A/N: Thanks for your reviews, you're all wonderful. The scene is Edward's now!
I bow my head obediently and plaster a repentant expression on my face but inside, my relief is so intense I want to cry. Mom doesn't know a thing. Emmett was just stupid enough to come back earlier than me, alone. So, of course, she found out about the bar, the fake IDs, everything. Everything except the most important part: Bella.
Saying goodbye had been so hard last night. The connection we had created was not ready to be broken so soon and yet, we had to be reasonable. For the first time in my life I wanted to be crazy and spontaneous. It was also very unusual for me to be assertive and taking charge, and I was surprised by how easy it was. To be somebody's equal instead of their doormat was new to me.
Calling Heidi last night was an impulsion but I didn't regret it. Bella and I shared one of the most intense and erotic moments I had ever known, without talking or seeing each other. Who knew texting could be so hot? When she said she wanted everything with me, I almost ran down the stairs, took my car and kicked her door down. Feeling like a cave man, and to say it crudely, wanting to fuck someone was also not a typical Edward Cullen reaction.
I almost forgot about Kate's words when I saw Bella. Her beauty, though simple and natural overwhelmed me, like every time I saw her. It seemed she couldn't wait to see me either because she basically dragged me to the nearest wall. I was hard in seconds and trust me, my dick wanted nothing more than to say hello. I almost came from kissing alone it was so intense.
I realized we had to talk and said my piece, one of the most difficult things I had ever done in my life. Waiting two months to enter her, to become one with her would be sheer torture. I knew it was wise in the end though, because we would be free to do what we wanted after that. Especially after graduation. What would happen then? Would I leave? Would she leave? Just the thought of us being separated made my head spin and my heart hurt.
Bella is in my lap now and I'm aching everywhere. I'm so turned on when she's close to me that way. The way her scent surrounds me, her skin touches mine, her eyes seem to penetrate my very soul is the most extraordinary feeling in the world. I can't put it in words but there's one thing I can do, though. So I do it, I push my hips into her and let her feel me, all of me. She moans loudly. It's true we can't go all the way but we can acclimate to each other and take a lot of pleasure in the process.
I know she is experienced and can't wait to be her game partner. I know our link goes deeper than that but our desire has been repressed and now wants to break free. So we let it do what it wants. Bella's hands previously in my hair travel slowly south, caressing my neck, my shoulders. They brush against my ribs and tug lightly on my hoodie. I take it off and relish the sound of her gasping. She roams my chest with hungry eyes and suddenly pounces.
Her lips are everywhere, licking and nipping at my skin. Her movements are slow and sensual, yet passionate. She hums against me, making me squirm and groan. My body is on the fence of unspeakable pleasure and I'm bracing myself for it.
I try to give as good as I get and caress her underneath her clothes. The feeling of her lace covered breasts is beyond erotic. The cave man in me makes me pull her closer to me and press my hands harder. The small little cry she emits excites me so much I decide to be even bolder and lower the delicate garment so the mounds are hot against my hands. She stops her ministrations and lets me pleasure her.
Now I'm not experienced but I'm guessing touching her will feel good for her and I want that, so much. So I twist her nipples, massage and fist her breasts as expertly as I can. Apparently, I do a good job because Bella's eyes are closed and her mouth muffles some very exciting noises. She starts moving against me again but I stop her.
"What? You don't want to?" She stammers, confused.
"Oh I want to, baby but…"I hesitate, not knowing if she'll want to do what I have in mind.
"But…wh-what?" She hisses after an almost vicious move from my thumb against one tender bud.
"I want to touch you…and I…w-want you to touch me." I close my eyes, waiting for her to put a halt to everything.
"You mean, like that?" Her tone is surprisingly assertive and I wonder for a second what caused this change when, suddenly I don't think about anything. Blood stops nourishing my brain when I feel her hot fingers circling my dick through my jeans. And then, they start to move, up, down. Up. Down. UP, DOWN. Slow, then fast. God, I'm going to come in record time.
As if that was not enough, her lips are sucking my collarbone ferociously, her tongue worshipping my skin like a delicious meal. I decide to follow her lead and suck her as well. My fingers are more shy than hers but they also start to push into her clit, rubbing and teasing in turn. She moans and I whimper and we are isolated into our lust bubble. I try to delay the inevitable but after I hear her groan a particularly sexy sound, I can't stop my orgasm from washing over me, a violent and delicious wave. My noises are shocking to my own ears. I sound like I'm in pain and yet, it's the most exquisite sensation. After I start moaning and twitching against her hand, Bella lets out a strangled cry, a litany of "fucks" and shudders against me.
I don't want to land back to Earth, and neither does she but at least, we do it together. A deep chuckle vibrates in my ear and I can't contain my bliss anymore. I kiss her like a starving man and laugh too, in the crook of her neck. Whatever happens to us, whatever obstacle comes our way, we will have this moment, forever.
I shouldn't have thought that, because about a second later, a loud pounding makes us jump apart from each other and a voice I've come to hate lately calls cheerily.
"Bella, beautiful? It's me, James!"
She gulps, I glare.
Oh, oh trouble in Paradise? Did you like it? Let me know, I'm new at this lemon writing thing :).
