Bullies~Chapter 3
A/N:Yo! So this is chapter 3.
This is told from the girls POV. See I didn't tell u her name yet. I know that's probably bugging a lot of u but....too bad. lol =)
Don't worry, her name's coming.....maybe.
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Well that's me! XD
wow I just failed. I put XF what kinda smile is THAT?! lol
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Guilt is eating away at me.
Too much.
Too long.
I need to do something.
So I'm going to.
If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anybody care
If my time was up I wanna know
You were happy I was there
If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anyone lose sleep
If I wasn't hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me
I went to the only teacher who seems to trust me after school and asked her for one thing.
Where James lived.
The best part?
She gave it to me.
I smile at the paper I hold in my hand, Thanked her and left.
Left to hopefully clear this mess.
But I've always had high hopes.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don't remind me of it forever
So here I am, walking down the street.
The sidewalk to be more exact.
The bloody sidewalk.
And I fear that it's James' blood.
What's worse.
Is that my fears are...
Right.
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
I turn and walk onto the driveway.
I walk up to the wooden door and knock.
His dad answered.
"Who the hell are you!?" He snaps "Wait. I don't care who you are. Just what do you want!?"
"I need to see James," I tell him. My voice is....strong oddly.
He laugh. "Why would you want to see my devil of a son!" I look straight into the mans eyes.
He isn't joking.
He hates James.
And he's drunk. BIG time.
"Eh, I don't care. The brats up in his room. Just don't be too loud. I need to sleep."
Yeah sleep off that hangover. You dunk messed up piece of shit! I thought
But I only nod and pass him into the house then up the stairs.
If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I've got nothing and going nowhere
I didn't need to ask what room was James'.
It was plain as day.
I walk to the door and knock.
"James?" I ask as I open the door.
What I saw....scared me.
It scared me half to death.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don't remind me of it forever
James.....
James with a gun.
To his head.
"JAMES NO!" I screeched. I ran towards him.
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
What happened next.
Was just a blur.
I tackled him.
Gun shot.
Pain in my thigh.
Crimson blood.
My blood.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
Can you help me forget
don't wanna feel like this
forever...forever
I pull myself over to the wall.
My hand is pressed on my thigh.
Just above my knee on the side,
Was a bullet hole.
I let out small grunts of pain.
Knowing if I were to scream his dad would hear.
Then he'd get in trouble. Huge trouble. I didn't what to think what a drunk would do. Definitely not just lecture him.
"Shit." I hear him mutter.
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
He turns to me.
"What the he-" He starts to yell but then he stops.
He sees my face, my hands at my thigh.
Putting pressure. Trying to stop the pain.
He sees the blood.
He froze.
If I live tomorrow
Would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere
I try to keep myself from screaming in pain.
I am waiting.
For him.
I can't do anything for myself.
I can't even move.
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
I wait for him.
To help me.
Not that I deserve it.
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