Chapter 19: Edwards pov

A week passed by and I haven't seen Bella in days. Never in my life, no scratch that, never in my existence have I ever felt so deprived of anything. I mean my parents died back in 1917 but Esme and Carlisle took me in and living with them is like having real parents. Esme has always cared for me like a normal mother would like if I was well, she made sure I got whatever I wanted, but she often worried about me finding love. She kept arguing with Carlisle that he changed me at such a young age but grateful he did before I died. Awe my oh soo loving and confusing parents. I walked into biology hoping that Bella would be there only to be disappointed by the empty seat next to mine.

"Did you hear?" I heard that wimpy Newton kid say.

"You mean about Bella Swan?" answered that slut girl Jessica.

"Yea, I can't believe it!"

"I know I mean she was soo smart I used to copy off her in Japanese class. Now who am I going to copy off of?"

What the hell are these kids talking about? I started listening intently to everyone in the school's thoughts looking for what happened to Bella. "EDWARD!!" Alice called to me with her thoughts. "Edward look!"

Vision

"YOU'RE MOVING OUT!" Bella's mother Renee cheered.

"I'm what?" My angel cried

"Ugh, Isabella you're such an idiot. Do I really have to repeat myself? Awe what the hell I like saying it anyways, YOU'RE MOVING OUT!" Renee cheered again.

"Does Charlie know about this?"

"No, and that is why you're leaving like right now! Now go pack up you're things before he comes."

"Where the heck am I supposed to go?" Bella screamed.

"I don't know I could really care less. And you can't take your car considering the fact that it's under my name. Thanks for my new car!"

End of vision.

Ok, so where's my Bella? I sat through the rest of the day searching through the minds of everyone in the school. I looked in Mrs. Cope's mind the most I got out of her was "It's such a pity about Isabella she's such a smart girl." nope no help there.

The bell rang signaling the end of school. The only choice I have is to talk to Jessica and pray to god, if there is one, that she doesn't touch me with her hands. I walked out to the parking lot on a mission. I just hope Bella's alright. I spotted the Jessica with her group of plastics and her leader. They were standing next to this van that seemed like a hippie lived in there seriously who puts beads on the door? I approached the girls carefully trying to tune out their thoughts.

"O my gawd! EDWARD CULLEN is coming this way." one of the girls squealed.

"I hope he's coming over to ask me out" thought one girl.

"Yes, I knew everyone wants a piece of me." thought that bitch Lauren, yuck!

"Oh I wonder why Edward is coming over here, please don't let it be to ask Lauren out he's so cute with Bella." Angela webber thought. Why is she hanging out with these girls? She is so nice and kind hearted.

"Hello ladies!" I said to the girls as the boys there were concentrated on some video game that was hooked up to a TV in the van. Hmm that's pretty cool I'm surprised Emmett hasn't done something like this to his Jeep.

"Hi Edward." said Lauren as she laid a hand on my shoulder. "What can I do for you?" she finished with a wink. I cringed at the gesture. EWWWW!!!! RUN!!!!!

"Umm I wanted to ask all you ladies something actually." I answered.

"Oh Eddie you don't need to waste your time with all these other by-standers." Lauren said.

"One, Lauren my name is Edward not Eddie. Two, I wanted to ask everyone a question about Isabella Swan."

"What about her?" asked Angela. Thanks for the save!!

"Well I noticed she hasn't been in school for the past few days. I was wondering if any of you knew why or knew anything about her."

"Oh, that stupid bitch dropped out a few days ago. Well her parents came to school to fill out the paper work for her. If you asked me its good thing that way the teachers don't have to waste their breath on teaching a pig. I mean nothing will get through to something so stupid."

"SHUT UP Lauren!" Angela screamed at her.

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me! SHUT UP! jeez talk about wasting breath on something so stupid." I really really like Angela. If only I understood why she was here hanging out with these girls.

"How dare you talk to me like that and in front of Edward!" Lauren was about to slap Angela till some boy's hand caught her by the arm.

"Lauren, we boys let you hang out here because our girlfriends are with you. But if you ever lay a finger on my girlfriend you'll be the most unpopular girl in the school. Don't dig yourself a whole." The boy let go of her arm and wrapped his arm around Angela's waist leading her to a different car. I started chuckling at what was happening before me.

"Whatever Ben I make these girl's popular." She shouted to him then turned her attention back to me. I stopped laughing when she looked at me. "Sorry about that Eddie. Is there anything you need ME to help you with." She said in a sickeningly sweet voice.

"Well there's nothing you can help me with but there are two things you can do for me."

"Yes…"

"Don't call me Eddie and to leave me alone. Thank you for your time ladies." I turned around to my Volvo to where my family waited for me. I pressed the button so that the car unlocked and my family could get in. I opened my trunk to place my bag in since the car was full. I got into the car and drove home. The whole car ride home was silent no one talked leaving me to my thoughts. We had to find Bella for all we knew she could be unconscious some where or being attacked by a bear.

"Don't worry Edward we'll find her and so far nothing bad's happened to her she's fine." Alice said breaking the silence. We were no entering the drive way leading up to the house.

