Chapter 41 – Please Remember – Part 2
Edward's POV:
Sitting and thinking, these were the single two things I did, it pained me to remember so every single minuet of each day, and I'm in constant pain. I killed her, the love of my existence dead. The drawings were absolutely breath taking, much better than my own. I kept it close to my heat never removing it.
I don't read minds no more, I've finally figured out to drown everything out. The family learned to leave me alone, Esme would now and again try to get me to move, Alice came in too sometimes. Nothing they could do could save me from the nothing that now consumed me.
I was now lifeless and soulless.
Another day was passing, another day gone, another day without her. I heard the door behind me open, yet I did not bother to turn or move in anyway what so ever. Laura's scent hit me, still I didn't move.
"Edward, please come downstairs"
Ignoring her totally I continued to stare out, my mind blank.
"Edward?"
More Silence, there was nothing on this earth, anymore, worth fighting for.
"How about moving?"
Nothing.
"urgh fine!"
I heard her mutter, then instantly something was missing, the drawing. I jumped up and growled after Laura, she was halfway downstairs by now, I ran at full speed. As I got into the front room I spotted Laura she hid behind Alec. Anger fumed within me.
"GIVE IT BACK NOW!"
I growled fiercely, Alec growled back at me. Anger kept rushing through me; it was the only thing of Bella I had left, no one had the right to touch it only me. Before I knew it I charged straight into Alec knocking him back into Laura.
*SMASH*
(A/N Imagine the New moon scene with Bella but instead Laura and Alec- And Fozzie He didn't walk into a wall)
"GIVE IT BACK!"
I growled once again, I was more than fuming now, it was the only thing I had of her left, I wasn't going to give up so easily, and I would defiantly put up more than a fight. I crouched, stalking forwards towards Laura who still held the drawing. The door burst open stopping me dead in my tracks.
"Edward?"
Her chocolate brown eyes, instantly hit me, the ones that were on my mind constantly were right there.
"GUYS I FOUND FLUFFY AND ELLIE!"
Everything was a blur but her, it was like she was glowing, the only thing for my eyes.
I heard Emmett bounce through the back door, but yet I concentrated on her, slowly her eyes turned towards him, I couldn't keep my eyes off of her, her beauty just glowed from her, was this true? Or was my mind just playing tricks with me?
"Oh Hey Bella. MOM! I FOUND MY TURTLES!"
I hardly noticed Rose, Esme and Carlisle enter the room, but they probably came to see what Em was going on about, of course they stopped frozen in their tracks too.
I found her eyes back on me; she looked scared and confused all I wanted to comfort her. She finally took a single step towards me, I copied her. I couldn't stand the air let alone the space between us. I quickly closed it.
The slight warmth of her body against mine relaxed me, I wrapped my arms around her to scared to let go, her scent washed around me, how good she felt in my arms, like they were only made for her. And suddenly my heart; it felt whole again. I heard small sobs coming from my chest; Bella was crying. I looked down at her placing a finger underneath her chin making her look at me.
"It's going to be fine love, I'm here, and I'll always be here"
"No. No. No. No!"
She stated to struggle in my arms, I broke my grasp and she backed away from me, then and there my heart was shattered, she's forgotten. Tears fell from her eyes. I noticed she was holding her chest almost like she was trying to keep herself together.
"I need to wake up, I can't do this anymore!"
Even more tears flew from her eyes, she dropped down to her knees, I wasn't going to stand here and do nothing I quickly sunk to her level sobs escaping from the back of my throat, I pulled her into a hug, that's when she started hitting my shoulder while shouting/ sort of screaming at me. I had done this to her. I was truly a monster.
"It's real... I'm here"
I held her closely, she moulded into my arms, and I wasn't ever going to let her go again. Never.
We stayed like this for a brief moment before she looked up at me, she studied my face as I did hers, and so beautiful it was breath taking. She placed her hands on my face stroking it.
"I know this is just one of my wild dreams, you're not here and they're not here... You all... dead"
She whispered ever so softly. I shook my head; even more tears fell from her eyes. I grabbed her head in my hands; damn I wasn't going to let her think is some sort of dream.
"Now you listen to me Isabella Marie Swan. I am here! You are here! We're all here! This is no type of dream."
Her eyes never moved from mine.
"Do you trust me?"
She nodded immediately.
"Then believe me when I say you're Here, I'm here"
Tears just over took her.
"Edward"
She just whispered and I had her in my arms instantly again.
HA! OMG HA! I Can't Beleive It... I DIDN'T LEAVE A CLIFFY! OMG! X D WOOOOOO To Be honest I Think I Should Rename Myself To The Cliffy Queen Something Like That ahahahahaahaha
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Much Love...
Leanne
OMG 9 DAYYYYS TILL ECLIPSE SPECIAL PRE VEIW SCREENING X D
