KM: Hello, It's me and I'm back... Well I'm a little late... but I am for almost everything!
Well for you guys...
Christmas break is now over and I am still in love with my sweet little temptation. I'm so happy he's committed to me, but I can't help but wonder after all, I mean he committed to me about a week and a half ago... I mean what if he's hanging out with someone else having a more fun time... or what if his dad found out about us and trapped him in... the closet!
"I've got to find out how he is doing right now!" I said to myself hysterically.
One fucking ring, two fucking rings, three fucking rings... pick up damnit
"... Sasuke... It's five in the morning you..." He yawned. "Dipshiii...t" he slurred with morning giving him a kick in the ass.
"Oh, I'm sorry; I just woke up so I thought it was a bit later."
"Whatev... Whaddya want... I had one steamy dream, and you woke me up."
"Why be sad when you're talking to real thing?" I said laughing.
"Wow... I'm dating a super sized bowl of miso ramen." He said.
"You were cheating on me in your dreams too?" Naruto laughed at the comment.
"That whole jealousy thing isn't cute."
I was tired truthfully, but as long as I knew that Naruto was safe or not cheating it didn't matter.
"Hey Naruto, wanna ditch classes today and chill at your house?" I asked him.
"Fine, but can you ditch... I mean can you take that hit to your grade, because I'm the dean's son... so yeah I'm fine."
'...He had a point...' I thought. 'Being an Uchiha can only get me so far. I'm positive my average is bordering between 80 and 70. I can afford to take one more hit to my grade... I guess.'
"Sure Naruto, I'll be right over..." I said quickly walking to my shower.
"... Sure..."
As I hung up the phone, I stepped into a warm shower for once, it was soothing and I let a sigh out of my mouth. The water warmed me on both the outside and inside. I never felt so happy, but I wanted more, I wanted to feel euphoric, absolutely fucking on cloud 9. But what on earth could make me so happy? I stepped outside my shower. And looked out of my window; it was a winter wonderland outside. It was white everywhere, nothing could hide from the onslaught of snow, and it was eternally peaceful, nothing could break my peace.
"SASUKE!"
Well... except that. As I turned around I saw Kaiba looking at me angrily.
"What is it now Kaori?" I asked not in the mood to talk to her.
"Sasuke! Stop ditching your classes." She said quietly.
I removed my towel in front of her and walked towards my dresser. She was completely unfazed by me.
"... I didn't know you cared, I'll keep that in mind." I said now pulling a pair of jeans over my boxers.
"...I don't... Itachi's very worried about you enough as it is." She said.
"So, I'm gonna just go to school get my degree and take over the family business." I said putting on my coat.
"Yeah, but I forgot to mention one thing... You have to pass you dingbat."
"... Get off my ass, Kaori." I said. "I'm not going to let Itachi down."
"... Whatever... I don't know why my Itachi-kins, even worries about you."
"...Itachi-kins?" I asked. "He lets you call him that?"
"... Well, no... But it's a cute nickname."
"No comment." I said walking out of my door and running down the steps.
I ran out the door and took the car from the garage and drove to Naruto's estate. I walked up to the large gates and spoke into the intercom, it was Naruto's voice. He opened up the gates and allowed me to pass through, walking to his door. When I finally made it, Naruto's personal maid, Iruka, answered the door and led me to his room.
I was greeted by Naruto wearing glasses, with an open silk shirt, light orange boxers and tons of cigarette butts in his ash tray, as he furiously typed on his laptop, while standing in front of a blank canvas...
"Wow, someone is stressed..." I said laughing at him.
"... Sasuke!" He jumped. "When did you get here?" He asked.
"Um, you answered the intercom, and opened the gates for me." I said.
"Oh that was you?" He said sheepishly.
"... Yes it was me you dumbass." I said feeling somewhat angry.
I just plopped down on his bed and stared at him as he lit another cigarette and typed some more while squeezing paint out into a tube.
"So Whatcha doing?" I asked him.
"Finishing up that stupid government paper..." He stopped. "By the way, how'd you finish it... so quickly?"
"Government paper? What government paper?" I asked.
"The one that counts for 50% of our grade, you twit." He said getting frustrated.
"Oh..."
"Sasuke, why have you been skipping your classes and not doing your assignments, huh?" He asked angrily.
I was like a deer caught in the headlights. "...Um, how do you know this?"
"I checked your academic files on the school registry. Your grades have been sucking ass, dude." He explained. "Kaori and Itachi kept asking if you were in any trouble at school."
I had nothing to say. Because in the end I ended up worrying Naruto instead of helping him; he looked at me with one of the most painful expressions. And suddenly took of his thick glasses, showing me his blue eyes filled with grief and worry.
"Sasuke, why have you been lying to me, I thought once we became committed you would share all your problems with me. It's not like I'm asking for fucking marriage or something." Naruto said.
"Naruto, I-"
"Save it, if you're gonna lie again!" He screamed at me.
After a long awkward silence, Naruto finally broke the ice, but with something unexpected... He was talking about his mother... A topic that has been avoided for as many times as I can remember, and he just started to tell me about her...
