A/N: Shit Happens. Really Angsty Chapter


The bright lights filtering through the window woke Yuuko. She sat up and glanced at the clock. It read that it was '10:23' in the morning. She groaned out softly and felt Hideyoshi stir beside her. His turquoise eyes showing sleepiness and innocence. Yuuko smiled down at him, kissing his lips softly before moving back and standing.

"It's time to get up." She spoke, looking behind her to watch her brother sit up and sleepily rub his eyes. He groaned out in a childish way of saying 'I don't wanna get up', though Yuuko shot him a slight irritated glance. "I'm the one that has to get checked, so it's obvious that you, my brother, and shall I say, lover, to come with me as well." She looked away, her bangs covering her eyes. "I may need support with this."

"Yuu, don't be upset!" Hideyoshi cried, standing immediately and hugging his sister from behind. "I'm up! I'm up!" He nuzzled her hair from behind, and kissed along her earlobe before he noticed her smirk.

"I knew that'd get you to wake up faster." Yuuko smirked wider as Hideyoshi gapped at her and frowned in defeat.

"Yuuko!" He cried out, looking at his sister who began walking away and laughing as she walked out of the door into the hallway. Her laughter was contagious, and Hideyoshi chuckled softly under his breath as he followed behind his sister.

She walked into the bathroom and Hideyoshi went to the kitchen, grabbing some food from the cabinet. He set the food out on the counter and waited for Yuuko to come out of the bathroom. She was wearing her regular long shirt covering her panties and part of her thighs. Hideyoshi felt the heat grow on his cheeks as he scaled across her body with his eyes. She was so gorgeous, her skin so light and glowing with energy, or what seemed to be energy. Yuuko blinked at her brother and smirked at him once more.

"Hideyoshi, stop checking me out." She said, walking over and forcing his chin up to look her in the eyes. Her eyes were full of laughter and she kissed him hard on the lips, pushing his body back against the wall, letting her open hand trail up his side and reach back into his hair. She gripped tight around his hair follicles, and she smiled into it.

He pulled away, his eyes slightly dazed, though he knew that she had a large smirk on her face, considering that she was smiling in triumph.

"What're you smiling about?" He asked, turning her body around and pressing her to the wall. "I don't think that you've won any of this." His smile grew wider as he pressed her harder against the wall. Yuuko put her hands on his chest, pushing him away.

"Come on, we have to eat and then go to the clinic." Hideyoshi frowned at Yuuko in a cute manner, though he let her go and got them each some food to eat before leaving for the clinic.


The walk to the clinic didn't take long, though it was a hot day out, and Yuuko wasn't too happy about that. She was getting irritated at the heat and she kept pushing at her brother, trying her hardest to get in his shadow to be in some sort of shade, though it wasn't working out very well.

"Hideyoshi!" Yuuko cried out, her body leaning over as she kept walking alongside her brother. "It's sooooo hot outside!" Her cries were growing more impatient as they walked to the clinic, which was only about ten minutes away, though the hotness was pissing off Yuuko.

Hideyoshi simply nodded at Yuuko's complaint and followed his sister, smiling at her irritation, considering he didn't usually get bothered by much...except for when his sister...did certian things to him, making him actually get extremely bothered. Yuuko glanced back at Hideyoshi, her eyes holding a frown in them as she stood up properly and grabbed for her brother's hand. He willingly gave it to her, and smiled as they came upon the clinic which was only about a minutes walk away from where they were.

"Hideyoshi!" Yuuko cried out happily. "Finally, we're here!" She let go of his hand and ran ahead, Hideyoshi smiling at her out of characterness as he jogged slightly behind her and they reached the door.

The two walked in together, glancing around and walking up to the front desk and talking to the lady that was sitting there, glasses on the bridge of her nose as she looked up and smiled at the too.

"How may I help you?" She asked sweetly, sitting up straight and proper before holding a pen in her hands, ready to write down what they needed.

