Leanne: I own Twilight!

*Edward Appears*

Edward: Tell The Nice people the truth Leanne

Leanne: This Is The Truth!

*Edward dazzles Leanne*

Leanne: Okay I don't own twilight! But I own this story Idea: P

Edward: Good Girl, now introduce the next chapter

Leanne: Urgh! Fine here is Chapter 34 -_-

Chapter 34 – No More

*Someone asked me what year it is for 10 years later it was 1922 but for this chapter I shall be going back 10 years and explain Bella's journey and where it is going to take her next. *

Bella's POV:

My life has and still is miserable.

I found myself once again with Jacob forcing his lips on to mine, I expected it. More than once he tried to push it further than just a kiss, but luckily my strength was able to push him off of me.

He dashed out of the room, locking it up behind him. I was trapped again, alone until he decided to return.

I sighed, the cracks where no longer filled with darkness but spotted with specs of light the sun had just risen. Another day not worth living, I tried several times to run away or even harm myself, even to try and kill myself but every time Jacob was too quick for me.

He was off hunting humans, he would never change. He would always be a monster no matter if he was human or vampire. I shuddered at the thought.

I was stuck in this small; warn out house I was supposed to call home.

I was still able to cry: to a certain extent, eat and sleep other than that I was a vampire; a monster.

As soon as James had left us to return to Italy Jacob went all controlling, not that he was before, but this was totally over board.

He would never let me go into a room that he wasn't in. I was locked in this room; until Jacob came back or was finished with his business.

Basically I was alone in the world, everyone who I had love, everyone I still love are all gone, I would never see them again.

I tried to escape once; a horrid memory. One I do not ever wish to remember, I still have the scars.

I held myself together trying to keep the whole in my chest; this is how I found myself every day, trying to keep the pieces together, the pain was the only reminder that he was real.

Something was calling me, I had no clue what it was, but something was out there screaming my name begging me to come.

I would try and block out any memories from that horrid night, that night I lost my heart. My Edward still has it. Where ever he may be.

Tears welded up in my eyes, Jacob had shown his true colours. They were the colours of hell, I know now that it was all just an act when I was normal. When I was human. The dust suddenly fell off of the half boarded up windows, the cause was the sound of the door crashing wide open.

Jacob was back. I squirmed into the corner opposite the small blanket I use as a bed. I kept my head in between my knees trying to cover my body as best I could.

Slowly the sound of footsteps grew closer and closer getting nearer as each step was taken.

At each step I shuddered also squirming an inch back into the corner, if it was even possible. They stopped, I didn't dare look up knowing that the devil was there himself.

"Isabella I'm home, ahh there's my darling fiancée"

I was no longer on the floor I was standing before him, my hands forced into his. There was nothing I could do to stop him, I was his prisoner.

"I brought you some food"

He snickered, he always did this to me, I knew I would be sick.

I reluctantly followed him into the 'living room' I held my breath, the salt and sweet smell made me want to pass out, I could not see how Jacob could feed on it. I just wanted to pass out.

A corpse was lying on the floor, where Jacob usually left 'my' meals, blood dripped covering the whole of the body, I swore I would never eat something like that ever.

"Only the best for my fiancée"

He turned, with once again a smug smile painted on his face. I wasn't just sick of the blood I was sick of him. I was sick of his smug smile, I was mostly sick of him pushing me around.

Something inside me was screaming, edging me to do something, anything needed to hurt him.

He took a step towards me, uncontrollably my hand suddenly came flying past me heading straight for Jacob, I knew what I was doing I punching Jacob straight in the face, to my amazement he was sent crashing beyond the wall.

I froze; I actually couldn't believe that I just did that, my legs started running, running out past the door, running straight into the forest. Never looking back.

I was so scared to stop, I didn't care where I was running too, in fact I had no idea where I was heading.

I noticed that my speed was decreasing ever so slowly. I needed to keep running, no matter what I just needed to keep running, my speed got slower and slower my breathing got heavier and heavier, my legs grew weaker and weaker.

The thing I needed to keep me going was no longer here, he was dead, but still alive in my heart. I thought that was going to be it, I thought that I would pass out there and then.

"Bella keep going. Please for me, just keep running!"

He was there stood right next to me, no it couldn't be. I blinked several times, no E...he couldn't be, I thought he was dead, no wait he is dead!

It's been 7 years since the disaster, he would be older than 17, he would! No he was still his pale godlike self. I blinked once more he was gone. He left me.

That's when my legs finally gave way. I tripped and fell face first but I didn't care.

"Please Bella, Keep moving don't give up Please Bella keep running!"

I looked up from under my lashes; he stood there before me once again. Was I Sane? Or was he truly there? My heart still somehow seemed to skip a beat as I looked into the glorious golden eyes.

"Edward"

A tear fell from the corner of my eye; He was here with me right now. He was here.

I reached out for him, but he just faded away, I was going mad. I picked myself up and Forced my feet to run, I didn't care what it needed but I was running once again on my route to anywhere and everywhere.