A/N: The chapter we've all been waiting for...I'll be shutting up now ;)!
The pleasure had been so intense my head was still spinning. Not in a bad way though, spinning like after a great dance or drinking slightly too much. That's what it felt like really, like I was drunk on him and never wanted to get sober again. My whole body was still vibrating, still screaming without a sound for him to touch it again. My right hand clutched his shoulder possessively, wanting still.
It seemed I wasn't the only one who couldn't get enough. He slid up on top of me and I knew then that today would be the day. No more unimportant rules, no more restrictions. Bring me accusations, prison, unemployment, who the hell cared? When he looked at me like that, I would have died for him, died for him to be inside me.
His eyes were two endless oceans of yearning, begging me to understand. Oh, how I understood. I was forever fascinated by their depth, the way they changed colors when he was turned on, or emotional. They were practically black now and devouring me. They were followed by his lips, his hands all over me. I was a panting, lusty mess once again. I could have stopped everything now, played the reasonable one, the knowing one but then, I felt him, hard against my thigh. An unstoppable warmth, a wave of desire totally overwhelmed me. It was like I wasn't myself anymore, and I was happy about it.
"I don't know about you but…" Edward stammered, his green orbs locked on my face, his hands titillating my breasts. I hissed.
"What? What did you want to say?" I knew what he wanted, I just needed him to verbalize it. He had to say the words.
"I know we have rules, we need to be careful but…I don't want to stop, Bella, I can't." He ended in a whisper, his cheeks red, his eyes closed in embarrassment.
"Edward, look at me. Baby…please." I said, softly kissing his chin.
"You hate me, don't you?" He choked.
"What?" I exclaimed, shocked beyond measure that he could even think that. "Why are you saying that?"
"Because we said we would be strong, we would wait but I'm so weak…I want to be with you all the time. I don't want us to hide anymore…and I want to be inside you so fucking much…"
I melted, a puddle of goo under him. I pulled him to me, kissing him with all the force and passion I could muster. We lost ourselves in that kiss, we lost ourselves in each other. After minutes, I pulled away slightly, wanting to make things clear.
"You're not alone in this, I want that too. I can't wait anymore…" I managed, my breath short. It was complete madness, but I wouldn't censor myself anymore. If he wanted me, he would have me. Just the idea of the two of us joined made me wriggle against the sheets.
"How much time do we have?" He whispered, his hips rolling against mine slowly, driving me crazy.
"Enough time before you need to go back home. I want you Edward, please…"
"I have nothing…"He stammered.
I slid out from under him, quickly reaching for my night stand and took out what we needed from the drawer. Edward looked at me, a mixture of surprise and lust on his face.
"Prepared, weren't you?" He said with a smirk.
"Does that bother you?" I retorted with a smile of my own, slowly caressing his gorgeous ass, making him moan and bite his beautiful lips.
"N-no…I want you, ungh…" He was reduced to a mess and I was even worse than him, arching so I could finally feel him on my sex.
My impatient hands tried to calm down but had a hard time doing so, helping him to put on the condom.
"Edward, do it now, baby, I'm going to explode…" I panted, pushing him even closer to me, desperate to feel him everywhere.
With a grunt coming from both our mouths, he finally pushed into me. It felt better than anything I had ever known, multiplied by a million. Warm, thick and just right, just him.
His eyes were wide, watching me, his mouth open just a little, exhaling slowly. He didn't move for a few seconds, adjusting and discovering the feeling of being inside.
"How does it feel?" I choked out, wanting him so much more now.
"So good, so good, so good…" He chanted, starting to move a little. My hands had a mind of their own, exploring his back, his ass, the top of his thighs.
"Please, Edward, move…more, baby please." I whispered, lost in the vision of him above me.
He complied, pulling out slowly and pushing in again, creating a delicious languid rhythm. I knew he didn't want to go too fast, that he wanted to last. It made me love him even more.
"How…does…it…feel…for …you?" He groaned, between some more torturous thrusting.
"Fuck…you feel wonderful. Try a little faster, ah, please, ah…" His presence around me, inside me was all that existed. It completely erased the outside world. Me and him.
"Faster…yes, faster…" He said, pinning his hips against mine, going deeper. My moans grew louder.
His rhythm sped up then, his thrusts getting more aggressive and less gentle. His hands were gripping the pillows, as if he was holding on for dear life. I admired him, his beautiful and lean torso, his nervous muscles, his stomach and his happy trail, brushing against me with each pass.
"Is…that better?" He panted. I almost laughed. Better was the understatement of the year. It felt delicious, provocative and completely addictive.
"Yes, keep going…unngh…fuck!" I exclaimed when he started thrusting even more deeply, his own groans pushing me even more towards ecstasy.
"Edwar…" I choked. "I'm going to…"
He started pounding me into the mattress, moaning that he was going to come as well. When he half collapsed on top of me, thrusting erratically now and pushing himself against my clit even more, my orgasm seized me in an iron fist, sending me to a white and black oblivion. Moans and screams invaded my ears and I realized they were coming from the both of us.
Edward thrusted a couple more times and tensed, stilling above me before spilling inside.
"Unnghhh…Bella, I love you."
"I love you too, baby." I stammered, kissing him wherever I could.
He had wrapped me in his arms and he was still inside of me. I snuggled in his warmth.
"Was I a good student, Miss Swan?" He teased. I swatted his sweet ass.
"You got an A." I retorted, delighted to hear his laughter.
I know some of you will feel disappointed that they didn't wait but they couldn't anymore. Neither could I ;). Tell me how you feel about it. I'll be in the corner, smoking a cigarette…