"I..." Yuuko began, though her voice failed her as she looked away, afraid to be shunned upon by her elder. Hideyoshi noticed this and put a hand on her shoulder.

"She needs to be checked to see if she is with child." Hideyoshi spoke, watching the lady nod in understanding. She pointed over to the seating area.

"I will come get you in a moment, until then, please sit and wait for the doctor." She spoke, her smile never fading. "And would you like anyone else to know of this, like your mother or father? You have the right to say no."

Yuuko vigorously shook her head. "Please tell no one of this." She said, looking slightly happy at the woman in the desk area. The woman just nodded in understanding and stood, moving to the back and going to get the doctor.

Yuuko and Hideyoshi went and sat down in the seating area. She leaned on her brother, and they sat for a few moments, waiting for the lady to come back and get them. They sat, hand entwined as Hideyoshi kissed the top of her head, stroking her hair with his free hand and nuzzling her affectionately. His eyes closed and he held her closer, waiting and listening for the lady to come back and get the two of them. Hideyoshi was honestly scared of what was to happen. Neither of them were ready to be parents, he knew that, and the fact that they were twins would only make it worse for their child, if they had one. So many people would look down upon their child, and on them for being bold enough to ever do such things. His heart felt heavy at the thought as he heard the lady's voice ring out.

"Would you like to come back now?" She asked gently, watching the two get up and walk towards her. "Now now," She said quickly. "The doctor doesn't like visitors when he is with patients. Sorry dear."

Hideyoshi nodded and kissed his sister's cheek softly. "Good luck." He said, their eyes staring into each other's before she turned and walked away with the lady.


The room was quite plain and nice. Simple, Yuuko noted, her turquoise eyes glancing around the room.

It had been around ten minutes since she had talked to the doctor and he had come back again with an ultrasound machine. His eyes were smiling, and she could tell that he loved his job and that he enjoyed helping pregnant women find out that they were with child.

He had her lay down, and pull up her shirt before putting the gel on her stomach and watched her as she jumped slightly at the cold feeling of it. He smiled gently at her and turned on the ultrasound machine. He put the smaller part of the machine on her stomach and moved it around her stomach as she looked over to see if it was true, and that she was pregnant.

A moment later, she noticed the look of the doctor, and she glanced confusedly at him. His eyes were filled with sadness and slight anger at himself. Yuuko sat up slightly and stared at him.

"What's the matter?" She asked worriedly. He shook his head and a tear escaped his eyes.

"I'm so sorry, ma'am." He said, looking her in the eyes.

"Sorry...?" Yuuko looked at him and felt something in the pit of her stomach drop.

"It's hard for me to say this, but you've had a miscarriage." He spoke softly.

A...miscarriage...?

Yuuko's heart dropped, and she felt the tears fall down her face. She glanced to the doctor again and he stood up. His eyes were filled with pain.

"And from the look of this," He pointed to the ultrasound. "The way it is showing off your stomach and what is going on inside of it..." He looked away again. "I don't think you'll ever be able to have another child again."

Yuuko felt her heart shatter more, and she stood up, her cries of agony filling the room as she cried and began hitting the bed and wall.

"It's not fair!" She cried out, hearing the door open and watching her brother run in and get beside her. "It's not fucking fair! Why me?! Why me?! For GOD'S SAKE! WHY ME?!" Yuuko raged out and lashed at the bed.

The doctor and Hideyoshi had to grab her to settle her down, setting her on the bed and holding her down. The doctor looked over to Hideyoshi and told him what went down and why she was acting like that. Hideyoshi looked over to Yuuko and he leaned over and sat with her, pulling her into his arms. She felt numb and depressed, leaning on Hideyoshi.

"I don't want to live anymore..." She spoke out, tears flying down her cheeks as she held onto him. He felt shattered and kissed the top of her head.

"I know, Yuu. I'm so sorry that this happened...I wish I could make it all go away." Yuuko nodded, though she still felt broken.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, but it would be best to get the child out of you instead of letting it sit inside of you." The doctor spoke softly to her. "We will begin the procedure as soon as possible."