"Which reminds me, Alice, do you know where she is exactly?" I looked into the head mirror and asked her. She was seated in between Rosalie and Jasper with her head resting on Jasper's shoulder. Emmett was in the passenger seat since he was so huge.

"No, Edward, I don't know where she is. I can't see her everything is all blurry. The only thing I can make out is that she's in the woods. We'll find her though don't worry." Her words were all but comforting.

I parked the car in the garage and headed up to my room. I didn't want to do anything but be alone. We need to find Bella, but I couldn't leave without Carlisle, if we find Bella he has to be there to inspect her quickly. I looked at my clock it was only 3:22 Carlisle won't be home till 7 and that's not for another four hours. Great! What can I do till then? I laid down on my black couch and closed my eyes as I thought of Bella. I felt as if I was on a cloud floating over. Just the thoughts of her I felt like I was flying. I got up and went down stairs to my piano. I sat down on the bench and as soon as my hands touched the keys the music started to just flow out. I just sat there playing song after song while my mind was full with thoughts of Bella.

"Edward, can I talk to you? I'm really sorry for interrupting but I just need to talk to you." Rosalie thought to me.

I sighed and got up from my place at the piano. I was in absolute bliss but she had to go and ruin it by interrupting me. I walked into the garage passing the oven clock on my way. It was already 6 o'clock it won't be much longer till Carlisle gets home and I can go looking for Bella. I walked into the garage where Rosalie was in the trunk of Emmett's jeep installing something. "What's all this?" I asked.

"Oh, well thanks to the boys at school Emmett got the idea of having a game system in his jeep. So right now I'm just hooking up the wires to the jeep's engine so that TV and game system can be powered up just by a switch and without having to start the engine too. The boys at school had a battery just to power it but I don't want it to look ugly like that so I'm doing this." She said like it was no big deal. Rosalie is as pretty as a run way model it amazes me how much she knows about this stuff.

"What I don't get is why would he want this? I mean we have how many TVs in the house he can just play his games with one of those."

"That's what I said but he apparently needs it so that way he can play where ever he goes or has a place to do so. But that's my mate it's whatever if he wants it I'll give it to him, for the most part."

"Ok…So what did you want to talk to me about?" She stopped what she was doing and looked at me. I leant against the bumper of the jeep and looked out into the forest.

"Edward, it's about Bella. I've come to peace with her I mean after all that she's been through. I just…I just don't want her to have the same fate as us. After the week she spent with us I really started to like her. I didn't really talk to her or directly talk to her but she grew on me. Now that she's missing I miss her so much. I'm confused and deeply worried about her. I don't know why I'm acting this way but when I heard she dropped out of school and Alice told me she was kicked out of her own house I practically wanted to go and look for her myself. Only I didn't want you guys to see me act like this." She looked up at my face waiting for me to say something. Only I didn't know what to say, I knew Rosalie liked Bella but I didn't think it was as strong as this. I thought Rosalie liked Bella's company not as a sister.

"Wow, Rose, I don't know what to say. I'm shocked you feel so strongly about her."

"Oh Shut up Edward! I know you know that I liked her."

"Yes, but not as strongly as you just confessed. I thought you only liked having Bella around. Do you realize that you think of Bella as a sister?"

"I do think of Bella as a sister don't I? Huh…" Rosalie smiled at this.

"So how does it feel now that you've joined the dark side?" I chuckled as I pushed her with my side.

"Whatever Edward, I still think Bella's a bad idea but I can't do anything now. I mean look I like her and you obviously love her as much as she does to you. Nothing can be done she's stuck with us now. I just hope we don't get in trouble with the Volturi or her wanting to become one of us." We sat there in silence once again I didn't know what to say to her. As I thought what to say I felt the temperature of the place grow cold. This cant be good I hope Bella's safe and warm. "Edward, the temperature is like about 50 degrees oh she must be freezing. We gotta go look for her!" Rose cried from beside me.

"We can't, Rose, not yet at least. We have to wait for Carlisle just in case Bella is hurt we need him there to inspect her before we even touch her. Besides I'm sure Alice is looking out for her. If Bella's in trouble she'll come running down to tell us."

The garage door banged open and Alice came running through. "Bella's in a cottage somewhere in the forest. She has a fire going but if we don't find her soon she'll freeze to death!" she cried as she came to stand before us.

"What about Carlisle? We need him there to look at her." I said to my sister. As if on queue Carlisle's car drove into the garage next to the unused vanquish. "Right, everyone get a jacket and some flash lights that way when we find Bella we can cover her up in something warm."

"And maybe some of us can go hunting while we're looking for her? Some of us are kind of thirsty and I think you may need to get a drink yourself Edward." Carlisle said I knew he was right. I haven't hunted since the first day Bella hasn't shown up to school. If I see her my thirst for her blood would only intensify.

"Right" with that we were off to find the love of my life.

A/N: Well there you have it a mild cliffy. I'm gonna set up a poll on my page on wheter or not you guys want me to do a chapter on Bella's pov before they found her. I know I repeated myself in the other chapters but I don't know if you guys wanna read her side. And if you guys don't give me an anwer then I wont do it. If it doesn't show up please send me a message and I'll fix it as soon as possible. So just go and vote. But not until you guys review! Please!!!!

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