Author's note: Ok so this songfic kinda sounds like a jumbled mess to me. As i wrote it it sounded fine but then when i finished ithought it didn't make sense, but then i read it and it kinda did so idk how it sounds. i was hopped up on 2 and a half hershey's cookie and cream bars plus pepsi and r/c at 12:00 am when i wrote this. it's the song crazier by taylor swift. It's Seddie! :)

I've never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go

It just wasn't part of my personality. Go with the flow. Not mama. I was the one to fight the flow. That's why I pushed him away. It was the obvious way to go. So I wanted to try a different way. That way led me to Logan. He was the star basketball player. The hard one to get. That's why I went after him. Not you. Of course he saw opportunity in me too, but not what I thought. He saw a girl who would be easy to manipulate. Then he hurt me.

Til you opened the door

Now there's so much more

I've never seen it before

That's when you found me. Crying into Carly's shoulders. My guard was down, so you were able to open the door to the other side of me. I finally gave in and you showed me things I've never seen before.

I was trying to fly, but I couldn't find the wings

But you came along and you changed everything

Going against everything made it impossible for me to live up to my potential, but when you opened that door everything changed.

You lift my feet off the ground

And spin me around

You make it crazier, crazier

When I was finally better again, you were so excited. You picked me up and spun me around and I got a feeling. A feeling I didn't recognize. You made me crazy. I couldn't explain it.

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

When I look into your chocolate brown eyes it's so easy to get lost. I just fall into them. I don't get how you can make as crazy as you do. I still don't get it.

I watched from a distance as you

You made life your own

Every sky was your own kind of blue

So I started watching you to see how you did it. I watched from a distance of course. I couldn't let you know how much you were on my mind. I saw that you lived life to the fullest. Made it your own. To you the gray skies were just a different shade of blue.

And I wanted to know

How that would feel

But you made it so real

I wanted nothing more than to know how that felt. Somehow you made it real. Still unexplainable how you made me feel.

You showed me something that I couldn't see

Opened my eyes and you made me believe

Then suddenly you opened the door fully to show me what I couldn't see. The answer to how you made me feel. It opened my eyes and made believe that going with the flow was the right thing to do.

You lift my feet off the ground

And spin me around

You make it crazier, crazier

When I finally admit it that you are the one and only person for me you lifted me up and spun me again, but this time it made sense, how you made me feel. You made me crazy in love.

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier oh oh

I still get lost in your amazing eyes. I fall into them every time. You make me crazy

Baby you showed me what livin is for

I don't wanna hide anymore oh oh

Babe, you managed to show me that life is for the living. I don't want to hide my true self anymore.

You lift my feet off the ground

And spin me around

You make me crazier, crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Crazier

Crazier

Crazy: a good way to describe my relationship with Freddie. The way I feel when he spins me around when we're really happy or when I look in his eyes. He makes me crazier.

Does it sound crazy? Please let me know!