Yuuko nodded numbly and stared out the window, watching the sun shine high in the sky, and the people beginning to stir from their houses and wake for the day. Her heart shattered more at a child who was out playing with her mother and having a great time, laughing and smiling.


The surgery to get the baby out was a success. Yuuko watched them take away the small child who hadn't got to live and breathe their first breath of air. Who hadn't got to live and smile and grow up and find love or get married and have their own children. She felt tears well up in her eyes and cascade down her cheeks faster. More hot tears after more, and she slammed her fist down on the bed, though she was tired and in pain from heartache and the fact that they had to open up her stomach to get her baby out.

"I love you, Yuuko." Hideyoshi said softly, watching the doctor take away their baby as well, into another room, where it would most likely be put into something. Yuuko nodded absent mindedly at him and leaned closer. She needed his warmth and love, more now then ever. His arm wrapped around her, and he watched the doctor come back in, holding a small wooden box in his hands.

"I am so sorry about this..." He spoke quietly. "I am so, so sorry." Hideyoshi nodded and Yuuko simply glanced at him. Her eyes were raw from crying and Hideyoshi stood up, the doctor and he talking quietly to each other.

Yuuko looked out the window again and laid her head back down on the pillow, closing her eyes, letting sleep over take her before she wanted to cry again. She had never felt this much pain in her heart, and she never wanted to feel it again. The only thing she knew right now is that she loved her baby. Her baby that she would never be able to see grow up and become an adult. Her baby that she loved, even before she knew she was pregnant. It was a mother's intuition, right? Right. And With that, she knew that she wanted her child to have the best funeral ever, not matter what the circumstances. She would have to tell her friends, and her parents. Let them know that she had gotten pregnant, and that she had a miscarriage. That she would never be able to have another child. That broke her heart again, though she fell into a fast sleep as soon as she felt her brother kiss her eyelids softly.


Hideyoshi didn't know what to feel. He was hurt because Yuuko was having such a hard time, and he was broken hearted over the fact that the child they had made together had been miscarried...and they would never again be able to produce another. His heart ached in the agony, and he felt his eyes flow with hot, stinging tears.

God, why had you done this to her? Why?

Hideyoshi shook his head as his hand entwined with his exhausted sister's. Was it because they were in a forbidden relationship...? He didn't know, but it wasn't fair. There were much worse people out in the world, killing other's or hurting them for amusement. But why break his own sister down? Why break her down beyond the point of the rest of her life. He smiled sadly as he recalled telling Yuuko that one day when they had kids, they'd be running around and playing in the sprinklers, or in the yard while the two of them watched on. Now, that would never happen.

"Sir," The doctor began, walking over and placing a hand on Hideyoshi's shoulder. "When you are ready, you can name your child. We can't determine the gender, but I thought it best to let you two name your child."

Hideyoshi nodded and looked surprised at him. "How did you know that I was the father?" He asked, considering most people thought he was a girl at first glance.

The doctor shrugged. "When you looked into her eyes, I could tell that you didn't have a normal sibling relationship." He smile softly at Hideyoshi. "And when you have named you child, we will help you prepare for the funeral." Hideyoshi simply nodded again, standing up and positioning himself on the bed next to Yuuko.

He wrapped his arms around her aching body as she slept, and kissed the back of her neck, trying to help her from weeping more in her sleep. Her heart had been broken enough in one day, and if anything, he would try his hardest to make her feel just the slightly bit better. He whispered that he loved her while caressing her hair and pulling her body gently closer to his own. The only thing he could do now was wait. And that is what he did.


Chapter Thirteen. Betcha weren't expecting that huh? I had this planned out since chapter two. Sucks don't it? Now, I think that there'll on be one more chapter after this, and that will be the funeral for the baby. I already have his/her name thought out, so yeah. Don't hate me. I know it's sad. It'll only really be this chapter and next that will be sad. Cause they'll probably be the last.

Go and enjoy yourselves now, after reading this angst chapter.

-Bandgeeksarecool3