An: So I thought i'd give you something to work off of Louis more, cuz i feel like i need to develop his character a bit more. Im a bit sloppy with this story writing sorry 3 So this would really be place before chapter 1.

Louis continued to ignore the loud speaker which was repeately calling his name, in that voice he wanted so bad to ignore for the rest of his life. His back was pressed flush against the wall and his feet spread out in front of him, Whinney, his horse gave out a small whine as if she knew he was suppose to come out of hiding now. He had been dropped a class. Downgraded, after losing one race all the fame was lifted off his shoulders for a week. It felt great to not be pressured to try and smile at every camera he sees, he was currently hidden in the back of the horses lock up center.

"Louis Tomlinson, please report to main center."

His mother had just talked to press last Wednesday about why he wasn't giving his all this week, made up a half ass excuse like he injured his wrist doing extra work for the summer to come. When in reality he did this to himself on purpose wanting to take the pride down so he wasnt disappointing his fans by not racing this summer. His mother had had an extra glass of wine that day when she spilled out that they were leaving London to visit family, her boyfriend of the month had left the morning before claming he wasnt coming back.

Louis picked dumbly at the stack of hay stacked not so neatly off to his side, with as much disintrest he listened to the voice's constan flow of words.

"Louis, it's your mum please come on we're gonna be-"

He didnt even know why they had to leave this instant couldnt they wait a day? He's sure no one down in the country misses him that much to actually had asked for his company, like his mother had so claimed. He talks to Liam every other week giving as much information he could without giving too much away about why his boyfriend broke up with him. Why he dated the judge soon to be of his home area's racing center, why he cried that night because he thought being the jockey of the year will no longer be his title when he refused to pack but his mother did for him, why he chose to not tell his mum about his sexuality scared she'll be the one to leak his secret.

"You would think that you'd have enough respect to atleast be early to go see family," Louis ignored the voice right over the fence of his hidding place, he was in eye sight but he didnt bother to turn to look at that person. It was who he had been ignoring since the words "It's over".

"C'mon Louis how long are you gonna keep this wall up?"

"Im serious you're being a douche by ignoring your mum. I get why you'd ignore me."

"Will you talk you chidish twit!"

Louis finally turned around to look at the older man, his eyes dropped as if he were tired from late nights of endless thoughts. He may be older by 7 years and have way more expirence than Louis but when he's looking at him like he is some kind of child... It hurts.

"Im not being childish, Anthony!" Louis raged standing up now as he folded up uniform fell to the ground lying on stray peices of hay, he wasnt planning on bringing it with him anyway so he left it there. Louis passed his ex with a shoulder bump nearly knocking himself to the ground from the force of it, he didnt look back when he approached his mum in the main center. She was struggling with he luggage drunkingly giving Louis a blurry eyed glare.

"Give me that before you fall over," She smacked his hand away miserably looking away from his face. She was clueless about what happened between them over the years, or even what just happened between Louis and his ex. Even though she didnt even know he was with someone, his fans probably had a better chance at guessing Louis likes cock.

"I can take care of myself, Louis. Make yourself useful and grab the rest of your own luggage." She slurred moving along with a stagger that couldnt be classified normal.

They left and Louis still told himself he wasnt going to look bacck on this. It was for the best he guessed.

An: So yahhh, Im gonna post the second chapter soon It's already written but i dont want to overwhelm you guys even though this is like a third of a chapter i usually write.

Again this is just a filler.