I finally got home from a long, but great day at work and went to start my shower. i hadn't heard from Cody which made me a little worried, but I figured that he was just busy. As soon as I turned on the water my phone started to ring. I was hoping it was Cody, so I ran to the phone. I looked at the number and I knew that it was him.
Me: Hey
C:Hey beautiful
Me: Watcha doin?
C: Just got done in the gym, fixin me something to eat. You?
Me: Well I was starting a shower, but you called.
C: Do you wanna just call me back then when you get out?
Me: No. It can wait *laughing*
C: *laughs* So are you free tomarrow?
Me: If you wanna do something, then I sure am. *giggling*
C: Yea. If your up for it.
Me: Of course I am! What should i wear?
C: Blue jean shorts and a shirt over your swin suit.
Me: Sounds great, babe.
C: Well, I'll let you go take a shower. I'll be there to pick you up around nine.
Me: Perfect. Bye Babe
C: Bye Sweetheart
I hung up and went to get in the shower. Tomarrow was gonna be great. Cody is a great guy and I felt like there was really something there. I turned off the shower and put my pajamas on. I was extremely bored, so I wandered to the living room and started surfing the channels. My favorite movie was on, The Notebook, I really hoped that me and Cody could be like that. Josh was a great man and nothing would ever make me stop loving him. He was my first love and I don't think that I could ever let him go. We were gonna get married and we had such great plans for our life together. Opening up to Cody like I did for Josh was gonna be alot harder than I had thought. As I started to think more and more about Josh the tears started to pour from my eyes, like they had the night in his hospital room. Knowing it wasn't gonna get any better any time soon, I went and crawled into bed. I thought about calling Cody and asking him to come over, but it was a little too soon for him to know. So I turned off the lights and cried myself to sleep.
