Miley's Pov
My head is spinning and I don't know how to control it. I made the biggest mistake of my life breaking up with the one I love. We all make mistakes in life but this one is heart breaking, nerve racking and vain pulsing. My cognitions told me I made the right decision; I was wrong. My heart was aimed at Nick. If he couldn't see it himself then I guess I must move on. I crawled out of my bunk and grabbed some extra clothes as I ran into the bathroom to get ready for the day. I hurried up in the shower letting the soap soak into my hair as water ran down my back. I heard the bustle from the other room where Aly and Demi got ready.
I rinsed my entire body off and opened the curtain exiting the shower. I wrapped a towel around my body, quickly dried off. I slid the thin material of clothing over my body and began brushing my teeth. I brushed my hair quickly and soon noticed I was crying. I stopped myself before I was able to touch up my face to cover the red eyes and my blotchy cheeks. They were hot, I felt the tears brimmed in the corner of my eyes, as I quickly wiped them away, thank God I used waterproof makeup.
I slowly opened the door to see the two girls on my top bunk painting their toenails. I gave a small smile and felt them scoot over as I prompted my body inside the top bunk. I gripped my latter as I saw in the middle. Demi wrapped her arms around, as soon as I was in my comfort zone, I felt my eyes water up with fresh tears. Alison took my hand and squeezed it. A lump build in my throat as sobs escaped. I wasn't strong enough as I hoped to be.
The room was silent other than the sound of my cries. They felt that the silence was a hint I wasn't over him. To be quite accurate; I wasn't ready to move on but it was for the best. I felt their arms move over my body as I lay in their laps. My eyes shot open in recognition that I almost forgot my best friends birthday. I looked up at the girl who held a thin frown and I began blubbering like a fool once again," I'm sorry I almost forgot your birthday, Dems! Happy birthday!"
Demi chuckled lightly at my antics and hugged me," No problem, thanks," She shot me one of her million dollar grins and I composed myself. I climbed off the ladder and smoothed my pant leg down of my gray sweats.
I heard Alison's gentle voice," Miley…Are you okay?"
I stopped like a dear caught in the headlights and held a small smile as I turned towards her, "Um, yeah! I mean, I can't be wasting my life away crying,"
Her forehead creased as she put her hand gently on my shoulder," Miley, hun, It's not healthy to move on so fast,"
"I know, but I can't be wanting someone back that I let go in the first place. It's my fault I let go of him, I can't expect for him to come crawling back to me,"
"But you guys still love each-other, Mi. "
I crossed my arms, took a few feet forward and shot her a slight smile," Well, love is like a battle field." (An: I know, it's wasn't supposed to be like that, It just came out that way!) And with that point I exited the bus. My flip-flop feet hit the pavement with a gentle sound as I made my way towards the big building. I was immediately greeted the security leading me towards sound check. I said hello to the workers given each one of them a high five along the way, making the point that each one is special to this concert.
The loud noise I'm used to hearing adjusted to my ears as I made my way to the center of the stage. I taped the mic, smiling; waving to the VIP members in the front row.
My voice soon filed the speakers," Hey everyone for tonight's concert I will be sharing a special song I wrote very late last night," The small audience cheered, and I walked over to the band," Just try to follow along with the melody." I smiled and high five them before walking back to the center.
I grab a hold of the mic and close my eyes," Don't know why I still slept on my side of the bed
The emptiness when you were gone kept ringing in my head
Told myself I really had to move along now
Stop regretting all the things I left unsaid, yeah yeah
So I tore up your letters
Took your picture off my wall
I deleted your number, it was too hard not to call
Felt a little better, told myself I'd be fine
Got to live for the good times up ahead, yeah yeah
'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
'Cos I still believe and I could see how there's nothing left of you and me
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you
All my friends try to tell me better find somebody new
Why waste time being lonely when there's nothing left to lose?
Anything to get you out of my mind
I'm a fool if I thought I could forget
And I could not forget
'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
'Cos I still believe and I could see there was nothing left of you and me
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you
Now I found a way to keep you there beside me
To where my love won't be denied
I can only hope to keep you there and guide me
There's no more need to hide from all this pain inside
'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
'Cos I still believe and I could see how there's nothing left of you and me
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you
So not over you
That time is over baby
'Cos I'm so not over you…" My voice along with the instruments stop and everyone in the room claps. My palms grow sweaty and I feel the hot heat on my cheeks and the tears falling down my face as I bolt off the stage. I keep running into my body bangs into another and I fall to the floor, my eyes are closed; the tears keep coming. The person grabs my hand helping me up. My hands hit contact with the other warm hand. I smell the most familiar cologne to me and my eyes peel open. My face turns bright red, and his sweet voice flies through my eyes," Miley? Are you okay?" He quickly lets go of my hand and I shudder in disgrace. Ashamed of myself, my eyes lock with his. I dart them somewhere else and back away slowly. Getting around the corner I run into the cool air from the back entrance.
