Author's Note: Seddieness! Nuff said.

Beautiful Monster- Ne-Yo Seddie

In all my life

and the hereafter

I've never seen someone like you

you're a knife

sharp and deadly

and its me

that you cut into

But i don't mind

in fact i like it

though i'm terrified

i'm turned on but scared of you

All my life she's been the only one I've ever seen, who can make me feel that way. Her words are like a knife that punches through my chest, sharp and deadly. You think that would bother me, but it doesn't. Don't get me wrong she terrifies me sometimes, but I like that about her. I'm scared of her and that's what turns me on.

She's a monster, beautiful monster, beautiful monster, but i don't mind
And i need her, said i need her, beautiful monster, but i don'
t mind

"Sam. Sam! Don't! Do-AGH!" I yelled as Sam tackled me with a fish in her hand. "What... Is... This... For?" I asked through the hits

"For stealing mama's ham." She explained but that left me more confused

"What? I didn't steal any ham." I tried explaining

"Really?" she stopped hitting me "So Carly just ran out? Weird." Then she proceeded to hit me again

"NOW WHAT?" I yelled

"Oh, now this is just for fun."

"Monster" I called her. The funny thing is, even while she's attacking me with a fish, she still beautiful and I really don't mind that she's hitting me.

Ohhhh
Said I don't mind i don't i don't mind
No i don'
t mind
i don't mind i don't i don't mind
No i don'
t mind
I don't mind i don't i don't mind
Ohhh No i don'
t mind

Nope. I don't care that she hits me constantly. In fact that is her way of showing affection for me. At least in my theory it is. What is that theory you may ask? Well, when a girl constantly picks on a guy, it usually mean she likes him. I'm hoping that one day she'll admit it or at least give me a sign that my theory is true.

In her eyes is love and fire

and my heart

she's burnin through
But i don'
t mind

in fact i like it

tho i,m terrified

i,m turned on but scared of you

When she's angry I always see a burning fire in her eyes, a deep strange passion. Torturing me is something that she loves. She doesn't realize that she's burning a hole right into my heart, branding me as her's forever. I love that she does that. She still scares the crap out of me, but I love Sam all the same.

She,s a monster, beautiful monster, beautiful monster, but i don't mind
And i need her, and i need her, said i need her, said i need her, beautiful monster, but i don'
t mind i don't mind i don't i don't mind
No i don't mind

When she finally quit hitting me, we both got up and went to go sit on Carly's couch. She and Spencer were in Yakima visiting their Granddad again, and me and Sam felt weird hanging out anywhere else, so she picked the lock on Carly's front door and here we were. We had started out on opposite sides of the couch, I didn't realize that we were subconsciously moving closer to the middle and each other. When our shoulders touched is when I noticed we were moving. I felt a jolt of electricity and I realized just how bad I needed my beautiful monster.

Playin with my heart and she's playin with my mind.

And i don't mind i don't i don't mind

no i don't i don't mind

no i don't mind, i don't i don't mind
i don't mind i don't i don't mind
No i don't mind i don't i don't mind
i don't mind i don't i don't mind
I don't mind i don't i don't mind
Ohhh No i don'
t mind

Before I could even comprehend what was happening Sam suddenly grabbed my shirt and pulled me toward her much like she did when she told me "Mama plays to win." a few months ago. Only this time when she turned me toward her she kissed me! I was shocked but at the same time I was thrilled. I kissed her back and before long we broke apart.

"What was that for?" I asked

"Just felt like it." she responded

She was messing with me. I knew it. Messing with my heart and my mind, but of course I don't mind. She's a monster, but she's my beautiful monster.

She's a monster, beautiful monster, beautiful monster, but i don,t mind
And i need her, said i need her, beautiful monster, but i don'
t mind,don't mind
i don't mind i don't i don't mind
No i don'
t mind
I don't mind i don't i don't mind
Ohhh No i don'
t mind

ohhh ohhhh
Said I don't mind i don't i don't mind
Ohhh No i don't mind

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