A/n Here's you're update. Enjoy!
Nick Jonas was sitting in his bedroom strumming on his guitar, trying to figure out what these words coming from his mouth meant. They were deeper than any other song that he'd written and he didn't know where they were coming from. They were words of love and of desperation for something and he didn't know because he had everything he needed and more.
He stopped as his cell phone vibrated next to him on his night stand and put down his guitar to read his text message.
He sighed, he suspected it to be her. He ended it with Selena a month and a half ago, but she kept on coming around. She was suffocating him so much that he was starting to want to completely detach himself from her. He thought she only wanted publicity. Now she was just getting ridiculous. Once she went into overdrive he had just ended it. When his phone buzzed again, he grabbed it and threw it under his pillows ignoring it. He began to strum louder on his guitar until the vibrating stopped and he was left in peace. He put down his guitar, unable to shake this feeling of guilt he'd had since the break months ago. Ever since he realized what he had done he had been shaken up on his self. Every night since then he had woken up in a cold sweat after remembering what had happened between them all those months ago. Now he knew he was going to have to face her tomorrow night.
Nick slowly sat up and got off his bed, how stupid could he be? He just remebered something frightning, that, he let his brothers rag on the one he loved the most.
"Hi I'm Ryan Secreast on E! news, here is the newest scandle, Miley Cyrus myspace photos!" Nick heard his brother snicker in the background, his new girlfriend giggling at their cocky remarks. "Stupid ass Cyrus still begging for the press!" Joe said as Kevin and Selena laughed. "She just can't get enough. 'oh I'm Miley Cyrus and I'm a slut, welcome to my world'." Selena laughed as Nick's brothers chorused. Nick stiffened as he stood quiet.
they are his brothers and he's always looked up to them like they were gods or something. He thought sticking by them was more important than the truth. He let them brake her. He had let them. Once Kevin wore the stupid immature 'team Selena and Demi' shirt, everything gone downhill. Miley was practically seperated, from the disney family. It felt as though everyone betrayed her. He could now tell her felt terriably sorry. He finally understood the words coming from his lips. Every night he fell asleep and every morning her woke up, he thought about saying goodbye.
His
voice filled the empty room,"Broken hearts and last goodbyes
Restless nights, but lullabies
Helps make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
I'm
building up the strength just to say..." He sighed as he wrote
down the words that poured out of his mouth with so much power,"
I'm Sorry
For breakin' all the promises
That I wasn't around
to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time
I will ever
beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
Filled
with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For
leaving your heart out in the rain..." He sighed again. Why did
it have to be so extremely hard to sing alone in his room, when he
could just pour his soul to Miley? He thought about cheating on Miley
with Selena, and Miley dating freaking Lucas Till!
He
finsihed writing down those few verses, he had practiced on the song
all week, and her was finally almost finsihed, And I know you're
gonna walk away
And leave me with the price to pay
Before you
go I wanted to say
Yeah!
That
I'm sorry
For breakin' all the promises
That I wasn't around
to keep
It's on me
This time is the last time
I will ever
beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
I can't
make it alive on my own
But if you have to go
Then please
girl
Just leave me alone
Cause I don't wanna see
You and
me goin' our separate ways
I'm begging you to stay
If it
isn't to late..." He stopped slowly, as he heard a soft knock
on the door, he quickly hid his song book and set his guitar on the
stand.
"Come in." He said hesitantly. There stood Miley. Yes, his ex Miley the girl the meant the world to him, Miley Cyrus. She looked flustered, yet shy. Her eyes were no longer the the bright blue that lit his world, but insteed a dull, icy cold grey. Nick turned pale as a ghost, as though he saw a close relative die. He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly.
"Hi." Miley said quietly, below a whisper.
"Miley?" Nick said terrified, nervous and down-right scared.
He brought up his composture, "How much did you hear?"
A thick ugly lump stuck in his throat, "All of it." Nick's eyes widened at her answer.
A/n Sorry it's short! I was really too excited to write! I'm going to see Miley Cyrus in concert, tomorrow! It's in foxwoods. I'm overly excited, but lately I've done other things to get my mind off it. So if you have any good Niley stories let me know! I WILL review!