Brittany grabs my arm before I can make a run for it," Miley…"
I whimper as I wobble into her arms. I stay there crying for a few moments until I hear her whisper in my ear," You need him, Miley. I won't stand in your way. " Her voice was harsh and it startled me as I look into her eyes searching for answers.
Normal Point of View
Her face is serious," Miley. You know I like you, but." She sighs," How could you, Miley? Why was it necessary to do this?" Brittany's face was hard and her face remodeled into an icy glare.
Miley stared at Brittany with pain written in her eyes as the tears started to form. She knew she was a horrible person. It was all a big mistake she couldn't face him. She had hurt the one she loves. Brittany starred back, tears poured from Miley's ocean blue orbs. Miley rubbed her forehead as she knelt on the ground and buried her face her hands.
"I'm telling you this for a reason, Miley," Brittany knelt beside her. Brittany was never a heartless person; seeing Miley cry made her heart ache, but seeing Nick cry made her feel worse. Brittany rubbed her back soothingly," He loves you. He loves you so damn much it hurts him sometimes! And you love him too! Why put each-other in danger? It only makes the worse of things."
"I'm scared," Miley whimpered, as Brittany sighed," Scare of what, Miley? You actually think I would steal Nick? What Nick and I had…was something in the past, something like that can't be unwritten, cause what you and Nick have is something special and it's something two people share. And I'm not coming against that. If you thought that for one second...then I'm sorry because you're mistaken,"
Brittany stood," Well, if you still love him, then go get him, the others are waiting for me," She began walking away as Miley closed her eyes. Minutes of her own thoughs she reopened them and looked up to see Brittany about ten feet away from her.
She stood up and began catching up to the other girl," Brittany! Wait!" Brittany turned around and stood with a small smile. Miley made her way up to her and they connected eyes," Yeah?"
Miley sighed and said softly," I have a confession,"
"I knew you'd come around,"
Miley grinned slightly," Actually, the truth is, I do still love Nick. And I'm terrified of some beautiful girl coming and stealing his heart. I love him so much and I'm afraid of loosing him one day,"
" You love each-other way too much to let that happen," Miley smiled a real smile and they hugged, Miley asked softly," So are we cool?"
"Of course!" The two teenage girls laughed and suddenly Frankie busted open the backdoor where they were standing near," Guys! Get inside! Mom is letting us do karaoke!" The two smile and linked arms as they pranced inside following Frankie. Frankie sat beside Denise and Kevin with Miley and Brittany beside Frankie. The lights dimmed, and the small voice of Frankie yelped," They're starting! This is so cool! Mom can I go after Alison and Joe?"
Miley raised her eyebrows," Aly and Joe?"
From the right-hand platform on the stage, Alison 'flew' out to the background music of Super Girl wearing a pink and light blue flashy 'super girl' costume and a sparkly pink cape. Brittany busted out laughing as Miley hovered over in embarrassment at the choice of song.
The beat to super girl continued as Alison ran around the stage, her cape up in the air as her voice filled the huge room with over one thousand seats.
(Only Chorus " I'm super cool, super hot!" She beamed to the few people in the audience before dancing to the song and continuing," Livin' like a rock star You think I'm super, you think I'm super. On the cover of your magazine,
Wherever I go they make a scene
I'm super, super, I'm super-duper
So you wanna be just like
So you wanna be just like..----" She was about to finish the part of the song when Joe came through the flooring platform in his very own superman costume. On the cape in bright letter read,' Super Joe,' He stole the mic from Alison as she was handed another from the crew as they finished off the song together with Joe singing in a fake girly voice," Think you wanna be just like me
Everybody's watchin' me
Never as easy as it seems
To be super, super, to be super, super girl!" By the time the song ended Miley was laughing hysterically on the floor along with Brittany. Tears streamed down their faces from the laughter. Joe jumped off the stage pounding his fist in a super hero motion.
"Another day saved, Joseph!" Alison smiled proudly and walked over to the girls. Joe ran up to them and gave the each a nuggie," And that's for laughing at our powers!"
" I saw, Joe, we did a well done job!"
"Yes we did,"
Brittany raised her eyebrow at him," You do realize you guys are giving away your true identities!"
