Miley held her body in a awkward position, as she kept her arms locked around her knees, and her head buried in her legs. Big tears rolled down the side of her face, as she cried. A picture of her and Nick held tightly in her grasp. Everyone on the bus was asleep except for Miley, after that terrifying phone call she couldn't sleep.
She leaned her body against the side of her bunk, where all her college of pictures were taped on. She gripped her blankets were force to stop herself from crying loudly. Thank heavens her curtain was shut, either way there would be no way to keep her sobs secretive.
All the good memories and bad she ever shared with Nick washed to her brain. And flooded back to her thoughts, and she couldn't stop it. She remembered running away with Nick, their first meeting, their first fight, their first kiss, their first date, their first everything!
Flashback .
It was like any other first kiss, inexperienced, shocking and awkward. But Miley thought it was amazing, his soft lips pressed against her, for a split second, he was firm, delicate and caring. Miley would never forget it, every lover has their story this was theirs.
"Miley, calm down!" Nick said sternly as Miley fussed over her fight with a best friend. A stupid, confusing a pointless argument
"Nick, what if we never be friends again? I knew I shouldn't of said that." Tears started spilling from the corner of her eyes.
"Mi, we all knew you didn't mean it, don't worry she'll forgive you, come here,"
Nick pulled her girlfriend in his arms, Miley melted in his embrace. Miley's crying had stopped some, as she looked up at Nick with a small smile.
"Thank's Nick it meant a lot to hear it from you,"
"Anything for you, Miles,"
The looked into each other's eyes, for a few moments. Slowly, Nick raised Miley's chin, tilting it, to look her in the eyes.
She nodded, and he was close enough to meet her lips. Miley gently, touched his face with her smooth hand, she closed her eyes, as she felt Nick's lips on her own. Her heart did a cartwheel, it was sweet in simple before Nick pulled apart, with a proud smile on his face.
Miley closed her eyes, tears welled as she brought her memory back to the present time. She felt her body going weak as she sobbed into her pillow. Her fingers brushed against his picture, as she fell asleep that night.
Miley's Point Of View.
I never imagined that my life would be a war I live with each day, from the time I open my eyes, it will start all over and leave the second I close them. I don't know what I'd do with myself if something happened to Nick, or anyone. I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
This sick person who is playing with my mind, is causing more trouble than they think. To hurt Nick, to break up with him has to be the hardest thing I will ever force myself to do.
If I make this threatening decision, I can't be here when he falls, and will not be able to catch him, because I would be the one to drop him in the first place. To whoever did this, I must feel like a coward, running scared of what the future holds in store for me. But they will be the one to ruin the dignity that sticks within me. What they don't know is that this evil cloud that placed it's self above me, it is wanting to rest peacefully in the horizon in front of me.
I wish I could let it pass, but the world doesn't work the way I ask it to. Life makes it's own choice, and like me, I have to make a decision myself. Do I stay with Nick, and put him deeper into trouble or let him go?
While everyone else is falling on order and is able to get back up and stand on their own, the disgusting way life works, I continue to fall, without a stop.
This war I face is worse than any world domination a person can commit. When you loose track of time, and drown yourself with lies and problems, all good memories can slip away from your fingers in a blink of a eye.
I felt A silent tear rolled down my cheek, then more came and a quiet sob slipped out. Then they became louder and louder and louder until finally my thoughts flickered away as I felt my curtain fly back.
Blue met brown, I slowly sat up and the pillows crinkled from me crushing them with my fists before. Nick climbed in swiftly, and grabbed my body in his arms, as my sobs continued.
"Mile, what's going on, Babe?'
I didn't speak, and reached up and traced the bags under his eyes. The bags under his eyes were growing and becoming darker if that were even possible. It had to be, even though I was the one who hardly slept that night. I watched as his arms fell limp from to his side, worry washed over his face, as I refused to answer his question.
He took my hand gently and caressed it softly. I could hear murmurs in the other room, from Joe and Kevin discussing tonight's concert.
"I'm not talking about it, Nicholas." I looked away, and started climbing off the side of the top bunk.
"It's nothing, I had a bad dream is all," I avoided breaking up with him, I had till the concert, that's what the phone call said. I tried to avoid his face, it was scrunched up with concern.
The day passed slowly, every now and then I caught Nick, raising his eyebrow at me, or that he wore a worried expression, but it was simply how Nick was. I kept my guard down, I would never let anything happen to Nick. He was my everything, and nothing would get in the way of that. He was always my protector but now it was my turn.
The flashes in front of me, went by in full speed, as I sat on Nick's lap, the pictures played in my mind as the boys watched a movie. With no attention paying to it, I didn't know what they were watching. I wore a blank expression as they laughed at the funny parts. That was until the bus stopped, and we were told it was time to do sound check.
I grabbed some clean clothes for after the show, and leaped out of the bus with the boys behind me. Thank God, I get to finally get off that bus, after being stuck on it for a day and a half, I needed a new scenery and fresh air.
Normal Pov.
Once she spotted her mom and Brandi, she ran into their arms, once they pulled apart, she picked up Noah and swung her around in a hug," I missed you, guys!"
Brandi smiled, as her mom led them in," Hey, Brandi, where's Brazz?" Brandi paused, and smiled, "He went for a ride to get some type of new shoes with Paul,"
"oh, okay," They linked arms and walked into the arena for sound check. For a few hours Miley, then the Jonas Brothers warmed up for the kick-off show to their tour.
It went well, everyone got along and did good on their vocals. Miley was sitting on one of the chairs in the first row reading a magizine, when her phone beeped.
She pulled it out of her pocket and read the text:
I see u. Hopefully you broke up with Nick, I will b here 2 night.
Miley began to shake as she closed her phone and put it back in her pocket. She looked around her surroundings terrified bit did not see anything in particular. Camera men. The director, a couple fans, and the sound, hair, make up, and other people who belonged here.
Miley jumped when she felt someone's hand on her shoulder, she looked up putting on a big smile to see Nick.
He raised his eyebrow then smiled, "Scared lately?"
She chuckled lightly," Oh, no, you just startled me, that's all,"
"Mi, I'm messing with you…So really how are you?"
"Right, I'm okay just thinking, how bout you Mr. Jonas?"
"Can't wait for tonight," He smiled and pecked her lips," I know what you mean." Miley grunted quietly and smiled at him, her smile soon vanished," Nick, I need to talk to you."
"Okay," He took her hand and led her in his dressing room. "What's up?" Nick asked once they were sitting on his couch. She squeezed his hand," Nick, I love you with everything in me, you're my world," She kissed his lips lovingly," I love you with all my heart, Mi, what are you trying to say, Baby?"
"As much, as I don't want to, with all my heart and soul, it's for the best--" She paused as she began tearing up," I-I can't be with you," Nick wiped her tears," Why not?" His voice began to crack," Why not? I love you, Mi.."
"I know, I love you too, I'm so sorry," She got up and ran out of the room, without looking back to see his broken face, and with wondering her feet brought her in her own dressing room, as she slammed the door. She locked her door, and crawled in the corner and sobbed, without stopping.
The only word that were audible, that she said over and over was Nick.
An: Well, I hope you Liked it! I will update as soon as I can. I sorry guys, I had to do it, I know it will be niley is the end. Because Niley is meant to be. Review!