"Sasuke, you know my mom... Uzumaki Kushina, right?"
I just looked at him unaware if I should answer or just listen, so I chose the latter.
"She was a handful... a complete badass who did what she wanted when she wanted." He said smiling as he closed the laptop and thrusted it in my direction, and I understood that he wanted me to type the report. As I opened up the laptop, I opened a new page and started on my report.
"She wore her school uniform incorrectly, has been arrested and even got kicked out of some schools." He said while painting a profile of a head. "But no one really knew her. No one tried to get close to her, so she became leader of a gang."
"... Really?" I asked typing furiously on the keyboard.
"Yeah." He said smiling. He started to flesh in the painting. "Her group's name was called the Crimson visitors; because her motto was 'When ever I pay you a visit, I will make you bleed.' But that wasn't who she really was."
I watched as Naruto painted. His face was completely angelic, he smiled and his eyes sparkled brilliantly as he laid a stroke on the canvas. I saw a face on the head. It was a woman with emerald green eyes and lovely alabaster skin and a gentle smile.
"She was actually a genius, and had the skills to get somewhere in life... But my grandma told her the farthest she would ever go was how long she could spread her legs. No one else could help her. Then she met my father in her cesspool of a high school." He said frowning as he filled in some intricate and small details.
"He was a senior and was popular with everyone. But my father actually hated people and only hid behind a mask." He said while coloring the lips. "One day, he caught her outside smoking, on his prefect duty, and tried to talk to her."
I listened not even realizing I was halfway done with my report. "So what happened?"
"Well..." he continued. "She told him he was ugly."
"..."I stared at Naruto. "That was, um, unexpected."
"Yeah, I know." He chuckled. "So she said that he should just shut the fuck up and just smoke with her."
"He openly traded insults with her and at some point in life; he was slowly falling in love with her. But she was uncertain." He said while painting in long red hair and a green hair ornament.
"When he graduated and took over the school at age 23, she was 21 and still getting into fights on the street. Until one day she did something reckless and ran into a gang ambush, awaiting her death, but my father came to her rescue. She asked why would he waste his successful life on a whore like herself and he replied 'That if he was wasting his life on a whore would he have just risked his life for her." Naruto said.
"My mother became his wife in a whirlwind marriage, and became pregnant with me. They were in love, but then my dad became controlling, telling my mom what to wear, how to speak, and when to speak." He said sadly as he finished his painting. "She couldn't take it any more and left for America, and she took me with her. My dad didn't chase after me because he didn't want news of the family being broken up and mess with his reputation." He said setting down his palette and brush.
"I hate my father, he was the main reason I never committed to anything and why when something got too serious, I would drop it right away."
I looked at the picture, and the woman was abso-fucking-lutely gorgeous. Her silky long red hair gently flew behind her and her face had the gentlest of smiles I have ever seen.
"This was my mother." He smiled. "I always feel guilty when I looked at her... When I remembered all the crap I put her through."
"Where is she now?" I asked putting the final period at the end of my last statement.
"Touring all over the world; she realized she had a passion for photography, after meeting my first serious girlfriend, before I broke her heart." I cringed at the mentioning of his first ever girlfriend.
He took a painting out from the closet. Then he showed me a picture of a girl with neck length raven colored hair, and a bubbly expression. Her bright green eyes sparkled in the sunlight, and she wore a black mini dress.
"Her name was Carla. She was my first friend in America... And we slowly started to like each other... I ended up asking her out and when she met my mom, they would take pictures together... But then we had sex, and she wanted to be committed to me, but then I remembered my mom and dad, and I ran from her and avoided her. She killed herself soon after we both entered high school." Naruto's eyes started to water. "I wished I could take it all back and apologize to her."
I felt total anger... and greed. I swore I was losing my already fucked up mind, because I took his picture and his Zippo and set the picture aflame and threw it out his window.
"SASUKE! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!" He asked furiously.
"Naruto, you're my boyfriend! I love you, I love you only! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS!" I screamed effectively startling him.
"Sasuke..."
"I will not stand here and watch you grieve over something like this. I will get rid of all your sadness, because I am your serious boyfriend!" I said.
I am a filthy liar... Because that isn't at all why I did that, not at all, I did it because I was greedy and wanted Naruto's attention on me only. I was actually relieved when he said she went and offed herself. That meant she was out of the way, I knew that this was it, the day where I completely drowned in insanity, and if this is what it feels like... then I don't want to be sane again... Because Naruto was mine alone, and when I own something, I don't want anything to touch my possessions but me...
"Sasuke, I love you, I really do." He said holding me in an embrace.
"I know, I love you too..."
Yes, he was all mine and I'm all his... He is my poison, and he is killing me each day that goes by.
KM: Wasn't Sasuke a bit sadistic in this chapter... I had to think like a total nutcase to write those last few parts... I'm kinda scared for poor Innocent Naru, he has no idea how mentally unstable his first love is... Stay tuned for the next chapter... Wrath.