Joe gasped mockingly," I'm off to the supper ball of justice!"
"Huh?" Asked a confused Alison.
"Err, the bathroom," He said awkwardly as Alison giggled. Joe jogged off before muttering to himself,
" being a super hero is hard work,"
After the concert( Sorry, didn't feel like writing a bout it.)
Later that night, Miley wasn't able to sleep. It was an odd hour of night; everyone else was fast asleep high up in the comfortable hotel beds. Instead, Miley was curled up on the couch in the hotel lobby; writing in her diary. Things swerved in her head. She was confused and didn't know how to handle or figure anything out lately; it was all a blur. To be honest she hated it. Miley was normally a pretty planned out. She was known for writing important dates in her calendar, storing special occasions, birthdays and festivities in her black berry.
But Nick was the most confusing, touchy and messy topic. She only wished she was able to know what was going on in that bushy head of curls. For one minute to be able to read his mind, know his emotions and his thoughts on life. Miley's pen padded across the fine paper and wrote a note.
Dear Nicholas,
Hello.
Look, I know I made a mistake. I understand if you hate me for the rest of your life. But, I want to let you know something I will love you forever. (: The problem for me is that I don't want to let you go, I'm afraid to loose you. You are my world and all the planets in solar system. Corny, I know. I don't want to let you go, not ever. But I will obey your wishes if you don't want to see me ever again. Baby, I love you more than myself. I love you so much at times it hurts. What am I kidding? It hurts all the time. But I wouldn't take it or leave it for anything else. I will sit in the dark forever because you are my light. Meet me in the woods outside of the hotel. I'll stay there as long as it takes. I'll wait forever for you to come.
Forever and always,
Lots of love,
Miley Ray
Miley kissed the envelope and slid it inside. She wrote Nick's name with her curly handwriting and sealed it closed. She took the elevator up to Nick's floor and walked over to the room he shared with Joe. She knocked softly and Joe opened it and appeared at the door. His eyes were weary when they locked with Miley's.
"Hey, Joe, Can you give this to, Nick?"
His face turned even more uneasy," I don't think this is the best time, Miles,"
I stuck out my bottom lip in a pout," Please, Joey?"
"Fine…" I smirked and handed it to him.
"Thanks a lot, Joe," I hugged my 'big brother' and watcher her say a quick you welcome, before he slid inside the room. I took the stairs down to the lobby; because it was a lot faster. Once I made it inside the lobby I looked around, it was empty. Perfect.
I slowly walked outside and the cool crisp air of Washington hit me. It was dark and I was terrified as I made my way into the woods. I sat under a tree and curled my body underneath me in a ball. The sounds of the night made my skin jump. I mentally repeated to myself in my head, before saying it out loud," This is for, Nick,"
Nick's point of view
I sprung my guitar slowly letting the strings hit my fingers perfectly. My eyes stay closed as I whispered the lyrics to Can't Have You. I stopped once I heard footsteps coming closer. I slowly opened my eyes to look up and meet my brother Joe's. A small clean white envelope was in his hands. He sat on the edge of the bed and gave me a small smile.
A short while later he spoke quietly," Hey bro, got you something," He handed it to me and took off out of the room the second it was in my hands. I knew that handwriting anywhere…Miley. Tears fell from my eyes the second I read it. I opened it and read the inside. Sobs began and I couldn't contain them. Before I knew anything or what I was doing I began sliding my old converse over my feet. My mind was elsewhere as I grabbed my keys. Joe looked about to speak but I silenced him by shaking my head.
I ran down all ten floors and quickly I might up made my way outside. The wind hit was hair as I ran into the woods.
"Miley?" I whispered as I caught my breath. I looked out for any signs where she would be and I saw something. I made my way to the girl sprawled on the ground. Her teeth were chattering and tears rolled down her beautiful face. I ran over to her and knelt beside her," Nicky…" She made out through the cold and the point of being horribly terrified.
I wrapped my jacket around her body and grabbed her in my arms. She wiggled into my lap and pressed her head into my chest; which I allowed her to.
"I'm so s-sorry!" I kissed the top of her head," Shh, it's okay. And I'll always love you too,"
"Nickyy w-will you take me b-back? " Her teeth were still chattering as I lifted her up and held her in my arms. I carried her into the hotel. I set her on the couch in the main lobby. I sat beside her wrapping my arms around her. She snuggled up to me as I answered," Of course," He smiled kissing her lips. I was unexpected when she grabbed me by the collar bringing me back into the kiss. She smiled and rested her head on my shoulder, before kissing me again with a smile. And this is how our night went.
