Walking Away

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-Present Day-

"Where do you want me to begin?" she asked as she pushed a stray strand of hair behind her ear.

"How about we start at the beginning?" the man replied pushing his glasses up his face and looking at her for a moment before looking back down to his notes.

"Well that is kind of difficult to discern," she replied blushing softly.

"Every story has a beginning." The man replied softly, encouragingly "Was there a moment when suddenly something changed? Where you felt that you had no control over a situation?"

"I've never really had control," Bella sighed leaning her head back against the chair she now sat in. "I've never really felt the need to."

"But you do now?" he asked jotting something in his notebook.

"Well, what do you think?" she snapped back her body tensing and her eyes boring into his.

"I was just asking you a simple question," he replied calmly "I'm just trying to understand."

"What is there to understand," she replied "I had an affair; I didn't expect to fall in love in the process. I didn't expect my world to change."

"But you did fall in love, and your world did change."

"Yes."

-Six Months Prior-

"You're late," Edward stated as he pushed himself off of the wall he was leaning against and smirked in her direction.

"I'm sorry," Bella replied softly "The babysitter was running a bit late."

He nodded his head softly and angled his head towards the jogger's path. "I figured we should probably talk."

"I think that is a good idea." Bella replied as her eyes followed the gravel track. She would not look at him, would not acknowledge the effect that he was having on her.

They began to walk the simple path, the soles of their shoes scraping and kicking up the gravel making the only sounds.

"I'm not really sure what to say." Edward replied shuffling his feet for a moment. "I don't want to hurt your feelings but at the same point in time I want to be honest."

"I'm not made of glass; I can handle whatever you have to say." Bella replied a bit coldly.

"We were really stupid, Bella, and what we did shouldn't have happened." He looked her in the eyes then and she could feel the blush flush her cheeks. "I just keep replaying that moment over and over in my head."

"I'm not going to lie," Bella replied softly "and say that I regret it."

"I'm not saying I regret it either, I just," he ran his hand through his hair "how can we just continue to pretend that everything is ok? That we didn't cheat on our spouses?"

"I don't know," Bella replied "but I can't just walk away pretending that nothing happened. It's like I can finally see again, everything is clearer now."

He made his way over to a bench and plopped down putting his head in his hands. She walked the short distance and sat next to him, gently placing her hand on his shoulder.

"If you want," she replied softly "I can get up and walk back to my car and you will never have to see me again. If that is what you want, tell me now, and save us both the hassle of getting hurt."

His head shot up and looked at her for a moment, his eyes scanning over her face. "I just don't know." He replied softly "I feel so guilty, so incredibly guilty."

"I understand," she replied quickly and she stood up, fighting back tears, walking brusquely back down the path towards her car. She stood in front of her car, digging through her purse looking for her keys. It was then that she saw him exit the wooded path and head in her direction.

As he approached her, his eyes met hers and she wasn't sure what she saw in them.

"I thought," she stated softly.

"I know," he replied reaching out and pulling her into him, bringing her lips to his. His tongue traced her lips and suddenly she was pressed back against her car door. Pulling his mouth back for a moment they stood staring at each other, both of them panting.

"Unlock the car," he whispered in her ear before tracing it with his tongue and then nipping the lobe of it.

"What about feeling guilty?" she asked her hand holding the keys shaking.

"I'll deal with it," he replied letting out a small groan as he leaned into her grabbing the keys from her and inserting them in the door behind her.

He pushed her into the backseat, following behind her and looking around outside for a moment.

"Do you have any idea what you do to me?" he asked "Watching you walk away from me." He let out a growl then and reached his hand behind her head tangling it in her hair and pulling her into his lap.

"I want you," he groaned in her ear.

"I want you too," she replied breathily as she ground herself into his lap causing both of them to throw their heads back.

"This is so messed up." He muttered reaching down and quickly unbuttoning her pants shifting her to tug them off. She worked his pants off frantically, letting them pool at his feet along with his boxers.

"I need you inside of me," she moaned running her hands through his hair and tugging on the ends, causing him to groan. "I need to feel you."

He thrusted up into her then quickly, causing both of them to moan at the sensation.

He placed open mouthed kisses on her as his hands wrapped around her waist aiding her movement over him. She rocked her hips slowly at first, before pulling almost all the way off of him and then dropping back down.

"Bella," he moaned his head falling back against the headrest and his mouth hanging slightly open.

"Edward," Bella replied breathily grinding down on him and causing his hands to tighten around her waist.

"Don't you see what you do to me?" Edward moaned meeting her movements with his own thrusts causing her to whimper. "No one has had this affect on me before, not even my wife, it's like I can't control myself."

"I know," she whimpered "I feel it too."

His hands made their way up her back tangling in her hair and pulling her head back so that she was laying back on the center consol.

He leaned forward then, taking control, his thrusts coming faster hitting her deeper than before.

"Oh my god," she cried out.

"Yes," he moaned in response as he grabbed one of her breasts through her shirt pinching her nipple through the material.

"I'm almost there." She cried out.

"Come for me," Edward replied his eyes meeting hers "come with me."

She cried out his name as her body began to tremble, his following suit.

After riding out their orgasms he pulled out of her and pulled her gently into his lap. Leaning over he placed a kiss on her forehead before laying his head back trying to catch his breath.

"Well," she replied softly "that was unexpected."

"Please," he replied teasingly "with you wearing that outfit did you expect anything less?"

A laugh escaped her lips and she leaned her head back kissing him for a moment.

"I should get back; I told the babysitter that I wouldn't be gone too long."

"Yeah," Edward replied running his hand through her disheveled hair "I should get back as well. I told my friend Jasper that I was meeting an old friend for coffee."

They quickly maneuvered their way around the backseat pulling on articles of clothing and sneaking glances at each other.

"So," Edward stated helping her step out of the backseat "Play date tomorrow at the park, let's say one thirty?"

"That would be great," Bella replied running her hands through her tangled hair and pulling it back into a ponytail. "Alice and I will be there."

He looked around for a moment before leaning over and placing a quick peck on her lips.

"I will see you then."