Hi, it's me again… IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY! I haven't updated for so long I'm not surprised if you hate me and want to kill me…. But in my defence, if you kill me you wont get the rest of the story. I know, weak excuse. So I think I'll just get on with it. Reviews appreciated, flames partially welcome, ideas for the story greatly appreciated. And without further ado…

I don't own Vampire Academy. If I did Rose and Christian would be together by now.

(sorry, I'll shut up now)

RPOV

It's strange the types of things you can think of when you're doped up on anaesthetic and sleeping pills. For example, before I'd even opened my eyes my first thought was 'I'm hungry'. But then again, is that normal occurrence for me. But of course that thought led to 'When did I last eat?' which also lead to; 'What day was it yesterday?'

Why don't I know the answer to that? Well… this can't be good, I thought to myself. I began thinking about other things, like; 'Where the hell am I?' and then 'Why am I here?' Eventually the questioning led to a very disturbing revelation.

"Who the hell am I?" I murmured this question out loud, thinking heavily. Ironically, it actually hurt to think too hard. And here I thought it only happened in relation to school.

When I couldn't answer any of the questions swirling around in my head I panicked. My awesome hearing noticed an increase of the incessant beeping that was coming from next to me which I hadn't paid attention to before.

My eyes parted thickly as I turned to the side. It was a heart monitor machine. I found I recognised the names of everything, just nothing about anything personal. The door at the end of the bed banged open and a pretty Moroi woman walked through. She must have been alerted by the beeping. When she saw me looking at her and she smiled.

"Sleeping beauty's finally awake then. How's your head?" She asked kindly while checking my charts.

"Um, my heads fine." It came out croaky from lack-of-use. "Why?"

Her hands stilled on the page, frozen. She blinked cautiously while she raised her head to face me. She chuckled, though clearly now on-edge.

"Why? Because you've just had a massive blood transfusion and you nearly bled to death! That cut on your head was difficult to staunch with the amount of blood pouring from it!" She said loudly if slightly disgruntled.

My hand raised blindingly fast to my head and felt around looking for abnormalities. "Why? What happened?" I asked frantically. A frown appeared in my expression when I felt a large bandage covering an area above and around my temple. My frown increased when I saw how shocked she was. The lack of answers from her was seriously starting to piss me off but she spoke before I had the chance to yell at her.

"Now you're awake this is a perfect time for your routine check. I want you to start with your name, age and birthday." She said clearly and professionally, but I heard underlying concern in her tone, but said carelessly enough for me to know that she had asked them many times over.

I couldn't answer her questions. The answers simply wouldn't come. I struggled with the fear and panic. I looked up at her with wide eyes and pale face and shook my head minutely.

"I-I can't! I don't-! I-I What is wrong with me!Why can't I remember!" My voice went from soft to anxious, low to scratchy. I saw the nurse's eyes widen and her drop her clipboard letting it clatter loudly on the cold stone floor.

I'm sorry, but that's all I have for now… I am so firetruckin sorry I haven't updated any time sooner. First I lost my book I had it written in, then I lost the memory stick where I had typed it to, then my internet went bung, then I had SAC after SAC for school… And now here I am, finally realising the traumatising amount of time having passed since my last update. I swear I will update faster than that in the future, but I do seriously need help figuring out where to go from here. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE review and tell me exactly the types of things you want in this story and even things that could happen… maybe even some crossover characters? But not Twilight. Never Twilight. Okay, I think I'll go now and try and build a ladder for this massive hole I have just found myself to be in.

Bye for now, not forever? (God that sounds cheesy, sorry peeps)

Catch ya on the flip side! (god I love Rocco! Review if you can tell me what film its from and you'll get a special dedication in the next chapter! J)

Tooza