edward were going to survive. All you could hear was women crying for there loved ones; children crying for there father's. Tomorrow was going to be a terrible day to come for all those who survive the night.
"We need to get to stable ground Bella; if you have any chance of surviving"
Wait did he just say if I have any chance of surviving? did he know he was going to die was he going to kill himself? I would never let him ever!
Every second being together mattered; any one of them could be our last. I noticed everyone was now running towards the back of the boat as the front was tiling badly.
He gave me a passionate kiss then pulled me towards everyone else. He shoved and pushed past people; he never let go once. I looked around and I swore I just saw one of Edward's brothers. That didn't matter right now; no one would stop screaming the air was consonantly filled with them.
I couldn't get over the fact Alice was dead; she took a part of me with her. As we were running I consonantly looked around me; a bunch of people were sat in front of the minister praying to god; others were jumping off of the sides of the sinking boat, But many were falling to there deaths. I kept a firm grip on Edward; as he continued to make his way to the back of the boat.
If I did survive I'd never ever forget this night; I knew it would haunt me forever in life or death.
The lights suddenly turned off; it was pitch black as the night sky and the freezing water below it. Edward pulled me onto the railings; the boat was almost vertical. People's screams were becoming more pained. that's when I slipped I screamed but someone caught me I looked up to find Edward pulling me to him.
"I'll never let you go Bella Never"
He kissed me as if he was sorry for something. The boat was almost completely under; I was so scared I was shaking. I wanted to believe this wasn't happening but it was.
"Edward; I've always loved you right from the very moment I set eyes on you"
"Bella; you have turned my world upside down; I love you now and forever; I'm sorry"
What was he sorry for? the boat was so close to the water now I was just waiting for the impact. I snuggled into Edward's chest hoping it would be fast and painless. He pulled my face to his we shared a kiss but then he moved down to my neck. I let out a piercing scream as something tore into my neck.
Edward's POV:
I did it I poured as much venom as I could into her system; she fainted into my arms; I kept a firm grasp on her. I looked forward the boat was going under. I wrapped her around me and readied myself she was going to survive.
The boat hit the water at high speed; the boat sucked me and Bella under. I kicked as hard as I could to reach the surface, my vampire strength was no use at all.
Trying to keep a grasp on Bella, but a wave hit me, my hand let go of Bella's I tried to reach for hers but it was gone she was gone…..
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