Chapter 31 – My Fate Is Doomed...

Bella's POV:

The hand turned me to face the owner, I couldn't help but gasp. No, no, no this could not be happening. I tried to wriggle out of their grasp, but it was no use they was too strong.

I wanted to wake up, I wanted to wake up from this terrible nightmare, I just wanted to wake up in my bed on the boat with my angel beside me.

His grip got tighter; it felt like the circulation of blood through my body would be cut off at any moment, what was happing to me? He snickered, then suddenly his hands took a hold of mine, my breathing became ragged. His skin wasn't warm like it usually was, it was freezing and it sent chilling sensations down my spine.

I was scared, what was he going to do to me? No! This couldn't be real.

"It can't be real; this is all just a dream"

I repeated this over several times, barely above a whisper; his smile got wider and became smugger.

"That's not very nice now is it Isabella, your mother taught you better"

I tried harder to wriggle out of his grasp, he just pulled me in instead, my lips were forced to crush his, and the kiss was dead there was nothing there. It brought a tear to my eye this just made me miss Edward's lips even more.

A single tear escaped my eye, how I missed Alice, how I missed Edward. He pealed himself off of me and looked straight into my eyes, his were full of hunger and lust.

It scared me, they were crimson red it made me want to scream but I just knew there was no point. My eyes were no longer on him but the person who emerged from the trees behind him; a growl erupted from the back of my throat.

I stopped suddenly, just only noticing what I had done.

"Jacob, let her go"

His voice was actually filed with worry, another growl erupted from the back of my throat, I was truly scaring myself.

"NO! She's mine!"

Jacob's growl however was bone chilling, I was too scared to do anything, even breath.

"Jacob, remember what we talked about. She's not a full one, she's only half, and you're hurting her Jacob"

Jacob finally let go, I gazed at my arms where Jacob's arms were, there was small bruises starting to appear.

I looked back up to find both of them right in front of me, I jumped back Jacob just stared at me, he wanted something. He wanted me. It was in his eyes, those blood curling; crimson red eyes.

"Isabella you might be wondering what is happening; I'm going to help you okay"

"No! I shall never trust you James! What you did to my sister was unforgiveable"

I spat back, there was no way I was going to stay here any longer. I turned about to continue running towards the clearing but that same cold firm hand grabbed mine.

It pulled me back vigorously; I let out a cry of pain as my body was flung onto the grass on the opposite side of the field.

"JACOB!"

James's voice, sounded close but my eyes would not open for me to see where exactly he was. That's when the crashing sound of boulders started, it was worse than the sound of thunder.

I had to force my eyes open, as I looked upon the field I saw two blurs which were James and Jacob, they were fighting, this was an advantage, I could run.

However my legs had other plans, it was as if they were stuck to the floor, why didn't I run?

I could see every punch, every move that both of them made, Jacob grabbed James by the neck and basically threw him through the forest surrounding us. I gave out a small gasp, Jacob's head shot straight up ten found me in an instant.

He was stood by me in a matter of seconds; he reached his hand out and softly brushed against my cheek.

"You and me forever Isabella, there's no one left just me you and James, you'll stay with me, you will love me do you hear me?!"

My head slightly nodded, I couldn't express how scared I was to make him angry in any way, just like earlier he forced my lips to crush his.

Jacob stopped after a few moments; he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards where he had thrown James.

I looked around to find James, coming slowly towards us. He nodded slightly at Jacob then turned to me.

"Bella, don't get scared but what I am about to tell you is completely true, 4 days ago the ship sunk, only a few were aloud on to the life boats, most of them survived. However everyone who didn't died that night, I changed Jacob just before it sunk. While swimming towards land I found you, I don't have a clue who injected the venom in you but you were changed too."

I froze, no, no, no, no; my Edward could not be dead. My father could not be dead, or Alice no my own sister dead. Tears fell and continued to fall from my eyes. My legs decided then and there to crumble beneath me.

"shh Isabella I have you"

I couldn't fight Jacob's arms around me, there was nothing living for, my soul my life was dead. My Edward was gone.

"You said changed? Changed into what?"

I managed to choke out.

"Vampire, I turned Jacob into a vampire, but you seem to be only half Vampire. The other half I think is still human a hybrid, something must of gone wrong within your transformation"

This was defiantly a dream, oh holy lord (sorry if anyone's religious) please please wake me now, please wake me from this dreaded nightmare.

"Vampires.... don't ... exist"

"Yes we do, two are standing before you right now"

"No, No, No"

I kept repeating; Jacob pulled me up from the ground and flung me across his back. He started to running faster than I would ever imagine.

I had no point of living, soon I would take my own life.

Okay Hopefully this is NOT confusing is it???? Anyways... Please comment : ) Thank you so much : )

Leanne